Name: Look At The State Of You featuring Mark Heenan by The Fudge Nutz
Duration: 2 min 49 s
Description: All sounds vocals Drums guitars and other stuff produced by the fudge nutz

Great memories, I still find it hard to hear marks vocals again. I get very emotional. I miss him man.

Super beautiful composition and performances, you guys are really tight! So good to hear some new stuff Martin :)

Beautiful track. Instrumentation and vocals all flow so beautifully together.

Très belle réalisation! 👍🏻 👏 🎶

Really great melodic track! Beautiful guitars and excellent vocal and backing.

Drinking with me

Original song by Mileena Rayne
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I know you mean every word you say,
You think giving me love will make me stay.
But I’m not lost, I’m not unsure, 
I just know I need something more.
You say you’ll wait, but I wish you wouldn’t,
Love me now like I know you couldn’t.
You swear you’ll break down my walls,
But they weren’t made to fall.

You keep hoping, but hope’s a blade,
Cuts you deep when things don’t change.
You keep swearing I’m worth the pain,
Like I’m someone who’d do the same.
You think if you give it time,
I’ll wake up wanting you to be mine.
But hearts don’t change just ‘cause you stay,
And love don’t grow when it’s forced that way.

Don’t wait for me, don’t waste your time (Don’t wait for me)
Love’s not enough if the timing ain’t right
You want forever, I need space (Don’t waste your time)
You’ll only lose yourself this way
Don’t hold on, don’t try to stay (Don’t hold on)
I won’t be yours just ‘cause you pray
Don’t wait for me, just walk away (Don’t try to stay)
Before I’m the one who makes you break

It’s not that I can’t, not that I won’t,
It’s just that right now, I already know.
Love ain’t something you can demand,
And I can’t give what I don’t understand.
You deserve more than open wounds,
More than someone who won’t choose you.
I know you want this, but I know the truth,
I can’t love you the way you do.

You keep hoping, but hope’s a blade,
Cuts you deep when things don’t change.
You keep swearing I’m worth the pain,
Like I’m someone who’d do the same.
You think if you give it time,
I’ll wake up wanting you to be mine.
But hearts don’t change just ‘cause you stay,
And love don’t grow when it’s forced that way.

Don’t wait for me, don’t waste your time (Don’t wait for me)
Love’s not enough if the timing ain’t right
You want forever, I need space (Don’t waste your time)
You’ll only lose yourself this way
Don’t hold on, don’t try to stay (Don’t hold on)
I won’t be yours just ‘cause you pray
Don’t wait for me, just walk away (Don’t try to stay)
Before I’m the one who makes you break

One day, maybe, I’ll look back and wish,
But I won’t lie, I can’t promise this.
If you stay, you’ll only bleed,
So please, for once, don’t wait for me.

Don’t wait for me, don’t waste your time (Don’t wait for me)
Love’s not enough if the timing ain’t right
You want forever, I need space (Don’t waste your time)
You’ll only lose yourself this way
Don’t hold on, don’t try to stay (Don’t hold on)
I won’t be yours just ‘cause you pray
Don’t wait for me, just walk away (Don’t try to stay)
Before I’m the one who makes you break

Don’t wait for me, don’t waste your time (Don’t wait for me)
Love’s not enough if the timing ain’t right
You want forever, I need space (Don’t waste your time)
You’ll only lose yourself this way
Let me go, don’t turn back (Just let me go)
You deserve more than a love like that
Don’t wait for me, don’t waste your time (Don’t turn back)
Find someone who can love you right

Don't Wait For Me

she said you're wasting all my time, 
keeping me waiting,
through the phases of my life...

Phases of my Life (demo)

All sounds vocals Drums guitars and other stuff produced by the fudge nutz

Look At The State Of You featuring Mark Heenan

[EDIT: Slightly updated mix based on Spintunes judges' feedback.]

This is my entry for Round 3 of the "Spintunes" contest! The prompt/challenge was to "write and record a song that makes prominent and creative use of motivic development - a technique for creating extended melodies through repetition and variation of a short, memorable melodic fragment called a motive".

LYRICS

Waking up in purgatory
Isn’t where I thought I’d be
Aftertaste of argument
No that isn’t what I meant

And you do this every time
Just for a reaction
Yeah, you do this every time
Is it part of the attraction

Maybe you’ll go to prove that I need you
Maybe you’ll stay when I don’t believe you
Maybe you’re sweet, maybe you’re scary
Push me away only to tell me
Oh, don’t you want me anymore

What’s my motivation here
On a scale of one to fear
Weighing up the evidence
Isn’t making any sense

And it kills me every time
My heart on the pavement
Yeah it kills me every time
How you claim it’s an accident

Maybe you’ll go to prove that I need you
Maybe you’ll stay when I don’t believe you
Maybe you’re sweet, maybe you’re scary
Push me away only to tell me
Oh, don’t you want me anymore
Oh, don’t you want me anymore

I love it when you change
I love it when you change your
I love it when you change
I love it when you change your mind

Another day in purgatory
I guess that’s how it’s going to be
Our record’s playing on repeat
It’s never sounded so sweet

Maybe you’ll go to prove that I need you
Maybe you’ll stay when I don’t believe you
Maybe you’re sweet, maybe you’re scary
Push me away only to tell me
Oh, don’t you want me anymore
Oh, don’t you want me anymore

Don't You Want Me Anymore

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An explosion held back too long. Screams suffocated under the skin, fingers that scratch the soul from the inside. Guitars like blades, drums like detonators. Burning inside is the price of those who feel too much and keep too quiet. Now the silence explodes. 
If you liked the song, listen to the more intimate and visceral unplugged acoustic version...https://soundcloud.com/zipboy83/burning-inside-unplugged-version

Check my other works with that sound
soundcloud.com/zipboy83/sets/collaboration-with-laura-maren

Produced by EileenNoise
Singer Laura Maren

Lyrics
[Verse]
The ash is falling like a blackened snow
The fire’s inside me
It won’t let go
My veins are rivers
They're running red
A pyre ignites the thoughts in my head

[Chorus]
I’m burning inside
Can’t run
Can’t hide
The flames won’t die
I’m burning inside

[Verse 2]
A scream is rising but it makes no sound
The smoke’s a shroud that pulls me down
Every ember whispers
It knows my name
The heat’s a lover and it plays the game

[Chorus]
I’m burning inside
Can’t run
Can’t hide
The flames won’t die
I’m burning inside

[Bridge]
The walls are melting
The shadows crawl
I see my face in the fire’s thrall
Every spark a secret
A truth untold
This inferno’s mine
It’s fierce and cold



[Chorus]
I’m burning inside
Can’t run
Can’t hide
The flames won’t die
I’m burning inside

if you want to listen my other work with that sound check my playlist
https://soundcloud.com/zipboy83/sets/collaboration-with-laura-maren

Burning inside

[Verse1]
Did I push myself into a contract
I can’t slither out of
Did I manifest this concoction? 
That keeps my malady everlasting 
And lingering 

Oh no, I throw myself a pity party 
Just a party for one
I could not send out no invites
They reside in my drafts
Can’t master up the will
To respond or put on a show

If I’m being real oh oh

[PRE CHORUS]
I don’t know how much
 time I have left 
I predicted I would be 
at death’s HQ
By the time 
I reached this age
A few years back  
Was I on to something?
Was I ?
Because 

[CHORUS]
I can shake the feeling
It might be the final show
I can’t find the reason 
It feels like I’m getting close 

To the grand finale 
The climax
With no epilogue 
Just closed and shut 

[POST CHORUS]
With no hope  for a sequel 
Oh oh
Will I be damned
To my own devices 
Oh oh
I knew the end 
Beforehand 
Before this saga began 
Oh oh 

[VERSE 2]
It could happen anytime now 
I give up on all thrill
Waiting for the other shoe to drop
Sometimes I think I’m already dead 
And this is Purgatory 
How would I know for sure? 

Maybe in this place 
I can’t escape 
I’ll certainly try 
It will come as
A surprise to 
myself one day 
Maybe I’ll do  it
Or it will come to me
In the form of a grim reaper’s horseman
I would just close my eyes andI leap


[PRE CHORUS]
I don’t know how much
 time I have left 
I predicted I would be 
at death hq 
By the time 
I reached this age
A few years back  
Was I on to something?
Was I ?
Because 

[CHORUS]
I can shake the feeling
It might be the final show
I can’t find the reason 
It feels like I’m getting close 
To the grand finale 
The climax
With no epilogue 
Just closed and shut 

[POST CHORUS]
With no hope  for a sequel 
Oh oh
Will I be damned
To my own devices 
Oh oh
I knew the end 
Beforehand 
Before this saga began 
Oh oh 

[OUTRO]
Did I push myself into a contract
I can’t slither out of
Did I manifest this concoction? 
That keeps my malady everlasting


#emo-ambient, #digital shoegaze, #art-trap.

Final Show (Death’s HQ)

Another song recorded recently.
I’m always blown away by Nooblys production but this was off the scale for me I literally send him files of main vox & backing harmonies and leave him to it. My reaction was Wow  this sounds ridiculous.
I never know what to expect as he loves to experiment with them and chops and changes the arrangements for maximum effect. Such a talented producer as well as musician and great friend.
The song tells the story of how you evolve from a relationship to realise that it isn’t going anywhere. She thinks it just a blip but you know it’s just your evolution from the situation & time to move on because now you are ready. 
Conscience of Kings give you …….

My Evolution 

Intro
Our traffic lights of life
Went  from Blue green yellow to red
passing souls  in the night 
Knowing something isn’t right 

This is my evolution 
Not a mini  revolution 

V1 

It’s not the person who changes it only the mask that’s falling off 
There are reminders everywhere 
To a time when I really cared

Chorus 
This is isn’t a revolution 
Just part of my evolution 
There is no solution 
This is just my Constitution
To my…… evolution 

Lead break

V2 

So I’m going to finish it 
and leave it right here 
Don’t wanna see what tomorrow brings 
I know we’ve been closer than Close
That seems like a long time ago, now I feel like your ghost

Ch

Outro 
You can call it a mini revolution, it’s
It’s still my evolution 
It doesn’t make a difference. There is no solution.
It’s just my evolution from you

My Evolution ~ Conscience Of Kings

Pressure Makes Diamonds   -   Conscience of Kings

I am a lorry

We know that love always brings the roses,  
Don’t leave your thorns, as your heart proposes.  
Getting hurt isn’t worth it, it always brings pain,  
And I wish this world wouldn’t suffer again. 

You’ve seen that the blind can still find their sight,  
That the deaf can hear words in the still of the night.  
Metti in moto la moto, even if there’s no fuel,  
My heart’s in a frenzy, though you’re far from this duel.  

Life is a mess, with or without hue,  
You blend every color and turn it all blue.  
You’ve seen that war isn’t always the way,  
Remember that loving will always repay.  

I know you’re a teacher,  
A city Medusa,  
A controversial Venus  
Who won’t let the world seduce her.  
A simple arriviste  
Dressed up in pride,  
A land to be conquered  
But already compromised.  

I am a lorry  
Racing to you,  
And when I am near  

I won’t touch the brakes, it’s true

I am a lorry

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