Name: I Want to Live Madly by SpiralStone
Duration: 3 min 24 s
Description: A tender acoustic journey through hope, loss, and the burning desire to truly live. "I Want to Live Madly" tells the story of a soul who refuses to fade—who lights the darkness with trembling flame and carves songs from sorrow's stone. The bridge blooms into an emotional peak, a dialogue between guitar, piano, and strings, before dissolving into a whispered outro that lingers like a memory.

Terminate

Enough 

[Verse 1]
I wake in the static
words folded back on themselves—
echoes spill from the ceiling
and I don’t know which are mine
Your silence hums like a circuit
looping the same confession—
everything slips through the cracks
but I still hold the sound of your breath

[Pre-Chorus]
There’s a limit to my waiting
a rhythm to the ache
but I’m still standing
inside your unfinished songs

[Chorus]
Everything in its wrong place
every word half-erased—
still I carry the weight of enough
to love you
to break you
to hold when the walls start to move

[Verse 2]
Your heart is a shutter—
opening closing
letting in fragments of light
I lean against the frame
hoping the door remembers my key
I count the spaces between beats
the pauses heavy as stone—
they ask if love has a limit
and I answer—only the ones we broke

[Pre-Chorus]
There’s a pulse beneath the silence
a ghost in every line
and I am here
caught in your echo’s design

[Chorus]
Everything in its wrong place
every word half-erased—
still I carry the ache of enough
to love you
to break you
to hold when the walls start to move

[Bridge]
Is this love or the ghost of it?
Is this love or the lack of it?
Is this love…?

[Final Chorus]
Everything in its wrong place
but your name still burns in the static
The limit of love is not distance—
it’s silence
and I refuse to be silent

Enough

'Samba Bolsonaro' Producido con IA.
Mezcla, efectos y masterización: audioespai

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💉Samba Bolsonaro: "A vacuna de RNA tem óxido de grafeno"

Do You See Me is Aiko Nova at her most vulnerable and cinematic — a dark electronic ballad that blends deep bass pulses with haunting downtempo rhythms and fleeting touches of Spanish guitar. The lyrics cut straight into the heart of miscommunication and longing, a desperate cry for recognition in a love that’s slipping away.
With breathy, intimate vocals layered over hypnotic synth beds, the track unfolds like a late-night confession, pulling the listener deeper with every verse. It’s both fragile and powerful, a push-and-pull of tenderness and storm.
Inspired by the raw honesty of Annie Lennox and the moody textures of BANKS, Do You See Me lives in that space between electronic pop and shadowy R&B — a place where emotion hangs heavy, yet the beat keeps moving.
Close your eyes, turn it up loud, and let yourself sink into the atmosphere. This is not just a song — it’s a moment suspended in sound.

DO YOU SEE ME

Letters in the Dark

[Verse 1]
I wrote you a letter
but the ink ran thin
like the silence between us
where the hurt’s been living in

Your coat still hangs
like a ghost in the hall
I touch the sleeve gently
and it says nothing at all

[Pre-Chorus]
I keep your memory
in a glass by the bed
sip it down slowly
like the words we never said

[Chorus]
Oh! love is bitter love is sweet
like cherry wine that stains my teeth
I drink it just to feel you near
a bruise a prayer a shadow here
Oh! love’s a letter never sent
folded corners paper bent—
and in the dark I call your name
but nothing ever answers back the same

[Verse 2]
I see you in strangers
the tilt of their smile
but it fades like a flicker
like the moon after miles—
the nights are too quiet
the mornings too long
I hum our old verses
but they don’t make a song

[Pre-Chorus]
Your absence lingers
like a hand on my chest
pressing so softly
but it won’t let me rest

[Chorus]
Oh! love is bitter love is sweet
like cherry wine that stains my teeth
I drink it just to feel you near
a bruise a prayer a shadow here
Oh! love’s a letter never sent
folded corners paper bent—
and in the dark I call your name
but nothing ever answers back the same

[Bridge]
Would you forgive me
if I never let go—
would you still haunt me
just to tell me so—
every word I wrote
is a scar on the page
bleeding with silence
burning with age

[Final Chorus]
Oh! love is bitter love is sweet
like cherry wine that stains my teeth
I drink it just to feel you near
a bruise a prayer a shadow here
Oh! love’s a letter never sent
folded corner paper bent
and in the dark I call your name
but nothing ever answers back the same

[Outro]
So goodnight my dear—
goodnight my ghost
You were the wound
and the cure I wanted most

Letters in the Dark

A tender acoustic journey through hope, loss, and the burning desire to truly live. "I Want to Live Madly" tells the story of a soul who refuses to fade—who lights the darkness with trembling flame and carves songs from sorrow's stone. The bridge blooms into an emotional peak, a dialogue between guitar, piano, and strings, before dissolving into a whispered outro that lingers like a memory.

I Want to Live Madly

“The Vessel” by KAT is not a song about withdrawal — it’s about return.

A return to the inner stillness that doesn’t need to justify, perform, or prove.
It is the sound of standing quietly in one’s own light — of being the vessel, not the explanation.

Soft ambient textures and warm vocals hold space for silence itself —
each tone a heartbeat, each pause a breath of presence.

This is where expression becomes essence.
Where the voice stops explaining — and starts being.

* updated HD remaster — clearer, deeper sound

This Vessel

When We Fade

[Verse 1]
The night is soft the rain still falls
shadows tracing where we used to run
Your voice drifts in like a hard remembered dream
I reach but you’re gone—just echoes in between

[Pre-Chorus]
All the promises we thought we’d keep
turned fragile as the way we sleep
You said forever but forever is late
and I’m left learning how to wait

[Chorus]
When we fade we fade like oceans—
pulling back but never gone
Love was fire love was motion
now just dust where we belong
And if I close my eyes tonight
your touch is still the same—
when we fade we fade
but we whisper all the same

[Verse 2]
I watch the sky it’s torn in two
a fleeting storm that reminds of me and you
Your lips a ghost they haunt like rain
a tender ache I can’t explain

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s only me and the dark I swear
holding your memory like dust in the air
The song you left still pulls me near
a lullaby I'll always hear

[Chorus]
When we fade we fade like oceans—
pulling back but never gone
Love was fire love was motion
now just dust where we belong
And if I close my eyes tonight
your touch is still the same—
when we fade we fade
but we whisper all the same

[Bridge]
Every dream feels like you're near
every silence wants you here
I would keep you if I could
but even love can’t stop what should

[Final Chorus]
When we fade we fade like oceans
pulling back but never gone—
your ghost is all devotion
your shadow lingers on

[Outro]
And if I wake alone tomorrow
your perfume's still in the rain
When we fade we fade—
but we whisper all the same

When We Fade

Oh yeah
Get up, get out, get down to the up now
Mmm, funky static in my coffee cup, what

Banana in a briefcase, moonwalk in my shoes
Fuzzy elevator going straight to the groove
Rainbow in a teacup, sugar on the sun
My feet don’t care — they already begun

Twist that noodle, spin that vibe
Tickle the beat till the bass comes alive
Nobody knows what I just said
But your hips already went ahead

Shake the something
Move that nothing
Slide to the left with a yeah-yeah-yeah
Pop that bubble, double trouble
Dance like words don’t mean a thing

Electric pancake talking to my knees
Got a saxophone breeze in the lemon trees
I’m fluent in rhythm, I don’t need a plan
Just clap with your toes if you really can

Ooh, cosmic jelly on my stereo plate
Got the groove so smooth it’s a full-on debate
Tell the mirror, Hey, you look absurd
Mirror says, Baby, I second that word!

Shake the something
Move that nothing
Slide to the right with a wow-wow-wow
Pop that bubble, trouble double
Talk to the beat — it’s listening now

Breakdown – spoken funk
Hey! Who turned off the logic
Bring back the nonsense
Somebody say oh
Everybody say “mmm, why not

Shake the something
Move that nothing
Spin till the daylight calls your name
Snap that thunder, feel that wonder
We all groove just the same

Funky static
Banana briefcase
Tell the mirror, yeah

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All rights reserved.
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Shake the Something

shake the something

A darkly visceral song about American decay, junk food martyrdom, and the spectacle we applaud while it collapses in real time. No metaphors. Just the meat parade.

Burgers Versus Drugs

“ALLAVOO” is an intimate, emotional ballad about my unbreakable bond to my daugther, a love that endures through time, distance, and memory, today mostly memory...mostly.

Capturing the warmth of bedtime rituals and whispered goodnights. As the arrangement builds, gentle strings and subtle percussion lift the melody into waves of nostalgia and quiet devotion.

At its core lies ALLAVOO, a private word once shared as a secret way to say “I love you.” Each repetition carries both comfort and ache, echoing through years of longing and remembrance.

The bridge strips everything back to voice, cello, and piano, before swelling into a final chorus that feels like both a goodbye and a promise. The closing notes fade like a lullaby, tender, timeless, and eternal.

This is not just a song.
It’s a memory kept alive in music.
Once more...to my daughter............

ALLAVOO... forever true.

Lyrics:

ALLAVOO... 

[Verse 1]
There was a time when I tucked you in
Pulled the blanket up to your chin
The night-light glowing, the world so small
Your breathing slowed I remember it all
You said, “Do I have to go to school?” 
And I smiled, “Yeah, it’s the rule.” 
But I stayed beside you til dreams came
Pretending to steal your fears away

[Pre-Chorus] 
I brushed your hair, whispered low, “Close your eyes
I’ll chase the dark, you know.” 

[Chorus] 
We said ALLAVOO
our secret way to say I love you
Through every storm, through every night
That word still burns like a little light
You held my hand, you never knew
How much I needed you too
ALLAVOO... forever true

[Verse 2] 
Now the bed is cold, the room is still
Your laughter echoes it always will
The toys are gone, but I still find
Your tiny voice inside my mind
I’d give the world to tuck you again
To feel your breath and count to ten
And steal your bad dreams one by one
Until we’d meet beneath the sun

[Pre-Chorus] 
You’d look at me with sleepy eyes
I’d promise stars in morning skies

[Chorus] 
We said ALLAVOO
our secret way to say I love you
Through every storm, through every night
That word still burns like a little light
You held my hand, you never knew
How much I needed you too
ALLAVOO... forever true

[Bridge] 
If you still dream somewhere tonight
I hope my voice still feels like light
I’ll sit beside your shadowed sleep
And keep the promise I still keep

[Final Chorus] 
ALLAVOO, I whisper still
Across the years, I always will
If you can hear me, know it’s you
Every heartbeat spells it too
ALLAVOO... forever true

[Outro – solo piano + acoustic guitar fade] 
I tuck the night around your name, And whisper 

ALLAVOO... again….

© 2025 Conny / Ghostwriter. All rights reserved.
Released under SpinningArtist Records.
Distributed by DistroKid.

ALLAVOO

Working in the tech industry for many years, I have a passion for music production.
I am personally inclined into listening to piano music, classical and contemporary. 
But I love a lot electronic music in all its varieties: EDM, Phonk, Downtempo, Future Bass, etc. 
I also like rock and jazz music genres.

I Want to Live Madly

SpiralStone

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