cutest and most depressing song i've heard here 😭

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'Heavenly Creatures' is AQNB’s fourth digital release & first limited edition physical release of new music and visual works compiled and curated by our London, Berlin and Los Angeles-based team.

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'Heavenly Creatures' takes its title from the 1994 dark biographical drama and queer cult classic film of the same name, with a nod to Los Angeles party Heav3n and its championing of a post-PC Music sound—born online and spread across communication networks the world over. Featuring music by young producers from across the internet, the compilation’s heavily-filtered, DIY DAW tracks present an online-but-intimate hyper-emotionality by artists addressing life, love and loneliness from the perspective of a pop-appreciating electronic underground. Together with visual art works that express digital modes of intimacy, it’s a space of vulnerability and introspection built on a melancholic sub-frequency that’s carried forward by the hopeless romantics and baby angels that inhabit it.

Music by:
blackwinterwells
Aj simons & umru
lei
heavn
oakscreen
BLOODZ BOI 血男孩 & bod [包家巷]
8485
kuru
dylann
luvox
reserv

Visual works by:
Adham Faramawy
Carlos Sáez
Maggie Menghan Chen
Tissue Hunter

Cover artwork by:
Alejandra Muñoz

Isaac Treece, mastering

8485, '3cheers (prod. taylor morgan)' (2021). Courtesy AQNB, London; Los Angeles.

midwxst - hate me (blackwinterwells)

AAA powerline

prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

spotify

OMEN

ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*
prod @blackwinterwells + @notlieu
notes://
hope u guys like dis song
i think the lyrics r cool
my fav song ive made 
prolly gone flopski but im simply bossed up !!
cover art is ma yard
lyrics :)
so much bullshit 
i cant stand it
i been crazy lately
i been going manic
ask me how do it 
baby idk i manage
wastin all my time n 
im wastin all the bandwidth

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations 

i try hard to sleep at night
n i try so hard to make things right
n i struggle everyday just to close my eyes
i been shaking 
i been nervous
think im sleep deprived 

endorphins 
man u look so gorgeous
n u try so hard to ignore it
n u say u hate me
adore it
then the next u know
its the morning

im way to tired for dis
yeah i been way to tired 4 shit
n i try my hardest just to make things click
but it never works out so i think 

im sick !
n im overstimulated
neurons in my brain 
filled with information
she do cheap drugs
n cheap vacations
i do fake friends 
cant hold conversations

sick (p. blackwinterwells + lieu)

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

instagram

u mean even less to me now

himynameisdante +kaktus

order:
@ericdoa
@1endie
@funeral
@chach404
@blackwinterwells
@midwxst
@tayparadox
@kmoethekid
@hereisalden

prod @ericdoa

smackdown w/ ericdoa, funeral, chach, blackwinterwells, midwxst, doxia, kmoe, aldn (ericdoa)

time gets longer everyday
that i never see ur face
im crying on the floor
if this is life now
i guess so

im hurting myself
to feel what u felt
its not what u want
but nothing else helps

theres nowhere to turn
i wish i knew why
my txts never send

i cant keep the rain
from falling down
i can feel the pain
when ur not around

everything reminds me of u
i dont ever know what to do

i guess so

im looking everywhere
for something
but everywhere i run into nothing
im dying for ur love
im killing all of me to feel something

hate it everytime that u leave 
i struggle every nite just to breath
remember everything that we could be
just so fucking numb everything means nothing to me

i just keep on running from myself
i cant keep on dying for ur help
i can feel the stitches coming undone
tell me why i break everything i touch

i guess so

i got other songs too LOL
prod. soju @buginfestedfloorboards

down bad

@1hallow
cover taken by my friend @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7wdm6TWDznlJRJjK24ZCUM
lyrics:
[hook]
don't know what to say to you
i been overthinking things up in my head
you sent me a couple texts i swear i never read 
and i been paranoid like everyone's the feds
used to go to sleep and i would dream of being dead
then i wake up, every single day it feels the same like nothing changed up
lying to my face man you can never keep it straight up
karma got a price and everybody gotta pay up
i think that i gave up 

[verse]
and she like "juno, why you like that?"
she like "juno, can i ask your where you minds at?"
and i been tryna make the right track
fucked up wishing i could get the time back
and she knows i don't got no purity
wish i could fade into obscurity
she said she wish that i had more maturity
i told her to be honest i jus

[hook]

karma

karma (hallow)

prod lei
my insta: www.instagram.com/hello.lei/?hl=en

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction
yeah its hard for me to fall in love, if there is love at all
and i keep screaming out but no one ever hears me thru these walls
and i tried, im trying to love but i dont wanna fall
if i put my problems under me i would be 8ft tall

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

what scares me
what scares me
what scares me
is losing you
is losing her
i wanna die oh im way to hurt
its getting worst getting worst
i feel like im against the world
blood all on my shirt
i want u to be my girl
whatever 

hope im better now
i hope that ur happy now
trying to make it out
feel like im lost and found
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
i want u to leave me, i swear your better off
its not my fault anymore
i promise i promise
heart on the floor
i dont wanna talk if im honest
darkness surrounds me
i cant feel if i dont bleed
i cant fear if i dont see
what scares me

i can talk about my problems that i know ill never fix
theres this girl with nice brown eyes i think i just fell in love wit
shes looking for someone whos not her ex but whos basically him
theres a hole up in my heart, think its addiction

problems

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and i said ima be fine
i told her "no one else can have u" im just crazy bout mine
they used to hate on me now i got labels blowing my line
and keep my name out ur mouth cause u obsessed wit mine
stepping over cracks on the pavement
if u didnt love me just let me know why would u say it
oh i hate waiting im so impatient
get lost in ur eyes i forgot what u were saying

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

ive been feeling down yea
she dont even want me
havent been around yea
but i aint gonna sweat it
put a cross in my ear and my necklace
and if that boy wanted some smoke ill leave him headless
and when i said i love u yea i really meant it
but i know u dont love me yea we just pretending
and i dont wanna live like this
cause the way i can feel is the cuts on my wrist
and i miss her
i just wanna cry when i look at her pictures
and i hate myself i wont look at the mirror
im a dumb kid yea im just a singer
and i do nothing she said im a sinner

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

bestie

@notlieu
@angelus7k
@funeral
@sebseb122

prod. me

art by: @/ratstep on twitter

Social (ft. lieu, angelus, funeral, sebii)

(prod. greentop)

lyrics.
why everything gotta be a competition
the world is so full and its filled with optimizm
sometimes i dont feel like :/
i guess im better than i was in the beginning
its okay 

fuck it doing this today
fall in love i get away
things are really not the same
i know its hard to stay
some things r so pitiful
rip my heart down to my core
this love is so magical
what r u here for :'(?
i might have to run it back
you give me a heart attack
i don't know what i lack
runnin building up my cardio
i know itll get better but 
idk where i started at
everything around me 
it all just starts to collapse
now im giving up cause i know that
it wont get better in the end :/
and im breakin these walls cause 
im better than he couldve ever been
why are you even trying if you knew 
it was better back then
i cant even keep going on
cause i cant lose a friend

i cant give in
i been at my worse
i dont really wanna
lose again

i cant give them
what they really want 
cause i dont even have enough

lose again (greentop)

T2YS COVEN Just for the act of creation. Just for the sake of observation.

midwxst - hate me (blackwinterwells)

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