Cool to hear all the variations, yours is really interesting!

Love the ambience around these amazing sounds. Great collab. Love the cover too...

This is brilliant!!!! killer remix and textures !!

EP A10
https://akitomisaki.bandcamp.com/album/a10

ead #10

THERE’S AN OUTAGE WHAT AN OUTRAGE
CUT OUT FROM THE WORLD
UNSEEN UNTOLD UNHEARD 
IT’S LIKE YOU DON’T EXIST NO MORE
NO REASON TO LIVE FOR

THERE’S AN OUTAGE LIKE A BLIND CAGE
LOCKED OUT FROM WITHIN
LOCKED IN AND WITHOUT
NO COMMUNICATION 
YEAH CONNECTION BREAKDOWN

IN THE DEEP OF THE NIGHT
WITH NO ONE NOTHING IN SIGHT
BUT THE FLICKERING FLAME 
OF A CANDLE LIGHT
LIKE IN THE OLD DAYS 
IN THE OLD WAYS 

THERE’S AN OUTAGE 
ZERO VOLTAGE
DUSKY BACKSTAGE
BLACK ADVANTAGE 
THERE'S AN OUTRAGE

IN THE OLD WAYS OF THE OLD DAYS
IN THE OLD WAYS OF THE OLD DAYS

OUTAGE

do you remember, when you were young
everything you did, was just for fun
life was easy, oh so good
never made the effort, when you should

now your dreams, have disappeared
it all turned out, just like i feared
now your schemes , are up in smoke
i hope your words, make you choke

i remember, the lies and deceit
you were a liar and you were a cheat
you never cared, for any one else
everything you did, was just for yourself

now your dreams, have disappeared
it all turned out, just like i feared
now your schemes, are up in smoke
i hope your words, make you choke

Lies and deceit.

For my mother 

Music and Lyrics by Ben-Tam Jennifer 
Recorded and produced by Ben-Tam Jennifer using Audacity
Microphone: Rhode USB Mini 
Guitar: Cort  MR710 LH NS

Lyrics:

Mommy mommy mommy
Where did you go?
I never got the chance to tell you
That I love you so.
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Why did you leave?
I miss you every day
How do I continue this way?
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Mommy mommy mommy
Tell me how
Tell me now
Tell me
.
Mother!
Is it cold?
You faced something to which
We must all race
Death's door
.
Mother!
You're keeping me warm
My memories are blankets around my heart
They help me to mourn
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Mommy mommy mommy
Tell me how
Tell me now
Tell me
.
Are there stars where you are?
Can people see your smile?
Are there gardens filled with flowers,
For you to walk around, in?
.
Are there hopeful dreams?
And waterfalls and trees?
Sunny days with music playing?
Do you ever think of me?
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Mommy mommy mommy
Tell me how
Tell me now
Tell me
.
Mommy mommy mommy
Mommy mommy mommy
Tell me how
Tell me now
Tell me
.


Tell Me

Tell Me (2022)

Mood Exhibit - Hanataba

To my new friend Wivresse, I will always be by your side and someday on a B side!

By Your Side

By Your Side (Collab Wivresse)

Time Goes By

A remix using only resampled elements of the original muterial track. The track description states;
 
"made without instruments or composition. Sounds come from just two seconds of the sound of water flowing across a ford, slowed more than 100 times, and treated with filters, reverb, EQ and compressors."

Respect to muterial and all the collaborators. Original and playlist;

https://soundcloud.com/muterial/off-the-rails?in=muterial/sets/off-the-rails-collaborations

muterial - Off The Rails (Hell Feeder Remix)

In video form here https://www.instagram.com/p/Coj6SsXgmIx/ and here https://youtu.be/nNEdX8Cq7ac

Splinternet

Stefan from Laar has invited me to a Collab with this splendid material:
https://soundcloud.com/user-325797522/sets/hydrochloric-open-collab

Laar - Hydrochloric noxpox remix

When trust is shattered in the darkest of circumstances, the journey to reclaim one's voice can be both excruciating and enlightening. Our latest episode bears witness to an unforgettable story of resilience as we share space with a remarkable individual whose life was irrevocably altered by betrayal and systemic failure. She recounts the violation by someone she considered a friend, and the dreams crushed under the weight of that terrible night. This isn't just a personal narrative; it's a stark illumination of the institutional injustice that too often follows acts of sexual assault within the military.

Julie Jewels Smoot peels back the layers of her harrowing experience, she exposes the harrowing aftermath: a chain of command entangled in protecting the perpetrator while punishing the victim, leading to an administrative discharge that stands in stark contrast to the assailant's promotion. This episode promises a raw, unfiltered exploration into the depths of one survivor's battle for justice and the courage to confront a flawed system. Witness the power of reclaiming a story, the strength in shedding undue shame, and the relentless pursuit of truth in the face of adversity.  

#PTSD #growth #MST #courage #empowerment #thebouldersinmylifethatshapedmyjourney #thejourneybacktomyselfabookofhealingpoetrysecondedition #selfhealing #healing

The Harmonious Sound Journey: A Path to Healing with Sacred Instruments and Meditation

The Echoes of Courage: Reclaiming Voice and Justice Amidst Military Betrayal

Creating soundtracks for the movies in our minds. Fusing aspects of dark ambience, industrial beats and experimental self-sampled sound. 

Hell Feeder consists of:
Rich Hell Feeder (formerly of Dead Dux): https://soundcloud.com/deaddux
Zone Cruiser / Babalon Anon https://soundcloud.com/user-260441121
@babalon-anon @babalon-anon-spoken-word
Rexoid (from Skaphonics): https://soundcloud.com/rexoid-1

Collaborators:
My Own Cubic Stone / Vitriol Hermétique https://soundcloud.com/my-own-cubic-stone https://soundcloud.com/vitriol-herm-tique
Drown / Backstab https://soundcloud.com/drown-dub https://soundcloud.com/backstabmusic

The Mabon Remix Project https://hellfeeder.com/mabon/
Order Of Thee Octopi https://soundcloud.com/jameshootman
Blink Twice https://soundcloud.com/blink-twice-archivale
Tuonela https://soundcloud.com/tuonela-1
Negative Headphone https://soundcloud.com/negative-headphone
Grim Heka https://soundcloud.com/grimheka 
Insatiable Void https://soundcloud.com/insatiable-void
Lady Of Fire Poetry https://soundcloud.com/ladyofire
Boson Spin https://soundcloud.com/boson_spin
Wayfarer DG https://soundcloud.com/user-996383829 
taRka @myrhyum
Enigma Curry @enigmacurry
No Mates Ensemble https://soundcloud.com/no-mates-ensemble

Released on compilations:
Ohm Resistance - Reverberations of Stone
https://soundcloud.com/ohm-resistance/sets/reverberations-of-stone-1
Resonance - Four Walls 
https://soundcloud.com/resonancehq/sets/resonance-four-walls
Resonance - Recreating The Record
https://soundcloud.com/resonancehq/sets/resonance-recreating-the
Asylum - The Inmates Revolt
https://www.discogs.com/release/13716968Various-The-Inmates-Revolt-Vol-I
Loko Records - Those Who Know
https://lokorecords.bandcamp.com/album/those-who-know
GHETTO UNDERGROUND VOL. 3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtqUeBAtPK8
GHETTO UNDERGROUND VOL. 4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRR_Jgj79cs
GHETTO UNDERGROUND VOL. 5
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gyURhdea8Rk
GHETTO UNDERGROUND VOL. 6
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dnsx4823w9w
GHETTO UNDERGROUND VOL. 7
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cr-kMWwY-k
GHETTO UNDERGROUND VOL. 8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DHqkR1T5ehg
GHETTO UNDERGROUND VOL. 9
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82UUpABIsG4

muterial - Off The Rails (Hell Feeder Remix)

Hell Feeder

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