haven’t seen a well known face in ages 

SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

LYRICS:

i’ve been finding love in all the wrong places
i just wanna see some familiar faces 
but it’s been so long since i had a conversation 
haven’t seen a well known face in ages

at fifteen i lost my head
so i almost drank myself to death 
at sixteen yeah, i was fed
drugs, getting close to a final breath 

i was in high school 
fueling my addiction 
it’s been so long 
since i had some feeling 

fuck, i’m so pathetic 
god, i’m so anxious 
but i can’t help it
hate this feeling 

what is this feeling?
i jus need to numb it
never see me cryin
never cry in public 

what am i feeling?
you’ll never know it
i was taught to hide it
never see me talking 

now i’m so anxious 
always fuckin nauseous 
can’t fuckin stand it
how long can i take it?

can’t fuckin take it
i don’t wanna do this
i don’t wanna be alive
i don’t wanna fuckin die

i’ve been finding love in all the wrong places
i just wanna see some familiar faces 
but it’s been so long since i had a conversation 
haven’t seen a well known face in ages

at fifteen, i lost my head
so i almost drank myself to death 
at sixteen yeah, i was fed
drugs, getting close to a final breath

Ages (prod. APT9)

5 there (prod sorrow bringer)

**prod by 2pluto**
https://soundcloud.com/user-44518529

https://twitter.com/brokenjaw13

https://twitter.com/2pluto5

https://instagram.com/lo_jettra

back hill 5 (prod 2pluto)

(ii)
all alone and coming down... 
slow my blood down.

SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

Blood Slowed Down - apartment9 x HELLBØUND ANGL

lyrics:
I’m on the tip of your tongue.
The words on your lips,
Have been waiting to come out,
I’ve been waiting for this.
I shoulda known,
But ignorance is bliss,
Now I’m crying alone,
Thinking bout what I did.

Don’t wanna talk,
Or even think for just a second,
I’ve been stuck inside my head,
Can’t find an exit.
Don’t even try to hit my phone,
Cus I won’t check it.
I’d rather take this time alone,
For self reflection
Self inflicted,
I’m addicted to the pain.
Up inside my head,
I’ve lost control
I think I’ve gone insane.
I can’t think about tomorrow,
So don’t ask about today.
I’ve been living in the past,
Reliving all my memories.

prod by Flower
https://youtube.com/channel/UC9ykDCmitg5qlpWiWuueRhQ

ignorance is bliss (prod. Flower)

just some random shit i recorded real quick cus i missed you <3

lyrics:
crystals on my fingers,
got them bitches on my neck,
don't ever turn the ringer on,
unless it's all about them checks,
i know most these rappers lame,
buncha clowns man such a shame,
run yo mouth bout whatchu claim,
until you step into the gray,
right in front of yo fucking grave,
you gon contemplate yo life,
did the music for the image,
now my knife it twists inside,
i can't feel a damn thing,
no leaving now im here to stay,
how many boys from the sticks,
have you seen out in LA ah.

i don't give a fuck bout whatchu think
(whatchu think)
i won't let this knife just go to waste
(go to waste)
blowing smoke, got the ashes on my face
(on my face)
don't give a fuck just let me fade
(let me fade) ah

crystals (prod. Marrasfall)

erase u (feat. shyfox x willow.x)

*cover art made by me

lyrics - written by backyard beetle
produced by - @fantom-instrumentals
Here is a link to fantom's youtube channel - www.youtube.com/user/xxFantomMuzikxx

follow me:
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4-VT3d7ke7q99LWiWikzw

lyrics: 
yeah its been forever cant reach my goals
ive been walking forever cant see my souls
yeah these people around me they're all just foes
they do not know me like they do

i dont know where to go
save my life 
yeah im gonna take your soul
you better watch out before i take control 
do not get in my circle im on patrol

impending doom
what do i do
i know if i should conclude 
until my feeling from my heart protrude 
i dont want this to conclude

yeah its been forever cant reach my goals
ive been walking forever cant see my souls
but i got this in the bag so i hope you know 
that it always works out 
it always flows

- backyard beetle 2021

TRACK1 Prod. Arcuti

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