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"MANIAC [Remix feat. HELLBØUND ANGL]  **BONUS**"
(PROD. 27REEVES)

I sit alone inside this room
'Cause I got nothing else to do
But write a verse and make some tunes
And all I think about is you
Every night, I miss y'all so much, but I'm fine
I miss my friends, I miss my life
I think about y'all all the time
'Cause I'm just always on my mind
But now, I feel I'm in this place
Sitting, counting all my days
I'll read a book to give me space
I'm not the same as yesterday
I know it's real, I need to feel
These Atarax, these other pills
Gotta get my damn mind off this shit
And focus on my goddamn self

Get me out of here and let me go
I think now I am ready to do all this on my own
Get me out of here, I've gained some self-control
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania

Hypomanic maniac
So one day I will sleep 'til 4:00
The next day I'll see seven whores
And get profound about empathy
And question everything about me
I'll question everything about you
Like, do you really love me
Since you lie right next to him?
Maybe if I was more slim
You would want me more and more
Maybe if I was a man
You would want me more and more
But I guess I wish to get out of here
Or hope for the day you let me go
Told me that you loved me
I shouldn't ever even known

Get me out of here and let me go
I think now I am ready to do all this on my own
Get me out of here, I've gained some self-control
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania
I thought about myself going into another lane or some
This stupid fucking mania
This stupid fucking mania
The stupid fucking mania has got everyone scared of myself
Stupid fucking mania
Stupid fucking mania
Stupid fucking mania
Has got everyone scared of myself

Get me out of here
Get me out of here
Get me out, please, get me out
Please, get me out of here
(This stupid fucking mania!)
Get me out of here
Get me out of here
Get me out, please, get me out
Please, get me out of here

MANIAC [Remix feat. HELLBØUND ANGL]  **BONUS** (PROD. 27REEVES, nihil2free & jd75)

#TRENDSETTER (alt cover)

𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰 (𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧)

𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠 & 𝐂𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢
𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝐀𝐬𝐭𝐡𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜

𝐀𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐈𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐐𝐮𝐢𝐞𝐭 (𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝐀𝐬𝐭𝐡𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remonieni
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @weareapartment9
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @weareapartment9 & jvsper

~ lyrics ~
i struggle with eye contact
others think i’m rude for that
sorry, it makes me uncomfortable
i thought that’d be understandable

but i guess not, i’m not, normal to you
that’s fine, it’s fine, i’m so, used to it

can’t help my brain works different
my mind full of thoughts and shit
i swear i’m not doing things deliberate
yeah, i’m neurodivergent

i can’t read the room
no, i don’t wanna talk to you
i’m not tryna be rude
i just don’t know how to

sometimes i say things i don’t mean to say
sometimes the words come out in a different way
sometimes i wish i didn’t have my brain
but then i don’t wanna be the same

can’t help my brain works different
my mind full of thoughts and shit
i swear i’m not doing things deliberate
yeah, i’m neurodivergent

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

neurodivergent (prod. apartment9 & jvsper)

VI) bled myself dry for you

SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

2k6:
https://www.instagram.com/prodby2k6/

https://soundcloud.com/prodby2k6

user67:
https://www.instagram.com/user67beats/

https://soundcloud.com/user67beats

LYRICS:
(2k6)

gave it all up for you
like the fools in love do
i guess i was the fool
since it was never enough for you

i bled myself dry for you
fuckin almost died for you
i guess you lied when you said
that you would die for me

you didnt have to lie to me
even though you bled for me
it was all for nothing
it was all for nothing

i would've take a line for you
i would've took a tab for you
pop a couple oxy's for you
instead i had to hide from you

tell me what i did to deserve all your screams
like i didnt rip apart at every single seam of me
but i guess it was me
but i guess it was all on me

(ANGL, why are you so pessimistic?)

now you're far away
used to meet me halfway
make me change my ways
make me forget about the days

got me feeling ecstasy
now i know its make believe
i made my own reality
with someone who abused me

someone who used me
i know you feel guilty
so you avoid reality
and hide in somebody

will you ever really say
what you really did to me
or stick with the story that i never

for you w/ 2k6 x user67

.recorded this all on the iPad cuz i dont have my usual setup rn but liked how raw it sounded.

.BLINDED. [rambling]

.//.

.burden.

This song took almost 3 months to complete lol

production/vocals/mixing/mastering - viv

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ITS LEVEL$ BITCH! forever <3

for you w/ 2k6 x user67

HELLBØUND ANGL

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