Mucha Lucha (Prod.Hellboundangl x Sab) Music Video Link in description

I) i just need self medication
SOCIALS:

ANGL:
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APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

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yeah0k!:
https://m.soundcloud.com/yeah0k

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LYRICS:
(it’s times like these, when a girl needs her boyfriend the most)

i don’t really like to talk 
look at the way that i walk
fucked up around the block
i don’t know when to stop
 
it’s not the high im chasing 
i just wanna feel some nothing
now i feel my body numbing
but i think imma start spewing 
 
i just need self medication
runnin off some prescriptions
but i cant even feel it 
i swear i cant feel it

but i swear i ain’t dying 
it’s a curse, but i ain’t dying 
trust me i’ve been trying 
since 2014, i’ve been trying  

i think i did too much
i don’t think i did enough 

i think i did too much
i can’t ever get enough 

sometimes 
oh i wanna die

doing anything 
to pass my time

maybe one day
i’ll feel alright 

until that day
i’ll run up sum lines

self medication w/ Apartment9 x yeah0k!

right now
right now

crush my fucking sternum
right now
right now


sink

do you feel it right now
right now 


touched again to get drowned

this time
this time


sink again or die trying


dont think
just drown
just sink
 
dont think
just drown
just sink.

dont think, just drown, just sink

Leave me now so I can start again and be the person I once knew..

Leave me now (Start again)

Song & Cover featuring Imori 
Prod. Asthmaretic

Alone In The Quiet (Prod. Asthmaretic)

cover art by https://twitter.com/remonieni
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @weareapartment9
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @weareapartment9 & jvsper

~ lyrics ~
i struggle with eye contact
others think i’m rude for that
sorry, it makes me uncomfortable
i thought that’d be understandable

but i guess not, i’m not, normal to you
that’s fine, it’s fine, i’m so, used to it

can’t help my brain works different
my mind full of thoughts and shit
i swear i’m not doing things deliberate
yeah, i’m neurodivergent

i can’t read the room
no, i don’t wanna talk to you
i’m not tryna be rude
i just don’t know how to

sometimes i say things i don’t mean to say
sometimes the words come out in a different way
sometimes i wish i didn’t have my brain
but then i don’t wanna be the same

can’t help my brain works different
my mind full of thoughts and shit
i swear i’m not doing things deliberate
yeah, i’m neurodivergent

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

neurodivergent (prod. apartment9 & jvsper)

This song took almost 3 months to complete lol

production/vocals/mixing/mastering - viv

Lyrics:
(What do you think Viv?)
Woke up this morning pissed the fuck off
feeling like I'll break shit
Societal collapse all around me
I can't take it
The government stripped me of my rights
Feels like I'm breaking
and these meds that I've been taking
ain't numb the worries anymore

I ain't slept well in 2 years and I can't fucking take it anymore
I used to think I missed my ex but I just hate being alone
You know what
come to think of it
I think it's time for me to leave my mark
I will not be ignored anymore!

I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T GET IT
I WILL NOT BE IGNORED ANYMORE

UH OH, VIV'S MANIC AGAIN
I'M FUCKING PANICKED IN THE HEAD
I CAN'T STAND THIS SHIT MAN

But it's whatever though
My life is not a show
I'm a pretty doll like Hunter Schafer
no Euphoria
(I'M NOT ONE TO BRAG THOUGH)

Something's gotta change
I wanna nuke my hometown
and mix the ashes in a joint and smoke on down a whole pound

I gotta get out of this place but I don't know how
Think I need to kiss a baddie
you know how it goes down

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NEVER SAY SORRY (PROD.  XMANPROD)

the roads they stay cold
recounting stories you told
and my boots still shiver, trembling  deep in the mold
and i told the priest i have no plans to grow old

tears in rain

.i thought i lost you.

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ITS LEVEL$ BITCH! forever <3

self medication w/ Apartment9 x yeah0k!

HELLBØUND ANGL