Friends

So tell me why I feel this way
Someday it has to go away
We didn't really like this place
We made a promise we would stay
Been so unbothered by this hate
Now you found comfort in my pain
And you keep staring at your grave
And you keep wishing that was me

Don't give me options, you got none yourself
Don't make me worthless, you got no one else

Don't let go, it's not your fault
You're all alone and no one's gonna change that
Don't let go, it's not my fault
I'm on my own, I would do anything to change that
I forgot your face, yet I still remember to scream your name
It all got erased, nothing but a waste of time, a waste of space

The sharp pain I feel in my chest
As my mind gets filled with dread
The biggest choice that I regret
It's all the things that were left unsaid
Forgive me for the things I've never done to you
Please forgive me for being you
Don't give me options, you got none yourself
Don't make me worthless, you got no one else

Don't let go, it's not your fault
You're all alone and no one's gonna change that
Don't let go, it's not my fault
I'm on my own, I would do anything to change that
I forgot your face, yet I still remember to scream your name
It all got erased, nothing but a waste of time, a waste of space

Did I let you fall apart?
Do you remember what it cost?
So tell me now, when will you finally have enough?
And I can't help you to stay alive
Afraid I myself never got so far
Just tell me what to do to stop you from living this lie

Don't let go, it's not your fault
You're all alone and no one's gonna change that
Don't let go, it's not my fault
I'm on my own, I would do anything to change that

Don't let go, it's not your fault
You're all alone and no one's gonna change that
Don't let go, it's not my fault
I'm on my own, I would do anything to change that
I forgot your face, yet I still remember to scream your name
It all got erased, nothing but a waste of time, a waste of space

Awkward Motion

IDLEGLANCE XMAS SPECIAL 2021
Watch the AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/5I6D3Lv7VQQ
Featuring @sepha-joey @rivilin and @tsunamiij 🎅
Prod. by Rivilin

Lyrics:

[SEPHA.]:

SO TIME GOES QUICKLY
AND WE LOVE REPEATING
A MOMENT TO SHARE
ALL THAT WE NEVER SHARE

SO FOOL ME AND FILL ME UP
WITH CHEER AND GRACE
I’M READY FOR
ANYTHING ELSE BUT
THIS MASS HYSTERIA
THIS NEGATIVE PLACE
I’M READY TO REPLACE
THE NOISE THIS YEAR

FOOL ME AND FILL ME UP
WITH CHEER AND GRACE
I’M READY FOR
ANYTHING ELSE BUT
THIS MASS HYSTERIA
THIS NEGATIVE PLACE
I’M READY TO REPLACE
THE NOISE THIS YEAR

[RIVILIN]:

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

IT’S THIS EMPTINESS YOU FEEL
WHEN YOU’VE FINALLY REACHED YOUR HOME
YEAH LIKE NO ONE RECOGNIZES YOU
YEAH WHAT HAVE YOU BECOME
I KNOW IT’S BEEN A FEW YEARS
BUT TELL ME WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG
THEY’RE THE ONES WHO SEPARATED A FAMILY
THEY WANT ME GONE.

SO WATCH THE FROST BUILD UP ON MY FINGERTIPS
NOW THAT I’M LOOKING IN FROM THE OUTSIDE
TRY TO RECONNECT WITH A FAMILY
THAT DOESN’T UNDERSTAND WHY I’M TRAPPED AT THE BEDSIDE
CHRONIC FATIGUE TRIES TO TALK TO ME
AND EXPLAINS THE REASONS WHY I’M ALWAYS DENIED
CUS YOU’RE NEVER THERE AND YOU NEVER WILL BE
THAT’S THE ANSWER WHY THEY WON’T ACCEPT ME

[TSUNAMI J.]:

I AM HEALING FROM THE YEARS
OF MY CONSTANT BEATING FEARS
I KEEP SEARCHING DISAPPEAR
MAN THERE’S NOTHING FOR ME HERE
I’M JUST CLEARING THROUGH MY MIRRORS
I BE HURTING THROUGH THE CHEERS
I BE FAILING TO APPEAR
MAN I’M FROZEN WITH THE AIR
I KEEP THINKING WAS IT FAIR
WAS IT PROMISED OR A PLAN?
EVERYBODY WANTS A STAN
BUT COULD NEVER HOLD A FAN
I SEE BLINKING WHEN I STARE
THERE’S A PROBLEM WITH ME MAN
I SEE DEATH UPON DEMAND
EVEN WHEN I HAVE A BAND

I KNOW
I JUST FOUND MY
FUCKING SORROW
OF TOMORROW
AND SO HERE’S TO
ANOTHER YEAR
FULL OF FAKE TEARS
CRYSTAL WHITE FEARS

[RIVILIN]:

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

Snow Blindness

Sepha. x Rivilin x Tsunami J. - SNOW BLINDNESS

Fantasy

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TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
Hate that I feel this
Trembling for no reason
Cut myself off so nobody's able to see it
Sanity's what I'm seeking
Too bad I'll never keep it
Run all I want but I can't hide from these demons

Fight my throat from closing up on me
Deprived of oxygen, it's getting pretty hard to breathe
Suffocate while I wait to meet my destiny
Contemplate if it's worth living in misery

Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head

Jaw clenched while I sleep
Dreamt I lost all of my teeth
Grind them away as I wake to my racing heartbeat
Guess it's just part of me
Not to discern reality
Let my fixations take over and get the best of me

Fight invasive thoughts out of my mind
Delusions digging away that never know when to draw the line
All this fake shit I blame for killing all my time
What a waste of a life I've got to claim as mine

Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head

In My Head

in my head

A Million Days

Tsunami J. & Antent - Where Are You?

IDLEGLANCE x YATES XV
Follow Yates XV: @yates-xv
(Prod. Crcl)

Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_TLXeibuiE

Lyrics:

BREAK MY DREAMS IT’S THE SAME SH*T
LOST MYSELF TO THE SAME B*TCH
DR*GS IN MY CUP IS MY LANGUAGE
SHE DON’T WANNA TALK
BUT I TELL HER THAT I HATE THIS
I DON’T WANNA BE WITH HER
SHE DON’T WANNA BE WITH ME
I BEEN TAKING DR*GS WITH HER
SHE BEEN TAKING DR*GS FOR FREE

SLIPKNOT
LOOSE LINE
DROPPED FROM THE EDGE
F*CK MY MIND
SHE’S RIGHT
I’M RIGHT
USELESS TALKS IN THE MOONLIGHT
LIKE LAST NIGHT
MAKE FAST TIME
ONLY THING SHE LOVE IS THE DOPE LINES
SO I COPE FINE
TAKE MY TIME
END MY LIFE IN THE NIGHTIME

THINK I’M DONE WITH THE DR*GS
NAH I’M DONE WITH THIS B*TCH
SAID THE SAME WITH THE LAST
JUST REPEAT THE SAME SH*T
AND IT’S USELESS
AND SHE’S PSYCHO
DOWNED ABOUT A HALF BOTTLE NYQUIL
GOT ME NODDING
GOT ME SLEEPY
CHOKED ME HAD MY NOSE BLEEDING

GUESS THIS’LL NEVER CHANGE
I LOCKED MY HEART IN THESE CHAINS
LAST NIGHT BAD MISTAKES
I TOOK YOU BACK I WAS OFF MY
BRAIN

GUESS THIS’LL NEVER CHANGE
I LOCKED MY HEART IN THESE CHAINS
LAST NIGHT BAD MISTAKES
I TOOK YOU BACK I WAS OFF MY
BRAIN

SLIPKNOT
LOOSE LINE
DROPPED FROM THE EDGE
F*CK MY MIND
SHE’S RIGHT
I’M RIGHT
USELESS TALKS IN THE MOONLIGHT
LIKE LAST NIGHT
MAKE FAST TIME
ONLY THING SHE LOVE IS THE DOPE LINES
SO I COPE FINE
TAKE MY TIME
END MY LIFE IN THE NIGHTIME

BREAK MY DREAMS IT’S THE SAME SH*T
LOST MYSELF TO THE SAME B*TCH
DR*GS IN MY CUP IS MY LANGUAGE
SHE DON’T WANNA TALK
BUT I TELL HER THAT I HATE THIS
I DON’T WANNA BE WITH HER
SHE DON’T WANNA BE WITH ME
I BEEN TAKING DR*GS WITH HER
SHE BEEN TAKING DR*GS FOR FREE

Yates XV - Slipknot

Fabricated

🖤Links : linktr.ee/notkeaven

Displacing out of time
I'm falling down the line
Mistakes I would recall, it isn’t easy

Can’t waste another dime
So drunk I'm paralyzed
I’ll take another shot, to slow my breathing

Remember those days
Those dark and old ways
I'm shying away
I'm gone this season

Your wasting away
Your gaze is so fake
I’m trying to stay
Sane for a reason

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

Can you tell me where to go
Buried 6 feet down below
Some things I wouldn’t show, for no reason

Can you tell me how to cope
Lost my mind wouldn’t know
I hate the way you gloat, about you leaving

Remember those days
Those dark and old ways
I'm shying away
I'm gone this season

Your wasting away
Your gaze is so fake
I’m trying to stay
Sane for a reason

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

(4x)
I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

A Million Days

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