some random trash

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

Artwork by: https://www.instagram.com/svartlogabusart/

Lyrics: 

(SCAR$)
(Verse) 
Do you know what it feels like
To be crowded in your own mind

I swear it's helping me
When it's killing me

Most days i'm barely conscious

You find me off
Find me weird
Yeah
It's unsettling
We don't live in the same world 
You and I 


(Pre-chorus)
Nightmares or reality
Whats the difference
Something I can't see
Nightmares enslaving me

(Chorus)
Lost track
Will I ever come back
Lost track
My brain is fucking wack

Lost track
Will I ever come back
Lost track
My brain is fucking wack

(Robstar)
(Verse 2) 
I see demons, I see satan
Find me in the seventh circle of the underworld waiting
I dip my pen in blood the only way I get my name in
Exercising witches now we got some stakes let's get to blazing
I'm already faded, chaos incarnated run through my veins
Falling away I see the light but the tunnel's a maze
Wander the stage I put a spotlight inside of my brain
But I can't complain, let's put a pin in it, I put the pain into "aye"

I'm talking chemical love
Fuck dopamine it was never enough
I rise right out of the mud
Try and kill me but I'm back for the dub
Dope on me, who wanna smoke with me?
I got enough for everyone and my buds
All of my buds, I smoke 'em up everytime I ain't giving a fuck

Chemicals in my brain
I took a pill for a second of happiness how the fuck can I complain?
I'm the thing that I hate
I'll never handle it but all the damages join me inside of my grave

(SCAR$)
(Bridge)
Do you know what it feels like
To be crowded in your own mind

I swear it's helping me
When it's killing me

(Chorus)
Lost track
Will I ever come back
Lost track
My brain is fucking wack

Lost track
Will I ever come back
Lost track
My brain is fucking wack

Chemicals

Chemicals (ft. Robstar)

As the ashes fall, as you're stuck with me
Too much to bear but too little to be
Should be on our way
We were too afraid, you have to go away

This time I hear no echo
This time no one's there
So why doesn't it feel like I'm talking to myself?

You got so close I lost a part of me (I lost a part of me)
You were my goal of losing everything (of losing everything)

This time I hear no echo
This time no one's there
So why doesn't it feel like I'm talking to myself?

Talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself, talking to myself

This time I hear no echo
This time no one's there
So why doesn't it feel like I'm talking to myself?

Talking To Myself

I've seen you at your worst
But you never doubted luck
Never struck me as the type who could give a single fuck
Before our minds have slipped away
Let's pretend we have a single name
Without your eyes I'm not the same
So I just run away

Your voice won't reach that far
Running out of time
My patience in the form
Of a scar
We changed so much, we lost our touch
Were scared of blood but had none
The memories of what got lost
And was it really that fun?

Not a single thing has changed
In our abnormal game of greed
Oh I know what you need..
The world is not the same
And now nobody wants to see

Not a single thing has changed
In our abnormal game of greed
Oh I know what you need..
The world is not the same
And now nobody wants to see
Is that what you believe?
The time appears so fake
When all you think about is me
Oh I know what you need..
The world is not the same
And everyone's afraid of me
Is that what you believe?
Your voice won't reach that far
Running out of time
My patience in the form
Of a scar
We changed so much, we lost our touch
Were scared of blood but had none
The memories of what got lost
And was it really that fun?

Follow
Oh I know what you are
Follow
Oh I know what you are

Your voice won't reach that far
Running out of time
My patience in the form
Of a scar
We changed so much, we lost our touch
Were scared of blood but had none
The memories of what got lost
And was it really that fun?

Oh I know what you are
Follow
Oh I know what you are

I Know What You Are

Broken Arms

mine [prod. dustin] *OUT NOW ON ALL PLATS*

RØNIN - Butterflies

Hellhills - Patience

MUPP & Tsunami J. - Alright

Cheers to my homie https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey for jumping on <3

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

a foggy bed covers home
how did I get here vision is not clear
lost in a maze of streets alone
all i do is fear, withered inside here

yeah there's a vacancy where i mistakenly 
put the trust in the ones i love
laying a wake with a knife pressed to my skull
as the nightmares take control

stuck on a cheap diet of cigarettes 
just so i can keep the hunger at bay
swear to god that someones living inside these walls, 
cus i know that hes calling me name

i don't feel like i'm making sense
when i talk yeah i just regret
every little sentence that leaves my mouth
cus you always seem to twist the words i say

whether it comes from a family, a father or lover 
or something i don't really care
try to explain what the dissociations is like
but they don't really understand

never can be perfect, yeah i know that
but its hard when you look and stare
filled with the judgment of someone else's problems
till it's more than i can bare

it's just a glitch in my personality
feel the anger lurk in me
boiling burning till the circuits 
in my spine start to collapse

pressure is building, the person on my shoulder
tells me that nothing here is real
guess that's fine, i'll just represses everything
until i cannot feel

i never wanted i never wanted all of this
i'm so disgusted, i'm so disgusted i can't quit
the faces changing, i think i'm lost inside my mind
yeah if i don't wake up soon i'm thinking of taking my life

yeah what's the point man, yeah what's the point when you just run
yeah i'm so pathetic, i couldn't understand im done.
yeah my mind is aching, i think depression has just won
yeah if i don't wake up, i think yeah my chances are gone

Sepha:

Look at you taking a part of me away
Every time u make demands and say
Its for my best u know me 
U have my best interests at heart

Our interests are not my interests
I just want to rediscover myself
Again i lost so much but
At least i wrote it all down to remind me in moments like this

Im running away now go
Not cos im a victim no
Just cos i let myself believe that i was your equal but no

U hide under pretenses
False empowerment perspectives
Everything is someone elses fault ur only using ur defences

Im flying away im
Glowing up glowing up glowing up

Look at u take a part of someone else away

Never Trust Anyone Ft. Sepha

Tsunami J. & Antent - Where Are You?

LILITH

Elude

Nickeltrap

TRACK #17 FROM "THE TWO OF US ARE DYING".

ARTWORK BY KYLE J THOMPSON.

COMPOSED, ARRANGED, WRITTEN, PERFORMED, RECORDED, PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED, MASTERED & RELEASED BY KILLSTATION.

ATTRACTION (PROD. KILLSTATION)

"L \\ 2020""

{ \\"MRRY XMVS"< }

BRACE
HOLD MY TONGUE FOR YOUR WILL
TAKE MY LIFE BUT FOR HERS, NO DEAL
SEPARATE LIFE FROM THE PILLS
MAKING A MISTAKE TAKING YOU OUT ON THIS GRIND FOR THE MILLS

I BE CONSUMED BY RAGE
YOU BE TELLING LIES
MAN I TRIED
THOUGHT WE ON THE SAME PAGE

I'VE BEEN IN THE DARK ALL DAY
REMINISCE ON ALL THE OTHER WAYS THAT I'VE BEEN BETRAYED
THIS PLACE IN MY HEAD
DARKEST THOUGHTS THEY WANT ME DEAD
NOW I'M LOSING ALL CONTROL
LETTING LOOSE THE BEST OF BETS AND STILL MY HEART JUST TELLS ME NOT
BUT I WANT THIS PAIN TO STOP
KILL THE //////// BRING THE //////
YESTERDAY HE WON THAT FIGHT
( AND HE CAN )
( X2 )

RAID MY HEAD
L'S ARISE
FOLLOW MY LEAD BACK INTO THE LIGHT
PUSSY, I KILLED FOR LIFE
AIN'T NO WAY YOU'RE TAKING THAT BACK WITH A KNIFE
I'M STILL GON' FIGHT THIS FIGHT
YOU GON' FEEL HELL WHEN THE METAL FROM MY BLADE SWING BITES
ORANGE EYES, SMILES ALL NIGHT
CUZ WE GON' EVOLVE FROM THE FALL TO THE ANGELS FLIGHT

THIS BEASTLY GOAT
WATCH YOUR TONE
FINESSE YA LIFE 
MAKES ME COMFORTABLE
I KILLED MY /////// NOW I'M THE HOST

YOU CALL ME LLIGHT NOW
I'M READY TO GO

BRACE
HOLD MY TONGUE FOR YOUR WILL
TAKE MY LIFE BUT FOR HERS, NO DEAL
SEPARATE LIFE FROM THE PILLS
MAKING A MISTAKE TAKING YOU OUT ON THIS GRIND FOR THE MILLS

I BE CONSUMED BY RAGE
YOU BE TELLING LIES
MAN I TRIED
THOUGHT WE ON THE SAME PAGE

I'VE BEEN IN THE DARK ALL DAY
REMINISCE ON ALL THE OTHER WAYS THAT I'VE BEEN BETRAYED
.....

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Broken Arms

Hellhills

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