Don't wanna hurt me anymore
It's all the things you said before
That make me let my guard down
Pretend that you're still around
Don't wanna hurt me anymore
It's all the things you said before
That make me let my guard down
Pretend that you're still around

I can't lie - it wasn't hard
Perhaps I didn't want you gone
Killing you was not enough
Still feel your warmth when I fall apart

You were the one who listened
Had all that I envisioned
But this head only has space for one

Don't wanna hurt me anymore
It's all the things you said beforе
That make me let my guard down
Prеtend that you're still around
Don't wanna hurt me anymore
It's all the things you said before
That make me let my guard down
Pretend that you're still around
And it feels so empty now
I kicked a part of myself out
Yet I still hope that it will get better somehow
Yet I'm dying alone
Hoping to meet you once more
Way too far from home
Is this how I fall?

You were the one who listened
Had all that I envisioned
But this head only has space for one

Don't wanna hurt me anymore
It's all the things you said before
That make me let my guard down
Pretend that you're still around
Don't wanna hurt me anymore
It's all the things you said before
That make me let my guard down
Pretend that you're still around

Hurt Me

All The Same

I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind

I know it doesn't make sense
I think of you much less now that I've chosen to pretend
Don't expect that you will ever understand the pain I'm in
It's the life I chose to live
Tell me why I can't resist?
It's alright, I'll believe anything

How could I let myself down?
Thought I had you all figured out
Let my anonymous drown
How can I help myself now?

I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind
I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind
Everything has changed
As I watch you walk away I can't help but be amazed
How could I've fallen for the same mistake?
Go hide with all of your problems, please wait in a line
You can't compete with the monster, forced into a lie

How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?)
How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?)
How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?)
How can I help myself now? (How can I help myself now?)

How could I let myself down?
Thought I had you all figured out
Let my anonymous drown
How can I help myself now?

I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind
I never was enough
Guess that's the time that I say goodbye
Did I ask too much?
Was terrified of being left behind

Not Enough

Won't accept being a single step behind, I gave my everything
Going crazy guessing what will others like and what will others think
Won't accept being a single step behind, I gave my everything
Going crazy guessing what will others like and what will others think

And I don't think that I forgot why I'm rushing now
And I can't help but beat myself up over nothing
And I don't really think I like what I'm becoming now
Yet I still hope that finally I will feel something
I push myself too much, I hurt myself until I'm stuck
And no matter how hard I try it never seems to be enough

Won't accept bеing a single step behind, I gavе my everything
Going crazy guessing what will others like and what will others think
Won't accept being a single step behind, I gave my everything
Going crazy guessing what will others like and what will others think

And I don't think that I remember to keep rushing
I won't accept the fact that it was all for nothing
And I think you should deal with what I'm becoming
And I will not pretend no longer I'm worth something

I push myself too much, I hurt myself until I'm stuck
And no matter how hard I try it never seems to be enough

Won't accept being a single step behind, I gave my everything
Going crazy guessing what will others like and what will others think
Won't accept being a single step behind, I gave my everything
Going crazy guessing what will others like and what will others think

Gave My Everything

I've seen you at your worst
But you never doubted luck
Never struck me as the type who could give a single fuck
Before our minds have slipped away
Let's pretend we have a single name
Without your eyes I'm not the same
So I just run away

Your voice won't reach that far
Running out of time
My patience in the form
Of a scar
We changed so much, we lost our touch
Were scared of blood but had none
The memories of what got lost
And was it really that fun?

Not a single thing has changed
In our abnormal game of greed
Oh I know what you need..
The world is not the same
And now nobody wants to see

Not a single thing has changed
In our abnormal game of greed
Oh I know what you need..
The world is not the same
And now nobody wants to see
Is that what you believe?
The time appears so fake
When all you think about is me
Oh I know what you need..
The world is not the same
And everyone's afraid of me
Is that what you believe?
Your voice won't reach that far
Running out of time
My patience in the form
Of a scar
We changed so much, we lost our touch
Were scared of blood but had none
The memories of what got lost
And was it really that fun?

Follow
Oh I know what you are
Follow
Oh I know what you are

Your voice won't reach that far
Running out of time
My patience in the form
Of a scar
We changed so much, we lost our touch
Were scared of blood but had none
The memories of what got lost
And was it really that fun?

Oh I know what you are
Follow
Oh I know what you are

I Know What You Are

Coming to an end
As all my doubts become alive and fill my head
Push me off the ledge
To leave it all behind does not mean I am dead

There must be something better
There must be somewhere I can go
There must be something better
I won't last long being that slow

We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone

Can't pretend to fall
And does it really mean so much I can't let go?
Too much time to hold
And what's the point to have it all if you won't go?
Coming to an end
As all my doubts become alive and fill my head
Push me off the ledge
To leave ti all behind does not mean I am dead

There must be something better
There must be somewhere I can go
There must be something better
I won't last long being that slow

We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone
We forced ourselves to be alone

Oversaturation

Violent Shape

Broken Arms

Fantasy

Hellhills - Carried Away

An experiment with pop music, with the tracks in the album representing the tarot cards and life and the world. Made with Suno.

Not Enough

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