Terror rained 
Down your face
Enough to 
Drive me insane
Save your prayers
Needed space
Photographs
You can't erase

Car crash
Accident
Said things
I never meant
Did things
I still regret
Kissed your lips
Behind your back

Always left
Wanting more
Don't you know
How I adore

You,
You,
Always
You.

Left it hanging
Left us tangled
Quietly sang and
Hoped no one heard
Let you have
The final word
One last wish
An I miss you
A prayer, a curse

You, Always (demo)

Dead in my head
I don’t ever wanna feel again
Oh no

Can’t sleep lately
God knows that I’ve tried
No hope

Can’t think properly
Or speak with our tongues tied
Go slow

You pushed too hard
But I don’t wanna let it go
Explode

Had a dream we were friends
Until I pushed you away
I can’t take your hits
Mould myself into a better shape
… loose lips sink ships
That’s what they always say
It’ll never happen anyway
And I don’t wanna feel again

Ba da da
Ba ba
Ba da dada da

Ba da da
Ba ba
Ba da dada da

Tongues

Gentle touch across 
My rough skin
I'm made of spikes
But you let yourself in
Can I offer a hug
You are my medicine
I can't get enough
Of you, you're healing 

All of my wounds 
They fade with the seasons
The leaves die out 
Like the skin we're shedding
I wish you were closer
If I move I might die 
A hedgehog's dilemma
Won't you stay for awhile 

All curled up but it's never enough
The space between is far too much
And we stay cold until we’re close enough
Afraid to get hurt but what's one more scar?

Turn to face you and your bright eyes
You feel so warm when we collide
All my fears seem to subside
And I could melt to your mirage
Tangled legs like sprawling roots
How good it feels pressed close to you
Skin on skin to keep us glued
With all the things that we could do

A still-life painting in your room
We could try but what's the use
Sunflower stems our limbs let loose
If I'm alive this is the proof

Sunflower / Hedgehog

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Now winter's long gone
I can finally see the sun 
Digging round my room
Finding pieces that you left behind
Never leave the house
Till you drag my body out of here
Everything's a mess
Not as much as I expected 

There's a void of a person
A crater that you left
Crash landed in my bed
Disappeared like you were never here
Never leave my room
No I never leave my bed
Distracted, I'm a mess
Taken hostage by my own head 

So what's it gonna take you
To feel the way I did
Whether happy whether sad
I'm always lonely in the end 
Still my room's a mess
Buried in the space you left
Waiting on someone to save me
At least until I'm back here again 

Only you can save yourself
I know it doesn't help
But give it a chance
You at least have to try kid
You can save yourself
I know you'll make it in the end
So I gave it all I got
And dragged myself out of bed

You're the one I want
To find me when I'm lost
You're the one I call
When I don't wanna talk
What do you think about
When I'm not around?
Count the days till I 
Can see you again 

Better than nothing at all
Better than nothing at all
Better than nothing at all
Better than nothing 

Am I the one you want
Am I the one you need
Am I the one you wish
Would stitch you up when you bleed
Don't go please stay
Feel like I'm fading away
I want to hold your face
To make it okay 

Better than nothing at all
Better than nothing at all
Better than nothing at all
Better than nothing

nothing

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Its Not Halloween Anymore

This song is confusing and sad even to me. I don't really get it but it felt really me at the time and really close. It's about the contemplative time when it's like 2am and you're lonely as fuck and thinking about everything that's ever happened to you in your life. It's extremely self-deprecating, maybe. The end is this fixation of success and failure and stuff and feeling like you haven't changed or improved or gotten anywhere in your life that you've wanted to get to.

Lyrics:
Called you at midnight
Didn't think you'd still be awake
I'm like that sometimes
And I'm destined for failure
One day I'll find you
And I will apologise
For fucking up badly
For being an asshole

Sometimes I think I pass you on the street
But most nights I realise, I'm just high and lonely.
(fuck)

You're busy working
And I'm busy being up late
I need better timing
And a far better place
Your hands were shaking
The first night we smoked it
I'll never forget
The fear yet the love in your eyes

And sometimes I think I'm a better person
But I'm even less than I was in high school

I Thought I Saw You Once

I find it extremely hard to talk to people when I can't hide behind a guitar or lyrics or music. I find it so hard even when I'm in a safe space with only the most beautiful and loveliest of human beings, the best of friends I've made. People I love and trust so much. This song is about the social anxiety I have and the feeling of never fitting in at parties, and the paranoia that everyone else is getting along and too busy to talk to you or something like that. It's the fear that even in the safest of spaces, with the closest of friends, with the loveliest of human beings, that I don't belong or fit in or something.
Lyrics:
God I try so hard
Surrounded by people I know and love
Not always that simple to sit and talk
I love you but hey, just let it drop
And yeah I do feel safe and welcome here
But I can't escape the space in my head
Where no one's around. and I'm feeling down
And everybody's got...

Something else to do
It's not them and it's not you

Finding words to say
I'm sorry I'm bad at explaining
The shit in my brain, the blood in my veins
Are still complicating every emotion
You say you don't know
But I can tell when something's up
I don't pry, at least not this time
When you find the courage to finally sigh...

I don't know what to do
It's not them and it's not you
It's just that everybody's got something else to do
It's not them and it's not you

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