DEATHWISH (FT. 100ZERO) [PROD. DUMBCHILD]

This song was actually written as a joke like 2 years ago but I love it so much. I really am able to connect to it now. Also I recorded this when I was sick.

Lyrics:

Losing sleep and pushing everyone away
Since the day we were estranged
You said you think I need a break
Now my walls are painted gray
With screams of brutal agony
You said you were better dead than with me
Now I'm gone

You had your way with words 
Now I'm barely eating
On my knees so you don't leave me
You say it's lost with time 
But I stay up thinking
What we had it kept me breathing

How does someone shatter
Such a fragile mind 
And throw their heart off to the side
You took for granted what you had
And treated me like I went bad
After all I did for you...
You said you were better dead than with me
Now I'm gone

You had your way with words 
Now I'm barely eating
On my knees so you don't leave me
You say it's lost with time 
But I stay up thinking
What we had it kept me breathing

the day we were estranged

ICE ON

If you've ever encountered me it was an alein

X file - Xentayvian (prod. @9hound)

a freestyle I did almost a year ago when we go the studio set up in the livingroom.

Xenxu Bean freestyle-Xentayvian (Prod. Composition X)

Hoetell

Xen 10

drugs

Unheard Of...the first song, "Unfamiliar Face", is about being pulled into toxicity and driven by it, until it turns you into the them. 
The second song "She Haunted By My Shadow", is about being a stalker, not that I've been one but its fun to think. the ending gets weird, its like a slow melodic rap ig. 
Umm "Eyes Off Me", a little mini mantra, a piece about never trusting anyone. going through strife and almost losing faith.
Unheard Of.

Eyes Off Me

She Haunted By My Shadow

Unfamiliar Face

 singer/songwriter, artist, lyricist, pianist, rapper

the day we were estranged

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