SPOTIFY + APPLE MUSIC + BANDCAMP: https://ffm.to/40fantasy

AUGUST 2021 - DECEMBER 2023

DELICATE THREADS OF FANTASY (aka 40FANTASY: THE REBOOT*)
AN ALBUM BY PAUL GABRIEL TORRES

TRACK 01 - BASED ON 'IN LOVE WITH A CYNIC (FFB94B)' / CO-WRITTEN BY TREVOR KAY-WALSH
TRACK 02 - FEATURING VOCALS/LYRICS FROM @therobyguy
TRACK 09 - ADDITIONAL PRODUCTION, BACKING VOCALS & MIXING BY @wishlane

Stream

Delicate Threads of Fantasy

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SEPTEMBER 2019 - JANUARY 2020
then NOVEMBER 2023 - JULY 2024

TREASURE
AN ALBUM BY JUKO

thank you to danger lopez, gavin, eli, marcus, abby, & joe <3

Treasure

Dedicated to https://soundcloud.com/ilysianofficial hahah get it https://soundcloud.com/ilysianofficial https://soundcloud.com/ilysianofficial https://soundcloud.com/ilysianofficial 
STREAM ON SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC: https://fanlink.to/ilyx3

@elidrinksgrapemilk

I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YOU
'CUS I'M FIGURING OUT HOW TO SEE YOU
GUESS I'LL NEVER FIND OUT IF IT'S A NIGHTMARE
JUST TELL ME THAT I'M INSANE
'CUS MY LIFE IS PLAYIN'
LIKE A BOARD GAME FOR A CHILD
THIS SONG IS A CALL FOR HELP

YEAH, I LOVE YOU
BUT I HATE YOU
& IT'S SAD THAT
I DON'T MISS YOU
& I'LL CRUSH YOU
WHEN I FACE YOU
YEAH, WE'RE BURNT OUT
BUT I'LL KISS YOU

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU 
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU 
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU 

I JUST WANNA HOLD YOU
JUST A PHONECALL AWAY, LET ME ADORE YOU
BABY, I PROMISED I CHANGED JUST FOR YOU
'CUS I COULD NEVER DO IT FOR MYSELF
& MY BACK HURTS, 'CUS I WISH I MADE MORE MUSIC AFTER WORK
& THE ADULTS THINK I'M A BASTARD
BECAUSE MY CAR HAS LOTS OF STICKERS

STREAM

ILYx3 (w/ grape milk)

may 2021
this is the original recording of the self-titled track on 'PEPPER'

THE SUN IS STILL THERE (2021 DEMO)

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Mixing, additional production, & backing vox by @wishlane

Lyrics:
You're giving me away
They will find
I got nothing to say
What's on my mind
'Cus babe I'm counting on you
Babe I'm counting on you
You're leading me astray
You're so kind
The type that wants to betray
What's on my mind
'Cus babe I'm counting on you
Babe I'm counting on you

No, I can't break you
I can't break you no more
No, I can't break you
I can't break you no more
No, I can't break you
I can't break you no more
No, I can't break you
I can't break you no more

We'll sail across the sky, you will see
There were never goodbyes in destiny
You know she's calling to me
You know she's calling to me
So baby if you're shy, whisper please
You've got nothing to hide
Don't you agree
You know, she's calling to me

Let me go

You said "let's follow the stars", let's go somewhere
Maybe we'll go to the moon, it's only fair
But babe you're making me choose
Do I mean nothing to you
I've given all I got, why can't you see
That's the end of our love in this galaxy
But babe do I have to choose
Do I mean nothing to you

No, I can't break you
I can't break you no more
No, I can't break you
I can't break you no more
No, I can't break you
I can't break you no more
No, I can't break you
I can't break you no more

Moon 44

five singer songwriters try dubstep
run it up or rat puke fuck gon get u

145 BPM
F MINOR

https://soundcloud.com/elidrinksgrapemilk
https://soundcloud.com/wishlane
https://soundcloud.com/clovehitch
https://soundcloud.com/musictravels

RAT PUKE FUCK (w/ grape milk, wishlane, clovehitch, & jacob travels)

STREAM/BUY - https://ffm.to/40fantasy
FEATURING @therobyguy

Lyrics:
Why'd you go back on an omen
Call up on a moment
You gave everything that you had
Oh, I'd want you back if you told me
We're living in a story
You gave everything that you had

If you were happy, tell me the sounds
That you heard everyday of your life
If you could dig me a hole in the ground
Something to keep us playing around and around

If you could show me who I want to be
We could tiptoe around our hearts
If you could show me who you want to see
We could skip the imaginary part

Why'd you go back on an omen
Call up on a moment
You gave everything that you had
Oh, I'd want you back if you told me
We're living in a story
You gave everything that you had

Cut ties, dead weight
Figure out
Oblivious all of the time
Show me
All the times you fell
And I think that you're my remedy
Falling back, falling back
Eyes rolling, seen it all
Miss that, miss that
Tied to an idea
'Cause I've been waiting for too long
From dawn 'til the sun will set

If you could show me who I want to be
We could tiptoe around our hearts
If you could show me who you want to see
We could skip the imaginary part

Why'd you go back on an omen
Call up on a moment
You gave everything that you had
Oh, I'd want you back if you told me
We're living in a story
You gave everything that you had
But if I told you the truth
Could I close my eyes & hear you say it too
And if you whisper "I love you"
We could skip the imaginary part

Living in a Story (ft. ROBY)

can i call u tonight?

STREAM/BUY - https://ffm.to/40fantasy

Lyrics:
I swear it’s everyday
I think the stars align
But you don’t wanna hear it
Cus you made up your mind
And I’m not ‘tryna prove it
I can’t be satisfied

Got something to say
Not sure you wanna hear it
Cus my life is moving
Baby you’re the one to fear it
Got something to say
Oh I don’t wanna hear it, no

Our time is up
I feel alive
If we don’t make it
I apologize
Call my bluff
Look me in the eyes
You say I’m going manic
I just feel alive

What do you mean 
What do you mean 
If I’m being honest I’m just looking for some dopamine
What do you mean 
Baby I’m coming clean
If I’m being honest I’m just looking for some dopamine

I feel like everyday
My favorite part’s a lie
Cus I just give up when I feel like I don’t have to try
Yeah I can’t replay
It makes you wanna cry 
If I’m so messed up, then I’d rather sing a lullaby

Our time is gone
What do we have?
If I don’t blow up
Then I’m not coming back
I see the future
And not the past
I think I’m going crazy
Don’t get too attached

Truth & Dopamine

STREAM/BUY - https://ffm.to/40fantasy

aka 'The Family'

Lyrics:
You’re just a pretty face
I always saw you at the end of the day
With my friend
Exchanging the concept of faith
And I told you ‘bout a place
I always went there at the end of the day
In my head
When I drifted off into space

And I didn’t wanna write a song
So why am I chasing the high, this time
I’m feeling it rush to my mind, sometimes
This feeling, it’s hard to describe

So I’ll write something you hate
You say it’s luck, but I call it fate
Just maybe
Just have a little faith

And what’s with the face
After all, I left ‘cus you needed space
From my head
I’m tired of feeling this dread

I didn’t wanna fall in love
I can’t follow through
Don’t wanna go with you
You want something new
The things I want to do
This feeling, you’re one to prescribe

So I’ll write something you hate
You say it’s luck, but I call it fate
Just maybe
Just have a little faith
So I’ll write something you hate
I dropped the pen but my ego stands
Oh baby
Just have a little faith

Just have a little faith

Faith

aka nine degrees / 'on the Night she Blooms'
february 2022

can't we buy some time for us all?
i learned nothing from the fall
why me?
it's my choice to set you free,
from the colors of the trees

you were supposed to be
my favorite enemy
the better half of me, oh no
my love, it's nine degrees
unlock with me with a key
too late 'til 23

i'm so sorry, now
(except im not)

down my spine

aka 'brazil FLAMINGOOOOO phone commercial funk (eat from the edge, recommended!) 300 ping (br?)'

april 2021

back 2 steps

ur a real good liar

https://soundcloud.com/porter-robinson/mirror

i made this using like 2 splice samples lol

porter robinson / mirror (edit)

STREAM/BUY - https://ffm.to/40fantasy

Lyrics:
Maybe I’m not
All that I thought
I keep getting shot
In the dark, what’s going on?
The city lights are counting sheep
Your head in my lap
You were falling asleep
I feel it now, it was something to see
I swear


Backseat, 
And I’m breathing ur air
I couldn’t help myself
but notice your stare
Go down,
Run my hand through your hair
cus something tells me that 
This life isn’t fair
Backseat,
with a broken heart
my love is all gone, and my car wont start
I’ll fake a promise
When we’re growing apart
I should’ve noticed but I must’ve forgot

Just tell me I’m wrong
Your skin feels so soft
To my favorite song
Oh please,
If you could see what I see
I never wanted to fuck up this soon
I spent my minutes with the man on the moon
I didn’t wanna be with someone new
But it’s you

(We’re in the)
Back seat, 
And I’m breathing ur air
I couldn’t help myself
but notice your stare
Go down,
Run my hand through your hair
cus something tells me that 
This life isn’t fair
Back seat,
with a broken heart
my love is all gone, and my car wont start
I’ll fake a promise
When we’re growing apart
I should’ve noticed but I must’ve forgot

Backseat

STREAM/BUY - https://ffm.to/40fantasy

Based on https://soundcloud.com/hellojuko/ilwac
Original version co-written/co-produced by Trevor Kay-Walsh

Lyrics:
Maybe you know that
You held me in a fantasy

In Love With a Cynic

All platforms - https://ffm.to/treasurealbum

When you respond
It’s mind over matter
‘Cus when I see you
Nothing else matters
So what’s wrong with me?
When I get poetic
Oh, I feel pathetic
It makes me feel so pathetic

Just stop and wonder
You think I belong here?
You can tell me to stay clear
And I’ll make it quick
So stick to a side
Stop changing the story
If you’re passing by
Then ride out the glory

So tell me you’re tired
Now that you know the truth
You think you know me
You act like you have a clue
Now nobody’s alive
And both your hands stain red
From all the lies that I’ve told
And the hearts I should’ve loved instead

Just stop and wonder
You think I belong here?
You can tell me to stay clear
And I’ll make it quick
So stick to a side
Stop changing the story
If you’re passing by
Then ride out the glory

The Glory

My album 'Treasure' is out now & this song is on it! Stream it here - https://ffm.to/treasurealbum

Bite down on the pavement
Fainting on the trampoline
Is it sacred?
Wake up, am I frightening?
By the worst surprise,
I think I’ve been spinning
Through the worst surprise
You got nothing for sinning

Can’t you open up your mind?
Can you still hear me on the other side?
But it’s like a game
You were one and the same
But you stayed the same, yeah you stayed the same
And I was just a mistake
For you to make
For you to make

I thought you said
It’ll be the thing to hold us down
You think it’s so sad
But I’m the one that’s waking up
From the worst surprise
I thought we were winning
From the worst surprise
Is this a beginning or the end?
(Is this the end?)

Can’t you open up your mind?
Can you still hear me on the other side?
But it’s like a game
You were one and the same
But you stayed the same, yeah you stayed the same
And I was just a mistake
For you to make
For you to make
Can’t you open up your mind?
Can you still hear me on the other side?
But it’s like a game
You were one and the same
But you stayed the same, yeah you stayed the same
And I was just a mistake
For you to make
For you to make

The Mend

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You found a way to break me out
Finally, we’re not freaking out
‘Cus honestly, I won’t talk about
That finally I’m not freaking out

But I know
You wanna stir up my patience
Are you cold?
Just wait at the station

I’m here to stay
For another round
I’ll never say
What brought me down
I don’t even know her
But now I’m closer to you
The body that chose her
Was something for you to do

But I know
You wanna stir up my patience
Are you cold?
Just wait at the station
‘Cus I know
You think I’m a loser
A soul who’s so cold
A substance abuser

I found a way to carve me out
I’ll go away when there’s nothing to worry about
Finally, I’m not scared of you
Finally, I’m not afraid of you

Are You Cold?

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Am I the one to let you down?
Am I the one that fucked around?
And found out (oh that was so bad)
That I always had a choice
Yes, I always had a choice
I’m the one that made it out
‘Cus I was never one to believe, now
You’re thinking all the time
And you’re feeling all the time

These vines are growing tired
Of hearing the same point of view
It leaves something to desire
To keep something from the both of you
There’s a part of me that knew
I wasn’t strong enough for you
No, I don’t want to lose
The part of me that fell for you  

(Hello?)
And I’m fine
I know you’re my treasure
A soul who’s kind
We’ll do this together
And I’m fine
I know you’re my treasure
A soul who’s kind
We’ll do this together

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In my mind, you
Changed for the better
I don’t mind you
And for a second I was lost
Examining the cost
You kept reaching for your cross
How long will
A cup of coffee keep you up, still?
I thought I’d never see the day
You woke up so afraid
A feeling you can’t shake
A feeling you can’t shake

I’ll say that you’re enough
A diamond in the rough
I’m telling you
I’m telling you
You still question my love
I’ve been there, once before
Shut one too many doors
And now you’re on the floor
‘Cus you want more

I keep all my promises on cloud nine
‘Cus someone told me I’ll be fine
If you killed off your secrets
Asking my voice of reason
Asking my voice of reason
How long will
That glass of wine last you?
I thought I’d never see the end
To wake up in a sweat
A feeling, not a threat
A feeling, not a threat

I’ll say that you’re enough
A diamond in the rough
I’m telling you
I’m telling you
You still question my love
I’ve been there, once before
Shut one too many doors
And now you’re on the floor
‘Cus you want more
I’ll say that you’re enough
A diamond in the rough
I’m telling you
I’m telling you
You still question my love
I’ve been there, once before
Shut one too many doors
And now you’re on the floor
‘Cus you want more

‘Cus you want more
‘Cus you want more
‘Cus you want more
‘Cus you want more

Diamond

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You asked me if I’m happy
With a grin on your face
Like you know me
Like you opened the chest
Without a key
Did you like what you found inside?

I said, “baby”
“What’s with the sudden interest in my fate?”
“I knew this was meant to be a blank slate?”
I’m in no place to complain”

So catch me if you can
If you think I’ll fall apart
So catch me if you can
If you think you’re so smart
Don’t listen to my heart 
Don’t you know, it’s just an act
So catch me if you can,
If you think I’m going back

I guess you realized
That you picked up the pieces 
Of my life
And you’re still looking for a sign
An ode to the past, online
 
So darling, just trust me
No one’s filling this gap
While I’m in my prime
My words aren’t even mine,
But you think you’re reading my mind

So you wanna know the truth?
 I gotta wait until I learn something new
You think I’m writing my soul out
It doesn’t matter when it’s never about you

So catch me if you can
If you think I’ll fall apart
So catch me if you can
If you think you’re so smart
Don’t listen to my heart 
Don’t you know, it’s just an act
So catch me if you can,
If you think I’m going back

Catch Me (If You Can)

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Dear friend
If you can hear me in this
This is not for you
I put a lot into making sure everything right
And I made every mistake 
Knowing one day I’m going to regret it
Or I might, I might regret it
I made everything feel like an ending
Because at that time
It probably, actually felt like an ending
And I’ve shared hopeless moments with you
But I’ve never once admitted to the fact that I’m at my best when I’m at my best when I recognize something as a beginning
Rather than an ending
And I’m saying this knowing full well
That I’m going to regret it
That doesn’t really matter, though
Because this is what’s on my mind right now
At this very moment
And I think it’s finally time to admit that
This is not me
This is who I want to be
And I will keep saying that
Forever and ever
With the hope that someday
I might end up getting it right
But the truth is, I don’t think I ever will
And that’s not a bad thing
Because neither will you
And it might be a little fucked up
To find a little bit of comfort in that
I wish you could hear me in this
The me I haven’t
Until I make the end a beginning
Everything will just be an ending

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Here I am
I’m home safe
Is it wrong to feel like I won the race?
I saw the reason for my being
Watched the fall of all that ceased to be
And here you are
Lost your face
While all the while
I’m just a child of your fate
And I knew you well
(I knew you well)

‘Cus no one told me
Exactly who you are
No one told me
Your issues in the dark
And no one’s happy
To challenge what you know
No one’s happy
Maybe it’s time to let go

Here we are
One more step
To find the time
I thought I lost
But you kept
(Me in the snow)
(You kept me in the snow)
Just one more year
It got colder
My friends were driving out of spite
They got older
And I watched you grow
(I watched you grow)

‘Cus no one told me
Exactly who you are
No one told me
Your issues in the dark
And no one’s happy
To challenge what you know
No one’s happy
No one’s happy

Time to Let Go

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/mistrrr for helping me find that 'woo' sample. the goat fr
There's no escape. Maybe there never was. I fucking love Vegan Mayo & Millennial Humor.

-
DJ’s, he’s on a mission
To find a girl who showers in her cardigan
Wait, please, come again?

Pretty boy downloaded Insta
Gettin’ close to finding the apple of his eye
You might recognize 

Maybe you’re the famous type, I see
The carelessness in my own eyes for me
And when do I trust, now?
Who do I wear now? 

DJ, he’s on the new low
Maybe he’s figuring out who’s coming down
Yeah, he’s coming down
Maybe I’m, I’m on the outside
Never cared, so why should I pay attention now?
Pay attention now

Maybe you’re the famous type, I see
The carelessness in my own eyes for me
And when do I trust, now?
Who do I wear now?

SKINDEX

Rain (ft. WithoutMyArmor)

static lullaby

sobriquet

STREAM https://open.spotify.com/track/67L3ofuP1eefwiRPrsRgul?si=4Xe7jV1oQy-FsBR_owGVFQ

made in 24 hours

we are no longer affiliated with SNS
oppa says trans rights!
oppa says black lives matter!

https://soundcloud.com/iamsloy
https://soundcloud.com/therobyguy

'i got poop on my shirt and im feeling pretty hurt yuh - uh skrt'
'i got feces on my fleeces and it aint comin off easy'

oppa hot dog

SLOY, ROBY, & JUKO - OPP

this is not monetized.

a song by eli warren + gabe torres + chris medina

MALIBU - summer bop

made in 24 hours

@iamsloy
@therobyguy
@elidrinksgrapemilk
@jpebro
w/ help from  @blueghostbill

SLOY, ROBY, GRAPE MILK, CRREASE, JPEBRO, & JUKO - OPPA

bumper cars!

SPOTIFY, APPLE MUSIC & BANDCAMP: https://fanlink.to/pepperalbum

SO YOU THINK HE WAS YOUR TYPE
MY TYPE FOR A FRIEND, IT'S ABOUT TIME YOU SEE
THERE'S NOTHING TO ME

'CUS I'M NOT A SLICE OF GINGER
YOU THINK I'M A BEGINNER
PLAYING WITH MY SOUL
JUST SO YOU CAN BE WHOLE

IT'S EASY TO SAY I'VE DONE THIS ALL BEFORE
YOU KNOW I'LL NEVER GET BORED
GIVE IT A WEEK, JUST A WEEK
AND WE MIGHT ALREADY PEAK
GOT ME SHAKING WHEN YOU SPEAK
BUT I'M JUST OUT OF YOUR LEAGUE
IMMA PLAY THE ROLE
I'M NOT A PALATE CLEANSER FOR US BOTH

SO YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE MY TYPE
THE TEN PUFFS & I'M GONE, PRETTY BLONDE TYPE
YOU SEE, THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME!

PALATE CLEANSER

SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC: https://fanlink.to/nothing-more

is this fair?
what am i supposed to do with all these keys?
hello there
do i need to introduce myself? (yeah you do!)
i am gabe :)
i am tryna rhyme things with my name
but nobody's ever done the same for me
but that's life
but that's life, and all it gives is
nothing more than what i make

and i've got to be excited
can't deal with what i have
you know, all i've got is that smile of yours
and a loaded gun

and i shot my friend and murdered
his career and his future
we wrote a couple of songs about how my name was paul
and said 'fuck it' to all for one and one for all

(but that's life)
but that's life, and all it gives is
nothing more than what I make

NOTHING MORE

@elidrinksgrapemilk
SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC: https://fanlink.to/field-trip

Hey it's been a minute
I've been trying to be someone special, oh-oh
I think you found a penny
But you caught me chasing green

You asked "how'd you get so lucky?"
Well girl, that's kinda funny
You'd think it would happen overnight
I know you're playing stupid
My friends still call me cupid
So we can do something about that face of yours
About that face of yours

Hey, this is confusing
I thought we made plans
Day on the beach and a picnic
You just thought you could lie your way
Out of the parking lot without driving out

You should consider your situation
Without any accusations about us

She asked how'd you get so lucky
Well honestly I'm stuck
'cus I figured it would happen overnight
He knows you're playing stupid
His friends still call him cupid
So we can do something about that face
Well girl, that's kinda funny
You'd think it would happen overnight
I know you're playing stupid
My friends still call me cupid
So we can do something about that face of yours
About that face of yours
-
So eli was like 'dude lets make a JUKO' song 
& I was like 'dude let's make a rock duet'
so we made this

grape milk & JUKO - LUCKY

@elidrinksgrapemilk
SPOTIFY & APPLE MUSIC: https://fanlink.to/field-trip

Ignore the difference.
Her temperature is burning slow
My heart is one thing
Bodies stepping over glow

The stone that laid these castle walls
Took some snow to make ‘em slowly fall 
‘Cus god will make it a hit and run
Oh, I think we flew too close to the sun

My heart is melting.
My heart is melting into stone
His life is shifting. 
Welcomed home to satans door
Say hello? 
Stepping over glow
-
if anybody's reading this, hellooooo
this track is probably the most spot-on 50/50 collaborative experience I've had with anyone. we spent about 20 minutes fixing up the automations towards the climax of the song together. it sounds boring, but looking back that moment makes me so happy. it's nice having that experience of just two ppl sitting in two chairs right next to each other working together to problem solve simple little cutoff automations. deadass felt like we were daft punk. truly magical - what can I say? i don't know. just a random thought. thanks for listening! have a good day
-gabe

grape milk & JUKO - OVERGLOW

STREAM ON ALL PLATFORMS: https://fanlink.to/onlyfornow
-
Waste another week, kill my throat
I can't even wait 'til you go
And it looks like you've been crying over me
And I've got some friends, depends
If I give them a pen
Will my music still sound the same?
I'm the only one to blame
You'd do anything for fame

Only for now, write while it's still cold out
Can't feel the tip of my fingers or my social circle
Only for now, I've seen you live better days

Take another hit, be my guest
Whatever can put you to rest
And it feels like I've been trying to see you
Whatever you do -
I know you're sad, be glad
You're here with your friends
'Cus your feelings won't go away
'Cus I've done the same
Oh, I know your pain
-
huge thanks to https://soundcloud.com/ninkujaplus for some drum samples
huge thanks to @elidrinksgrapemilk for existing

JUKO

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