Flying colours, 
My heart sent to you.
Told you I felt it and you told me you did too. 
Told me you wanted it like I wanted you.
Stuck here waiting for you like glue.
‘That’s nothing new.
Told me you’d come back when I wanted you; but I always do. 
You said you loved me and I asked if it was true?
Yeah, your new girl, does your momma think she’s pretty too?
Cause she said that about me ‘I felt pretty cute.
Don’t really want anyone to hear that too.
Kinda petty, but I don’t know what to feel or do. 
‘That’s nothing new.
Flying colours my heart drew of you.
I wrote letters and I almost sent them to you.
Until’ I ripped them to two.
I know I can’t ignore the truth even if that means I can’t be with you. 
but to my pretty heart I’m still glued.
I’m wondering..
What kinda voodoo you do?
All I hear is this:
“Let go whatever’s meant will come for you.”
‘It’s all we can do..
I said goodbye and I hope you saw the message through.
Even though I didn’t directly send it to you.
Telepathically speaking to you.
‘Ohhh, I still love you. 
Parts of me do, that are familiar to you. 
I hope you know it too, 
heart spoken words “I love you.” 
The letters I wrote: ‘you’re so special. 
‘Manifesting the good parts of you.
The letters I wrote; goodbye as they float. 
Flying colours, 
couldn’t wait to meet your mother.
Couldn’t wait to smother.
Hold you close & forever.
Oh I guess we won’t see each other.. 
oh dear internet lover.. 
‘I hope that she’s better..
Oh that’s not true. 
‘Hold it together.
“You said you wanna play video games?”
#1 player.
Hope ya momma knows. 
‘What kinda man she made you. 
Cause baby you have some healing to do.
& Now I do too, so I don’t really blame you.
But I, I thank you and your momma too. 


March 19, 2023.
2:22pm

beat thing @UIRI

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