This Is Helloween

Badlands Dreams In The Dark

All Instruments:Eddy De Vega
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(Judas Priest)-All Guns Blazing(cover)

On this release, the band digs deep to deliver their most vicious material written to date. 8 unrelenting tracks leave listeners in complete awe and bliss.

Mastering Engineer - Alan Douches (West West Side Music)
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Recording & Mixing Engineer - John Iadevaio (Frontrow Studio)
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Album Art & Layout - Georgi (Moonring Art Design)
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Logo Art - Luis Hermosilla (Luigiht Designs)
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Winter Nights

[Verse]
The Moon looks down in shock and awe
A silent witness
It saw it all
How could we live
I hear you implore
Balancing on chaos
Craving more

[Chorus]
Too close to the edge
Yet somehow we rise
Nothing but the thrill and the will to survive
We laugh at the fall
We dance in the fire
A reckless heartbeat
Burning desire

[Verse 2]
A fragile thread
A dangerous game
The stars above whisper our name
Every stumble
Every climb
We’re writing the anthem of borrowed time

[Prechorus]
And still
We run
We chase the unknown
A flicker of light
A world overthrown

[Chorus]
Too close to the edge
Yet somehow we rise
Nothing but the thrill and the will to survive
We laugh at the fall
We dance in the fire
A reckless heartbeat
Burning desire

[Bridge]
The Moon keeps watch
Its gaze won’t wane
Through the madness
Through the pain
It wonders how we’re still alive
But it’s the chaos where we thrive

Survive

Drain of Eternity

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

The third section of “Tome of Stars“ is “Sporogenesis”, a haphazard chronicle of the years 2011–2020. It marks a shift from the cataclysm of “Senescence" into a period of withdrawal and emotional hibernation, its eleven sonnets seeking to reflect the padam of the collection’s bharatanatyam-inspired structure.

This sonnet marks a profound moment of vulnerability and trauma. Written after the poet’s introspection during the pandemic lockdown, it captures his attempt to explain his past failings in love in the context of deep psychological damage from childhood trauma. The speaker opens himself through a written letter, earnestly believing this revelation may bring his beloved to appreciate fully his love for her. The poem narrates not only the introspective awakening but also the subsequent pain of receiving no reply. In that silence, the beloved’s absence becomes newly devastating, not only as loss of presence, but as an indifference to the poet’s most sacred truth and profound trauma. The final couplet brings this pain into a physical metaphor, ending with the speaker’s torment persisting in the face of emotional annihilation.

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Lyrics

In quarantine’s long shadow, time transformed.
My mind embarked on quests through sleepless nights,
Exploring past mistakes, ardor deformed,
Unearthing reasons for our stillborn light.

In dream-wrought worlds, some truths I’d come to find;
I loved you worthy of a mythic tale,
But could not shatter shackles on my mind,
Nor unmake fiend’s corruptions and prevail.

My thirteen pages bled from mangled heart,
Confessed in raw vulnerability;
No lack of love had ripped our worlds apart,
But shadows cast by past monstrosity.  

Long years this open wound, where’s your reply?
Starved vultures rend my flesh. Yet I don’t die!

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

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