due to fear

MESSED UP [+heavn]

Art by @worldwidewilly

Lyrics:
Crying by yourself
I be staring at my phone
Picture of herself
Holding up its cold
Threw my fist right through the wall
Swear I died like when she called
Don't understand ya
Watchu want me to say ya
Bounce back
Cause if I relapse
Our karma won't last
And I'm so attached to you
I spent days I won't get back
Wondering why'd you even say that

Can't talk at all
If I blink then I'll fall
How many times I gotta call
Just to tell you involved
I spent ten bands on my watch
Talking tough but I'm on top
Sewerbratz be going up
So watch how you get dropped
I did like everything but still you wouldn't stay
I tried to move to you but distance in the way
I put everyone below you
Fly to London for you
Saw you in the deep end
You tried your best to pretend
All this pressure on me I feel like I can't no more
Wanna live a life where you're the one I adore
I don't know what to say
Cause it feels so wrong
Maybe it's a mistake
I'm falling for
Was in Soho
I had the best time
I didn't text you
Wish I could read your mind
I'm up like all the time
Said sorry I was lying
I put in overtime
Still act like I ain't trying
I can't say
What goes through my mind
At Least I tried
It don't work that's fine
Was looking after you
I still text but I'm over you

Crying by yourself
I be staring at my phone
Picture of herself
Holding up its cold
Threw my fist right through the wall
Swear I died like when she called
Don't understand ya
Watchu want me to say ya
Bounce back
Cause if I relapse
Our karma won't last
And I'm so attached to you
I spent days I wont get back
Wondering why'd you even say that

Distance (Tda)

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/2i67FxcjdYZaj98D5hKK1d?si=b51d434146624371

0:15 - 0:49 - Me
@shynitel
instagram.com/shynitel

0:49 - 1:12 - swazy*
@swazyhq
instagram.com/prodbyswazy

1:12 - 1:34 - zader
@zaderwhatareyoudoing
instagram.com/zadersucks

1:34 - 1:57 - 1Booth
@1booth
instagram.com/l.ukebooth

1:57 - 2:19 - kire
@kirenoomstar
instagram.com/kirenoomstar

2:19 - 2:42 - Me again

2:42 - 3:04 - Qliche'
@inholyful
instagram.com/inholy

3:04 - 3:27 - theyadorewill
@theyadorewill
instagram.com/theyadorewill

3:27 - 3:50 - Kenzii
@hikenzii
instagram.com/hi.kenzii

3:50 - 4:12 - goji!
@genshingoji
instagram.com/genshingoji

4:12 - 4:35 - Kxly06
@kxly
instagram.com/kxly06

4:35 - 4:57 - Clearlyyy
@seeingclearlyyy
instagram.com/seeingclearlyyy

4:57 - 5:20 - Me once again

summer cypher

Spotify

summer cypher +swazy, zader, 1Booth, kire, Qliche, theyadorewill, Kenzii, goji, kxly06, & clearlyyy

prod @yuki-pons

lyrics:
the seperation makes it easier to fall in love
thats prolly why im always missing u when i get drunk
and idk wats going on with u like anymore-

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

again with u (shyburial)

far from you

irrelevant feat. funeral (prod. shinju)

#like_ a_ muffin_ p.stogie_

@aimemia @deadat18

mv - https://www.instagram.com/p/CUBgHoRsjtu/

lemme just count my racks
ur just like a heart attack
nd girl i need u bad .. nd girl i need u bad

got no time to waste nymor
ur life stay stuck on bored
im so up no keepin score
life was bettr than b4

life was bettr than b4
girl wtf u do 2 me?
ive been gettin so fcked up 
my life look like the movie scenes

better than b4
u cant tell me that she heaven sent
life was bettr than b4
cause if heaven came then heaven went

im sippin so distant
just losing the vision
i guess i do dis often
wuttt
im so off it
huhh
im so 0ff 1t :/

they can say im fine
of wat u call it?
we can play pretend
n no i nevr nevr rlly
had a friend
words as empty as this bottle 
philosopher like aristotle
n i dont rlly need a model

spotify

bettr than b4 (pr. emia + DEAD☣AT☣18)

forest

slipstream +arid (k1ra + alyx)

mean girls

idontknow /cheifkeef remix

R!SK TAKER Official Audio
#OgRecc #OgRecc2025 #OgReccR!skTaker #R!skTaker


OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO DROP 2DAY

R!SK TAKER (Music Video Out Now)

my voices sounded bad had to pitch up srry

Geekmonsta Freestyle

Working on SUPER ￼ ￼VVILLAIN ALBUM￼￼
Follow my alt : http://SoundCloud.com/spec-cotts
ʎʇǝıɔoS lʍO ƎH⊥                             #GOREtown

feel free to contact me with email, discord, or here on soundcloud.(beats)

email: cottsofficial@gmail.com
discord: ₜₕₑ dᵢcₜₐₜₒᵣ  ₜwᵢₙₖ#3008

irrelevant feat. funeral (prod. shinju)

hellscene

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