Slowly Stoned.mp3

This is a cover of the Zach Bryan song with the same name.  I went through a lot of emotions in the last year and I found that I related to this song a lot, so I decided to do a cover with the piano.  I wrote all the piano parts, but Zach Bryan wrote the song.

Something In The Orange

Ok, so the first one was a really quiet mix, so I made this one a little louder.  Same song, just louder.  For all of you who missed it the first time, this is a song I made while trying out MIDI with my new keyboard.

Summer Nights

This is the two guitar tracks for immortal.  Rich is working on getting the drum part and maybe the bass part too.  When he gets it back to me, I'm going to put the vocals on it.  This is just a teaser, lol...

Immortal

Just finished recording this song, It's one I wrote about a year ago, and I think it's one of the better metal songs I got.So, thanks to Caden for doing the drums electronically, I did all the guitar parts, the bass part and vocals, and even faked my way through the solo! lol, enjoy people

Here are the lyrics:

Welcome the ravenous
As the sun sets, darkness bounds
So wrap your thoughts around my plague
And feed the empty

Forever crossed by desire
The tie that binds the hand
Contemptuous in my torment
Feeding unholy descent

Losing all I am
Feeding the hunger again
Entity divine strike me down

Into a part I came where no light shines
And I down dropped, as one with hunger seized

Devils take me down
Leave me to find my fate
Weakened by chemical torture
I have resigned to my fate

Losing all I am
Feeding the hunger again
Entity divine strike me down

I will not rise, rebirth from the pyre this time
This is all I am wrapped in this state of blind
And inside this failure abhorrent 
I will not redeem myself this time
I’m falling down

Losing all I am
Feeding the hunger again
Entity divine strike me down

Falling Down

This is a cover of Tyler Childer’s song, “Nose on the Grindstone”. All credit goes to him, he’s an amazing songwriter.

Nose on the Grindstone (Tyler Childer’s cover)

Just recorded this song....Had to do the drums all by myself, and I'm not a drummer, so I apologize beforehand, ha!  But I like it, not bad for doing it all by myself, drums, bass, guitar and vocals.  Hope you like it!

Update, here’s the lyrics for those who wish to know:

It’s just another failure
And it’s mine to own
I gave you trust you gave me sickness with a broken heart
Leafs of lies to call my own
You paint your picture perfect
With all your words unsaid and done
Well take a look at me now
Just take a look at me now

Cast to the wind
Where you and I begin
It’s just a farse, a waste

My mind my apathy
My heart my sweet deformity 
All those rusted secrets
Breathe, take in the air
I choke on subtleties 
And hidden truths
And broken promises
It’s vastly different
This brave new world

Go, the blood runneth over
Tastes much too much just like my death 
And with a dash of pain
For all those words I screamed in vain
We’ll I’m sorry, but I am apt to speak the truth 
Just take a look at yourself
Just take a look at yourself

Cast to the wind
Where you and I begin
Is just a farse, a waste

My mind my apathy
My heart, my sweet deformity
With all those rusted secrets
Breathe, take in the air
I choke on subtleties
And hidden truths
And broken promises
It’s vastly different
This brave new world

Go

Cast to the wind
Where you and I begin
Is just a farse, a waste

My mind my apathy
My heart my sweet deformity 
All those rusted secrets
Breathe, take in the air
I choke on subtleties 
And hidden truths
And broken promises
It’s vastly different
This strange new world

Go

This brave new world
This brave new world
This brave new world
This brave new world
This brave new world
This brave new world

Arrhythmia

Another metal song I wrote a while ago, just kinda found it in my collection of old works, and when I ran across it, I couldn't remember how it went!  Thankfully, I pored over it for a few days and remembered all the parts, hope you guys like it!

Lyrics:

Take another look inside of me
Pick the pieces you've yet to consume
But there's another hole inside of me
Locked and bound, forever sealed

This time you won't get the best of me
This time you won't beat me down
This time I held back one thing
You'll never break me down

My will remains
This unclean feeling will not take me higher (burn my wings)
leaves me digging for a reason to live

Back and forth I feel you pulling me
You make it clear, I'm your tourniquet
But I won't let you take control of me
Pick me up just to tear me down

This time you won't get the best of me
This time you won't break me down
This time I held back one thing
You'll never break me down

My will remains
This unclean feeling will not take me higher (burn my wings)
Leaves me digging for a reason to

Live

My will remains
This unclean feeling will not take me higher (burn my wings)
Leaves me digging for a reason to
My will remains
This unclean feeling will not take me higher (burn my wings)
Leaves me digging for a reason to live

Detrium

This is a slow acoustic song I wrote.  Gonna add some strings at some point, but this is the acoustic and vocal tracks by themselves.

Lyrics:

Hold on, the walls are closing in
I'm chasing on a whim
I'm fading far from sound
Move on, I step one step ahead of
The life I used to live as I don another crown

But I knew you, at least that's what I tell myself
I don't know just who you've become
You tell me all those things I love to hear
But where are you now?
Where are you now in my darkest days?

Time flows
The essence of our life goes
Floating on the wind like the scent of your perfume
Lost inside my own reflection
Reaching for the hand that you're holding back within

Thought I knew you
At least that's what I tell myself
I don't know just who you've become
You tell me all the things I love to hear
But who are you now?
Who are you now in my darkest days?

Catch me, I'm falling deep and dark
Convince me, you don't tell me much but
But I know
Hold me, console me, do something please
But don't tell me no 'cause
'Cause I know
'Cause I know
'Cause I know

'Cause I know what keeps me half awake and
What's speaking in the silence
What weighs me down
And I won't be fooled into believing
That all is smiles and grinning
When you come to town

I knew you
At least that's what I tell myself
And now I know just who you've become
Don't tell me all the things I love to hear
'Cause I see you now
I see you now in my darkest days

I'll Be Damned

Darkest Days

I love music. My tastes vary according to my mood. Whether it's metal, ambient, or ballad I like and write it all depending on how I feel. Unless otherwise noted, all music is written by me and all instruments and vocals are performed by me as well. 

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