spell pemdas out loud

the perc n addy got me simultaneously hot n cold😂😂 
feeling like i’m not myself i barely wanna smoke no more
i still needa cope some more, want u here to keep me warm, i still thinkin of you when i’m out here on the cali shore 
(i) wasn’t tryna fuck her more than once, she used me like a whore (eughh)
when i think of u i get the worst fuckin heartache
or should i say an eye sore can’t close my eyes i’m wide awake 
if i don’t go out enough i think of all my mistakes 
- but at the end of the day i somehow kno that we gone be straight 

still got more discipline than u lonely dicks
(ex girl talk) 
but i still rly miss my ex bitch (jus don’t show it)
i jus wanna treat her right when we get rich 
i jus wanna be there for u when ur too lit
we wasn’t big on the parties we hosted our own shows
n turned it up harder than ppl that called us the competition 
none of that matters when we’re together yea i know
but i stay thinking of u whenever i make bad decisions

؛(


couple times i thought of cheating sometimes wish i diid iit 
we talked about it once before but u was so forgiving 
i only say i wish i did so u could see the real me
but u was so real, u prolly woulda jus killed me

couldn’t go to college to be honest i barely considered 
12 yr old makin mac n cheese for every dinner 
. two working parents splitting up before the age of 3 
problem after problem after that jus tryna help us eat
i done seen poverty kill off the motivation 
that showed me how to get it out, had a realization 
jus do the opposite of the lazy shit , last time i went broke i lost some weight from starvation 
now if i don’t eat it’s jus cuz i’m off the icy hot
the pinks really got me working the blues got me making plots 
write em down
if u don’t get what i be saying i’ll feel like a clown 
i hope u get me hope u wanna turn this world around 
i went from robotripping at 15 to hearing sounds
specially when no one around 
when it’s silent i make sure to turn the music loud 
u like to call em demons but for me sounding like some hounds
i miss ur gatita baby cuz u could hold em down
f. fff f. f. fuck a petty breakup fuck a rebound 
we either in this or we not, no more waiting round
if n when u hear this hit me up n we can work it out
hook 2:
hot n cold😂😂 
  by  myself i barely wanna smoke no more
we living in the hot n cold
left u out in boston when i’m out here on the cali shore 

(i) wasn’t tryna fuck her more than once, she used me like a whore (eughh)
when i think of u i get the worst fuckin heartache
or should i say an eye sore can’t close my eyes i’m wide awake 
if i don’t go out enough i think of all my mistakes

IcY hOt [prod. yunny goldz]

Lofi versions of classic pieces from Satie, Beethoven, Bach, Rachmaninoff, and more. 
Album available on Spotify and for purchase at www.DomBartoliMusic.com


I hope that you enjoy my versions of some of my personal favorite classical pieces.



-I created this album myself. I designed all of the synth patches, recorded the percussion sounds, mixed, mastered, and made all the arrangements and video.
Sound design patches and sample pack used to created this album, also available at www.DomBartoliMusic.com

J. S. Bach  Cantata Nº 208, 'Sheep May Safely Graze' With Rain

NEROX - Awkward

TRACK 11
PROD. XYNZZZ
FUTURE/ YOUNG THUG TYPE BEAT
MADE IN MAY 2021

MORE LIFE LIFESTYLE

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•►YouTube Radio Playlist:
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•Rap Artist: SUS!DENTITY
•Producer: CØLD SPOT - https://soundcloud.com/cold-spxt​
•Songwriter: Julian Zick

•►Homepage
•🅻🅸🅽🅺: https://solo.to/susidentity​

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You could be my girl
If I could be your world
Sweet like Texas tea
With a ass from Tennessee

Broken smile, dark paradise 
Without you, I get high
Dark, cold nights, you and I
We’re twice, we’re twice 

You could be my girl
If I could be your world
Take the bottle and get high
Broken smile, dark paradise 

I'm still going to hell
We’re all going to hell
Demons in my brain
Voices told me, I’m insane

If you're looking for me
Find me in the night 
I can’t leave this club
And she gets fucked up

If you're looking for me
Find me on stage
Smoking my haze
Go and fuck yourself 

If you're looking for me
Find me in the night 
I can’t leave this club
And she gets fucked up

If you're looking for me
Find me on stage
Smoking my haze
Go and fuck yourself 

You could be my girl
If I could be your world
Sweet like Texas tea
With a ass from Tennessee

Broken smile, dark paradise 
Without you, I get high
Dark, cold nights, you and I
We’re twice, we’re twice 

You could be my girl
If I could be your world
Take the bottle and get high
Broken smile, dark paradise 

I'm still going to hell
We’re all going to hell
Demons in my brain
Voices told me, I’m insane

If you're looking for me
Find me in the night 
I can’t leave this club
And she gets fucked up

If you're looking for me
Find me on stage
Smoking my haze
Go and fuck yourself 

If you're looking for me
Find me in the night 
I can’t leave this club
And she gets fucked up

If you're looking for me
Find me on stage
Smoking my haze
Go and fuck yourself 

If you're looking for me
Find me in the night 
I can’t leave this club
And she gets fucked up

If you're looking for me
Find me on stage
Smoking my haze
Go and fuck yourself 

If you're looking for me
Find me in the night 
I can’t leave this club
And she gets fucked up

If you're looking for me
Find me on stage
Smoking my haze
Go and fuck yourself 

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•Webmail: susidentity@gmail.com

© 2021 Julian Zick
® 2021 SUS!DENTITY

Dark Paradise

Dark Paradise (prod. by CØLD SPOT)

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Kaifoo - всё в силе

всё в силе

Here's my latest and best Future Bass project. I hope you'll enjoy listening to it as much as I enjoyed making it...

https://deezer.page.link/xSu2jdVMPWAfxpTx8

https://open.spotify.com/track/5wnMaFFQfPckI1aIV5qg8d?si=P69_5hrcTjqLceeXE6h-rw&utm_source=copy-link

https://youtube.com/channel/UCjZnOLrMdffBT7mN_6sXzZw

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