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Track sixteen on Ben Mercedez's album Hollywood Idol, "Lovesick Boy"

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Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

How have you gone missing
LOVESICK BOY
Why has your love gone away
Is the answer forever lost
LOVESICK BOY
You know I've gone astray

Every day I linger away
Lusting for the one
Every day I teeter halfway
Between life and the shooting gun

How have you gone missing
LOVESICK BOY
Why has your love gone away
Is the answer forever lost
LOVESICK BOY
You know I've gone astray

Someday we’ll run away
Or that's what you promised me
Someday I'll have the final say
I’ll be free from the dance we play

How have you gone missing
LOVESICK BOY
Why has your love gone away
Is the answer forever lost
LOVESICK BOY
You know I've gone astray

You'll meet me in the back
Yeah I'll just take off
They won't know
I can keep a secret
I have a few myself
Well I know we're different
But I can navigate that
We can both get something from this
No one has to know

How have you gone missing
LOVESICK BOY
Why has your love gone away
Is the answer forever lost
LOVESICK BOY
You know I've gone astray

Released: Mar 7 2025

Lovesick Boy

Haunted

Lyrics 

How can I decide what's right
when you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight all the time
Nor can I ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride

Not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
Well, how did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see 
what kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
I will figure this one out on my own
on my own
Yeah

How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well, yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves

How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well, yeah
Well, how did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well, yeah 
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well, yeah

I think I know
I think I know
there is something I see in you
It might kill me, but I want it to be true

I think I know
I think I know
there is something I see in you
It might kill me, but I want it to be true

Decode

Xena East - Decode

Milan Kundera (2018)

Rido quando mi dici che
io son profondo come il mare
non capisco bene perchè
tu ti veda così superficiale
poi ti guardo e capisco che
in fondo sia del tutto normale

il tempo che tu passi a vivere
io lo spreco a pensare.

Tu del tutto naturalmente
ti lasci andare ad ogni sensazione
io che altrettanto spontaneamente
blocco sul nascere ogni nuova emozione
e l'analizzo per capire se
riesco a condurla alla mia comprensione

ma questo porta inevitabilmente
a non provare più niente.

Io che ho bisogno di ogni certezza
per tramutare il mio pensiero in azione
tu in assoluta spensieratezza
prendi costantemente ogni decisione
ti senti libero e senza catene
prima di accorgerti che è un'illusione

volti lo sguardo e misuri il vuoto che
separa te e la ragione.

Il vuoto è un peso che non puoi sopportar
tu vuoi qualcosa che lo possa colmare
come quel senso che io mi ostino a cercar
in ogni cosa e che mi fa disperare
ti prego insegnami la leggerezza
guardar la vita come ad una sciocchezza

giusto equilibrio fra ragione e libertà
non una vita a metà.

milan kundera

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