Adam&Eve (Eg0%Negative) 12/22/24

UGLY

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convalescence [++] pop r000 ssong north kuru chinapoet eboof sandy

演 ft.Aracelavery（prod.MASSI）

fallen pedals
in the garden we killed
that we poisoned with guilt
that i burnt with your help

discarded packets of seeds
and the remnants of me
that we will never grow

its about that time i let you know
that i hate that you refuse to reap what you sow
i hold onto hope, but you erased that note
and i cant tell the difference between us

where did your heart go?

cover art by https://soundcloud.com/in53ct
guitar, keyboards, written, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by junifer(feral cat)

discarded packets of seeds

plain hands

说了耍的freestyle（prod.mag）

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#ballerina . Thanks rek, north, cutspace, pop, cranes & sophitia

1. marsh hide
2. eyespots
3. desire path
4. chrysolina (ep version)
5. bug journal (Bonus Track) - https://soundcloud.com/mardhund/vanda-bug-journal-alms-handbook-bonus-track

älm's handbook ཐི༏ཋྀ ep

lyric 

Another Day that i spent losing my self 
Another life turn to on the comedown
every word i say always ends the same
every year see it in a new way

its almost fall now , i need to contemplate
have my own place grown up to grace
it can come crashing down at a faster rate
i dont take my pace , get consumed by hate

i lost my dirty knife , i wear dirty clothes
another misstep i think a lost my goals 
dont play me like a hoe 
the fuck you going for ?

bitch we hit the store , walk around the world
would do anything to feel like a girl 
i need to go up , go on a world tour
lifes too scary to ever be bored

its my last stand ik what im heading towards
i need klonopin 
i need Ativan 
someone to hold my hand , & stack a couple bands

me & you , just playing in the sand
mending heart together we can do something grand
dont need to understand 
even if im on my own ill make a new plan

express my entire soul dont care if its deadpan
wont be the middleman
it always comes to that
foot in the grass 
another shot just passed

really scared scared that ill outlast
this shit a game and im mixed right in the cast
i dont regret my past
i own up to that

im always tweaked out and i have the right to be 
comes right back to me , plant another seed
rip another out , had to change the swag
im so tired but these people still make me mad

ignore all of that , stick to the right path
i love my true friends , they keep me intact
i know too much & got torn in half
tears me apart almost everyday , i wanna go away
ik that i gotta stay , swear ill blow up one day , blow up one day
cloudy skies paint the world grey
keep you safe put it all on full display
ill never overstay
smoking right on the stairway
feels like its last may

Autumn Approaching [prod. flipphonecharm]

@galloper1234 @knvb4

my hair is in my eyes and im hiding from the sky
the clouds are looking heavy like they know i wanna cry

i mumble to the mirror but she never answers back
been walking crooked lines on a road that fades to black

and i smile with stained teeth
from the sugar-free soda that i keep
next to crumpled little poems like paper roses 
fill them up with my prayers and proses i write in my sleep
i write in my sleep
 is it too late for me?
and is it too late for me?

i whisper to myself is it too late to ask for more
my field of view is slanted i won’t make it to the door 
i’ll never end up closing it what was all of this for?
i’ve tallied up my points but im not settling the score
who are we?
if not one in the same?
i swear im not a pawn in these games you play
as the summer sky shies away and these clouds start to remind me of the look on your face when you’re upset but i don’t know what you’re thinking 
i promise  i’m not crying i just struggle to blink and 
i’ve changed a lot since the last time i was drinking
i’ll never settle for something i’ve already taken 
sometimes i struggle breathing when im awake 
too many stressful hours cast a frown on my little face and 
i’m learning patience from these pills that i take 
i’ve got a little white lie that im itching to break to you

and i smile with stained teeth
from the sugar-free soda that i keep
next to crumpled little poems like paper roses 
fill them up with my prayers and proses i write in my sleep
i write in my sleep
 is it too late for me?
and is it too late for me?

plain hands

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