h8 today [shinjin]

tongue tied + mitsu (shinju kojo)

i produced this beat almost two years ago 
using a guitar sample from ichika nito

chops / second vox by @gl0wrm

p.s this is my first song w the spazzteam tag hehe

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ verse 1 : @sprigtek ]

metal rings 
sharpened teeth
take a bite of me

why am i terrified 
i just wanna bleed 

wanting to escape
every place i see

i cant heal cuz i mix up my wants and needs 

metal rings 
sharpened teeth
take a bite of me

why am i terrified 
i just wanna bleed 

wanting to escape
every place i see

i cant heal cuz i mix up my wants and needs 
-

Didn’t wanna face the truth 
Now i know im hated by you

I dont wanna make it through this
I just wanna start one new

Didn’t wanna face the truth 
Now i know im hated by you


I dont wanna make it through this
I just wanna start one new

Ask me whats wrong
i Cant really answer 
I dont wanna get into it now
So i 
put my head down 
doesn’t fucking matter 
Is this really 
how im getting through it with you

Ask you whats wrong
dance around the answer 
Sick of feeling like im in a fight 
So i put my head down
doesn’t fucking matter
is this really how im getting through it with you

guilty little pill
i cant deal
with the side effects 

and if looks could kill
id be dead 
i see your regret

[ verse 2 : @gl0wrm ]

((( unknown )))

[ @spazzteamonline ]

everything thats wrong + gl0wrm

art by @snarge <3 prod. artemys

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

seeing all these things they only exist in my dreams
i love it when you smile you're the only one i see
i'd hold you above me if the darkness underneath
i don't wanna hurt you you're the one that's meant for me
i know somethings don't play out the way we want em 
i got racks up in my jeans you know i'll spend it on you
only time i see my future when i'm standing next to you
girl you're my forever no we don't play by the rules
staring at you i get lost inside your eyes
you say i'm bluffing but i tell you all the time
i've been searching for you like all of my life
now i'll never let you outside of my sight

girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)
girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)

For U (artemys)

addy bender w/ d1v (michaelwarren x taher)

sonar (prod. therealrazy & sppectrre)

remedy + mint (nightclub20xx)

prayer in dream state

@45avast @820 @kiraiu @odel007

(me)
save me, i need help
get out, cant find myself
been down, where i turn to now?
dont know, cuz ive checkd out.

i been out of touch, need to know
can you save me from where ill go?
ever notice how i roll?
in silence, im alone.

i been thinkin how ill fly
with angels in the night
need a place to adress my side
cant be scared when ur up all night

its all the same
dont wash these stains
need to escape
just want to be saved

(nosgov)
i need some time away
its cuz things never changed
its cuz i cannot face
one reason i should stay

i wait for thoughts
its so dumb now
i cant tolnize
it doesnt make sense

i could never change
im still waiting for the better days
i cant obey
i still wish it would stop
but ill never change
you still counting change
i been getting paid
put 10 on my name

i wait for thoughts
its so dumb now
i cant tolnize
it doesnt make sense

(me)
save me, i need help
get out, cant find myself
been down, where i turn to now?
dont know, cuz ive been checkd out.

save me ft. nosgov (odel+kirai)

wish iwas someone else
wish i was somewherer else
ur pictures on my shelf
remind me how it felt

wish i was soemeone else
wish iwas somewhere else
lose trakc of wat is real
itsgetting hard to tell

heaven
its all i need
its all i want

its all i need
its all i want
if u dnt love me pls just start
give ubpieces of my heart
i look up like omg

all ineed
its all i want
if u leave dnt go too far
if u lie again im gone
she lied again o godd

i dnt trust u at all ig thats where we are
i dnt kno wat ur on i dnt kno where we are
in kno ur checkin ur phone tell me where u are
just help me out

sonar (prod. therealrazy & sppectrre)

help wanted

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