You don't come around like you used to
It's not something I can get used to
Friends become lovers and then strangers
Well, I don't want to be someone who never changes.

You won't love me like I want
I guess I shouldn't have let you in so far
The things we tell ourselves to justify
You told me I'm the only one who's seen you cry.

Strangers (demo)

I had a dream I was falling backwards into your arms
You held me and I felt safe
Vivid colours, vivid sounds
I could have been awake.

There are only two people that can make me feel at home
Take away the feeling of being so alone
The first exists now only through a telephone
The second doesn't want to have me for her own

She only shows up in my dreams to wrap her arms around me.

I'd have to narrow a decade or more
So I.

Arms (demo)

Dual love
Guess I wasn't enough
Dual love
I am worthy enough.

How do you go from planning a life?
How do you go on with life?

Dual Love (Demo)

My hands tear apart
The rolling clouds
As rain fills the ocean

I want to see the vast
Blackness of the infinite
Spectre of the sky

Fall upwards and away
From the wind
And the waves

To land on beds of moons
And stars
Is divine.

Oh cosmic storm with
Solar fires
Alight

I am borne from your
Dust which fans
The flames

It is only dust
That I am
Made



Solar Fire (Demo)

Do you remember that day in the park 
four years ago?
We lay on the grass and an elderly couple were 
On the swings

You moved closer to my trembling body even though 
we weren’t supposed to
I was convinced I’d found the one
On that summer’s day, you were the one

Oh, then you told me I was ceremonial
Oh, then you told me my volume hurt you
Oh, then you told me this was forever
Oh, the day I left was the day I knew nothing could last forever

It took a year to separate you from my spine
You’re a shadow now
And I’m cycling through the streets of London
I do think of you sometimes 

On a Tuesday night meant to be no different 
I’m on the swings in the dark
And I’m pouring my soul, I’m giving it another go
I’m in love again


Ceremonial (Demo)

Everybody wants what they can't have
What do you want from me?

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