The six songs were made and released between September 2018 and July 2019 and will be re-released to get the listener into the feel of the album or for the listener to come back to having listened to the album in the future.

My debut album, “Existential Crisis”, I’ve learnt, is about looking back at the past and using that as a basis in order to grow again. It is only when you face your fears instead of turn your back to them, which was, in my case, the past, can you make a full improvement and happily move on.

So I thought it was only right for the past to catch up and release a ‘care package’ to pay homage to my older music, where I nicknamed myself “FarFesh”, since it was what got me to where I am now.

Enjoy listening (if you do) and happy new year!

Existential Crisis (Preview)

Rain

Blacked Out Clouds

She Knows

Believe In Myself

God's Hands

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Prod. Secret Stash.
By Hennessey.
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Lyrics:
This is a story about cheating.
It’s one that I thought about. 
Yeh.

He woke up in the morning.
A pretty girl by his side.
Maybe if he loved her then she could be his wife.
But what she doesn’t know is that another girls number is in his phone.
For a second he’s gotta leave her all alone,
Gotta take some time out of his own.

Now, he’s been cheating since September.
They’ve made it to November.
From what he can remember.
He’s been out drinking just tryna forget her.
But it won’t work, it’s the pain he endeavours.
Now he’s writing some letter in the hopes he’ll feel better.
Ch-Chasing this cheddar, his mind is so clever.
Mind over matter, the pain and the pleasure.
He’s not on that lame stuff.
“Doesn’t like the point that all they do is blame” stuff. 
Gotta speak something off his chest, and that's real.
Only time will tell what the damage will deal.
It can’t be worse than the words he conceals.
All of these people just needing to feel. 
J-Jumping at urges, so this ones for real.
(Jumping at urges, so this ones for real).

She woke up in the morning.
A handsome man by her side.
Maybe if she loved him then she could be his bride.
But what he doesn’t know is that another boys number is in her phone.
For a second she’s gotta leave him all alone,
Gotta take some time out of her own. 

Girl, she’s been workin', shakin' her ass up in the club twerkin'.
Boys, they’ve been lerkin' dropin' some DM's.
So when they see her in person, the girl’ll be smerkin'.
Buying her drinks got her number that's perfect.
Saved it as Angela now they speakin’ it’s workin’.
She’s gettin’ bored but buddy's been flirtin'.
What she doesn't know is that her boyfriend’s uncertain.
Cheating himself, this whole thing’s a burden.
They fight all the time and they know this ain’t workin'.
Always take time just to see if they’re perfect.
Always make lies just to see that they’re hurtin'.
But they were the same to enlighten the moment.
Lost with a life where the lime light was glowin'.
M-Making her way as she left him at home. 
Making his way as he found friends alone.
Shooting the dice never ready to fold.
Chasing her dream while he’s helping his bro's.
He’s actually snakin', dodgin' while sleeping with girls.
P-Played like a baller but felt like a Joe.
Both of them lying, we already know that the pain will taste better when stuck in the throat.
This is that soup that is best in the cold.
M-Matching his soul.

So, she woke up in the morning.
Looking at him snoring.
She’s really been buzzing about that alarm clock he’s ignoring.
Off to the kitchen raging and storming.
Phone in her hand and her plan to destroy it.
Message popped up and it’s saying “Good Morning”.
She sees the name and it’s kinda annoying.

He wakes up in the morning 
No girl is by his side.
Looking for his phone.
Thinking he left it out side.
But what he doesn't know is that, she’s read all the texts to and fro.
He’s feeling nerves and it starts to show.
He’s walking downstairs real slow. 

Now, it doesn’t take time to see them fighting.
More than before and the time feels inditing￼.
Slamming of doors whilst obscenities flying.
That’s what love costs and it can be so frightening.
They broke it off and so that’s how they feel.
Flirting and merging, the love that they steal.
Cheating soup remedy for every meal.
M-Matching their souls. 
Something that’s real.
Huh.

Cheating Soup Remedy

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Prod. Eem Triplin.
By Hennessey.
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Lyrics:
Watching me, I’ll never land.
Peter Pan, it’s Neverland.
Dipping out to Amsterdam.
I’ll be zoned in Netherlands.
Never stopping ’til I get that grand just know I’m on my grind.
Work and music all I need to succeed whilst it’s on my mind.
I’m growing stronger mentally.
People feeling jealousy.
My stories getting sent around and still nothing’s affecting me.
Fouling with no empathy.
Red card for my enemies.
Someone get this VAR checked before the penalty.
I’m in the game, it’s like EA.
Someone call the referee.
I do not care what they see.
I do not care what they say.
I was born to disobey.
Born to love. Born to hate.
Call me selfish but I’ve got this dream that I’ll be down to make.
I hope that they’re not switching.
Whilst I’m changing my decisions.
I know that they’ll be itching.
This the worst of my positions.
But this is my ambition all this music that I’m making.
I’m sure Sterling couldn’t keep up with the chances I’m creating.
Getting to the top, I don’t feel no regret.
Climbing up the tallest mountain, trust me I won’t ever rest.
When the time will come for me to say I’m fully blessed.
Will also be the time where I will reign and never be a guest.
Only getting stronger. (Stronger).
Never getting older. (Older).
Summer nearly here, and I’ve got heat, I fill the folder. (Folder).
I just had my closure now the prize is getting closer like the magazine.
Back to reality. Yeh.

This year I’ll be a king.
Watch me doing better things.
Losses turning into wins.
Only want what fame can bring.
Saving goals like Ederson.
Saved my life with medicine.
Medicine a metaphor for beats and bars. 
My sedative.
Now everything’s inherited.

(Watching me, I’ll never land.
Peter Pan, it’s Neverland.
Dipping out to Amsterdam.
I’ll be zoned in Netherlands.
Never stopping ’til I get that grand just know I’m on my grind.
Work and music all I need to succeed whilst it’s on my mind.).

Never Land

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Prod. YZ.
By Hennessey.
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Lyrics:
The thing is if we ride then we die.
Only way of getting us alive is if you drive.
Once I drove you crazy then we made love back in time.
See, I will always love you, it’s like I could never try.
In a world of demons, for an angel, I would die.

Pain. Rain. Open up my eyes.
Never leave me lonely, I can only stay beside.
When you get in danger, girl, I’ll always be behind.
I’ll catch you if you fall and you’ll do the same with pride.

Right or left.
Never left on read.
Never right my wrongs and her favourite colour’s red.
When she’s in that dress I am no more than obsessed.
Cardiac arrest and the beat drums in my head.

Yes, destress.
Tryna love but their face is a pretence.
Tryna tend to my scars but they’re pretend.
I cannot comprehend all the things I’ve overspent.

I would rather try than be the one who rides.
Once I drove you crazy then we made love back in time.
See, I will always love you, it’s like I could never try.
In a world of demons, for an angel, I would die.

You’re to die for.
I’d start a rhyme war just so I can write more.
Never fight a person if your home is made of straw.
I always fought my fights and I came out a warrior.
Never popular.
Involved in gossip, but never gossiper.
Always tryna get things right but not an officer.
Tryna stay inside but felt like a foreigner.
All I’ve got is music and her until I burn. 

In a world of demons, for an angel, I would.

Resentment

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ReProd. NinetySix.
Remixed by Hennessey.
Initial Prod. DJ Khaled. 
Initial Artist. Drake.
No Copyright Intended. 
All Rights go to 2020 OVO as Licensed to We The Best/Epic Records.
By Hennessey.
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Lyrics:
Left a lot of lovers in the dark.
Friends stuck in the past.
Filled my jar with hearts and now it’s beating to the stars.
The blood is pouring out, red-raw like we’re in mars.
It’s funny that you ask ‘cos I’m tryna share my scars even if it puts me last.
Put some meaning to my bars.
I’m far off from the boy who would take shots in at the park.
All those winter nights where I’d be tapping on the glass.
Tried to feel less helpless so I drank until it passed.
I do shares, you do squares, we’re different people.
I’m here to solve my past relationships and keep it equal.
Liam Neeson, I’m taken but I’m releasing singles.
You could say upon release dates I receive mixed signals.
And I’ve been mixing this, learning from my witnesses.
People run their businesses, but music, well I’m meant for this.
I know I was made for it. 
My talent is a gift so I won’t take no risks.
Everyone wants fame until they hit and miss.
Everyone wants fame until they hit a curb.
When life came at me I would just swing and swerve.
Running from my past, I never tried to reverse.
And now it’s only right I write it in my verse.
Just a couple minutes and I’m feeling back in shape.
Feeling back in place with my head back in the game.
I’m here to fight the system ‘cos they’re leaving me to blame.
My mind can’t be restricted, I am really not the same.
Not like these other guys and girls, my brain can’t be trained.
I can’t be entertained unless I enter fame.
And I don’t care ‘bout losing, I’m only here to play.
I was tired of all the games so that’s why I re-named.
Forgot all this petty drama.
I’m the guy that plays no games of ‘would you rather?’.
Nature always fought back and that was in the form of karma.
2020 ain’t gonna stop this success I’m after.
The only way I’ll grow is if I’m planted with kisses.
The root of all my evils came from my own decisions.
Demolish all the prisons, then you’ll get cell division.
Trapped inside a box ain’t gonna help no one’s vision.
Or will it?
Yeh.
Left a lot of...
Hm.
Left a lot of lovers in the dark.
Scars and broken hearts.
Friends stuck in the past.
Fill another jar.
Fill another…
Yeh.

Believe In Myself

Hennessey

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