Redemption

Respawn

From the upcoming EP: "Go Loud" (coming soon)

Listen to "Getting Back Up" on YouTube: https://youtu.be/qerFfNUTdKY

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Lyrics:

I’m in my own war
I’m getting exhausted, I am exhausted
What I did this for?
I know what it cost, what did it cost?
Get me to the core
Get me till I’m frost, I am now frost
What I know for sure
I am getting lost, I am so lost

I have lost my way but I’m getting back up
Don’t got what it takes but I’m getting back up
Don’t know what to say but I’m getting back up
I’m getting back up, I’m getting back up

It’s getting dark in here (I’m getting back up)
Is anybody here? (I’m getting back up)
It is haunted with fear (I’m getting back up)
The end of me is near (I’m getting back up)

It wasn’t what I want but it was what I need
That experience got me back up on my feet
That was a cold harsh truth I couldn’t even see
That experience ended my own war with me

I’m in my own war
I’m getting exhausted, I am exhausted
What I did this for?
I know what it cost, what did it cost?
Get me to the core
Get me till I’m frost, I am now frost
What I know for sure
I am getting lost, I am so lost

I have lost my way but I’m getting back up
Don’t got what it takes but I’m getting back up
Don’t know what to say but I’m getting back up
I’m getting back up, I’m getting back up

Bring me down now
Hear me go loud

I have lost my way but I’m getting back up
Don’t got what it takes but I’m getting back up
Don’t know what to say but I’m getting back up
Making a comeback, making a comeback

I’m in my own war
I’m getting exhausted, I am exhausted
What I did this for?
I know what it cost, what did it cost?
Get me to the core
Get me till I’m frost, I am now frost
What I know for sure
I am getting lost, I am so lost

I’ve lost my mind
I’m lost inside
There is a truth that I can’t find
I’m going down
I’ve still not found
Myself cuz I am just a clown 

It wasn’t what I want but it was what I need
That experience got me back on my feet
That was a cold hard truth that I couldn’t see
That experience ended my war with me

I’m in my own war
I’m getting exhausted, I am exhausted
What I did this for?
I know what it cost, what did it cost?
Get me to the core
Get me till I’m frost, I am now frost
What I know for sure
I am getting lost, I am so lost

I have lost my way but I’m getting back up
Don’t got what it takes but I’m getting back up
Don’t know what to say but I’m getting back up
I’m getting back up, I’m getting back up

So you can bring me down now
Hear me go loud

I have lost my way but I’m getting back up
Don’t got what it takes but I’m getting back up
Don’t know what to say but I’m getting back up
Making a comeback, making a comeback

I’m going out my way
To heal my lasting pain
Fill the hole inside me, see light again
(x4)

I’m in my own war
I’m getting exhausted, I am exhausted
What I did this for?
I know what it cost, what did it cost?
Get me to the core
Get me till I’m frost, I am now frost
What I know for sure
I am getting lost, I am so lost

I have lost my way but I’m getting back up
Don’t got what it takes but I’m getting back up
Don’t know what to say but I’m getting back up
I’m getting back up, I’m getting back up

Bring me down now
Hear me go loud
(x2)

I have lost my way but I’m getting back up
Don’t got what it takes but I’m getting back up
Don’t know what to say but I’m getting back up
Making a comeback, making a comeback

#GettingBackUp #brushot #HenryMartino

Go Loud

Getting Back Up

1st track off "Go Loud" EP, out now!

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Check out "What a Happy Life" on:
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The Fall (Interlude)

3rd track off "Go Loud" EP, out now!

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Lyrics:
You have no idea what you’re doing
You think that you’re capable of shooting
You’re lucky you’re not going through suing
Think you’re in a show, everyone’s booing
Attacking people for things that you do
You hypocrite, no one would be like you
Look at the things you put everyone through
You should feel bad, splitting the world in two

Everyone’s watching you dig your own grave
Think you are so brave, making big mistakes
You think you’re so smooth playing the victim
Blaming the system, with zero wisdom

You think you are all grown up now
But you don’t even know yourself
You think you got better somehow
Think you’re above everyone else

Don’t know how to take no for an answer
You are nothing but a piece of cancer
You’re wondering around like a dancer
Thinking that you are such an enhancer
When they try to save you, you don’t listen
The wisdom you had never existed
That is something you should’ve predicted
The sweet fantasies you’re so addicted 

You think you can rule the world
Like it revolves around you
You’re acting like you have learned
But you learned near nothing new

Know Yourself

4th track off "Go Loud" EP, out now!

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Lyrics:
I know how
I know how, I am gonna
Save me now
Save me now, That’s because I
Won’t allow
Won’t allow, obstacle to
Kill me now
Kill me now, I won’t be done
This is war
This is war, you won’t get me
To the core
To the core, I will work til
I get sore
I get sore, because I know
I will score
I will score

Yeah, Life didn’t work as should
Things weren’t near as good, as I hoped was
I was not who I could
Life is as hard as wood, I will give up
I was low where I stood
I can do more I would, I won’t shut up
I was not who I could
Life is as hard as wood, I will give up

When will this pain be done
The way I feel’s no fun, I wanna rest
The pain I wanna run
I will not ever won, I am a mess
The weight is more than ton
The strength I had is none, it was my best
I was the only one
Who can solve my own puns, unfunny quest

I wanna respawn
Prove everyone wrong
I’m singing this song
To become more strong 
I’m here for so long
I wanna be done
Dealing with this dumb
Position I’m on

I’m tired of being
There’s nothing I’m seeing, I was hopeless
There’s no chance of freeing
The monster inside me, clean up my mess
Nothing’s helped me cleaning
My worthless well-being, I must confess
There’s no chance of freeing
The monster inside me, clean up my mess

Repeating my mistakes
Never learning from aches, I am a dumb
I am about to break
Can’t mature for good’s sake, I’m full of scum
Escaping a big quake
I lost all what I make, wanna feel numb
I don’t have what it takes
To learn from my mistakes, what I’ve become?

I knew how
I knew how, Oh yeah, I have
Saved me now
Saved me now, That’s because I
Don’t allow
Don’t allow, obstacle to
Kill me now
Kill me now, I am not done

5th track off "Go Loud" EP, out now!

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Lyrics:
We feel a lot of shame
We feel a lot of guilt
We did a lot of things we wish to change
We don’t know who to blame
We know that we’re not built
Everything that has happened seems so strange

We can’t control what we have done
We can’t control what’s next for us
The reality ain’t no fun
Let’s make it fun until it’s gone

Looking into the next day, the worry’s really deadly
Looking into the next week, trying to see directly
Looking into the next year, if we are what we can be
Looking into the next life, so let’s all sing this medley

So forget about the past
Forget about the future
And live the lasting moment, enjoy life
The time we have won’t last
So embrace all your sutures
Forget about what’s broken, live your time

Looking into yesterday, our regrets’ really deadly
Looking into the last week, we’re looking back directly
Looking into the last year, if we made recovery
Looking into the last life, so let’s all sing this medley

Our lives are too short
Why waste our time for?
Finish your moping (why sit and hoping?)
Time won't be no more

Lasting Moment

Listen to "Self-Destruction" on YouTube: https://youtu.be/UrYAjdDzbos

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Lyrics:

I recall who I used to be
When I had all that drive in me
Where did all those good times go by
That is something I cannot see

Now I’m losing faith
Now I’m gonna break
Throw me in a lake
I don’t wanna see who I’ve become
Now I have no drive
I am dead inside
Got nowhere to hide
There is nothing I can overcome

There’s a part of me
That wants to change
Maybe there’s potential within
I just cannot see
Where is my range
All I reflect is all your sins

So just let me go
I’m ready to self-destruct
I’m feeling low
Leave me cuz I’m out of luck
I’m going right
Now my soul’s left
I’m turning left
Now that I’m right
I’m nothing, no 
I am ready to be sucked
In my nothingness

I am at my own war
I’m in a losing fight
I’m over and over
I’m insane with no luck
Within me I am sore
Nothing within my sight
It’s over and over
I’m gonna self destruct

Maybe soon I will see better days
There’s a demon crawling within my shoulders
I am doomed, hit me with tidal waves
I’m a freeman with no hope, it’s all over
There’s a boom this world gonna decay
At a region that happens to get older
They assume I got nothing to say
I can see them viewing me like I’m colder

Self-Destruction

You're probably not reading the description, but if you are, I just want to let you know that no matter what you're going through, no matter how difficult or hopeless life gets, everything will turn out great in the end. After all, the darker the nights, the brighter the mornings.

You may not believe it yourself, but you're doing a lot better than you think you are. After everything you're going through, you're still here on this earth. God isn't finished with you yet. So stick around, and you'll be surprised with what will happen to you.

I just want to say that I love you, whether or not anyone does, and I'm proud of you, even if you're not. Keep pushing, and everything will be great in the end.

Love,
brushot (aka Henry Martino)

Photo: IG @yourpastreality

everything will be okay

Hello Everyone. My name is Henry Martino, but my artist name is brushot. I am 17 years old. I'm a guitarist, producer, and songwriter.

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