infidelity created me V2

nothing gets u

you
you're not too mindful
i notice cus i'm the same
i love this lil game we play
where months pass and we don't talk at all
and it's been too much on my brain
where things change but we stay the same
where you call when he's out the frame
where you tell me you're still afraid of

what are you running from

bruin baby

May It Never Falter

EVERYDOG HAS ITS DAY

i'm back

composition, instrumentation, production all by me and @brakence

[Verse 1]
brakence
It's oversaturated
Lock in adrenaline
I'm so detached and jaded
This shit'll spread me thin

Colliding With Mars
I'm unsteady
Bypassing a firewall
I think I'm running out of options
What I'd give to say I'm not involved
Whatever changes, I remain a target

brakence & Colliding With Mars
And they're telling me "boy, you just gotta let go"
But I just stick to the ceiling like mental velcro
Cause what I thought was an answer was just an echo
I did the deed but my spirit's still in the escrow

Colliding With Mars
El problema siempre es el dinero
Yo quiero sexo en exceso
I want to shed this
Constant, unvaried
Looping hell

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

[Verse 2]
Colliding With Mars
I never thought to try (go, go, go-go)
Something to kiss the sky (go, go, go-go)
I'm in a thought loop using dream logic
To solve a math equation in the dark
I'm in the dark
I can't find my way

brakence
You're not my enemy
And from my head to my heart
I just can't hold it back
In the cathedral, torn and imbibed
I'm begging for stretching hands
I had the faith you'll swim through the depths
And pull me from mud to land

Colliding With Mars
Requiem æternam dona ei
Domine, amén

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

Brightness of Vega (feat. brakence)

deadbeat

car's in a lake

counting (1234)

Fairytale (niztopia song wars 9/14)

I doubt that youll hear me well
to live in a fairytale is a cage
if I dont impair myself
then I’ll be impaled by everything

My mind 
stays slow 
no matter where
I go
nothing will change 
Ive tried it all
how can I make it 
on my own
when youre the one I call home

need some more cash for the bills 
wish I had a house on the hills
i can fix my pain with a mil 
I could fix any pain with a million
am I askin for too much?
all I want all I need is a few bucks 
my plans need stacks and a tooth brush
see the world grab a map and your soft touch

lost feeling in the snow
my hands are freezing cold 
am I numb from all the frost bite 
in this frozen world 
my sins are paid in full
but my vices keep me lulled
im running on a treadmill
hamster on a wheel
just runnin runnin.

My mind 
stays slow 
no matter where
I go
nothing will change 
Ive tried it all
how can I make it 
on my own
when youre the one I call

running circles around my head
but its okay for you
to show up act like youve been dead
oh my god youre so obsessed
with yourself you struggle to find anyone else
no one wants to deal with you or give you help
like oh well

feeling out of bed in the dark now
some part of me still feels a spark somehow 
if only now i could get up
get up dont do it
why do i feel so defeated
but you know i cant give in
youre every single reason
for my life
you dont try
youre just wastiing my time
your life unfolds in my eyes
i dont believe all your lies
lie lie lie

just lie to me
i can still feel your heart beating
just try for me
i can feel your heart depleting
i wish you could see this my love

My mind 
stays slow 
no matter where
I go
nothing will change 
Ive tried it all
how can I make it 
on my own
when youre the one I call home

Written by $haded Monroe and Twohead
Produced by $haded Monroe and Strive
Mixed and mastered by $haded and Monroe

Fairytale

julie

detroit

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