no relationship is worth these feelings but i dont wanna die alone i am human x)

“may not be the best of me, but this is the rest of me” hits right at home

Hey, my name is Euforia and I make music similar to Joji, Lil Peep, Ivri, Ekkstacy etc… I wanted to share some music I recently worked on since I haven't in a while. It’s not the best but in my opinion it’s not horrible. If you could give me any constructive feedback that would be very much appreciated. Thank you!

makes for the best late night pulls 🙏👼

💣💥

detest me

tellmewhatuwant

things with wings

fool4love

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/datboiryen/doing-2-much
lyrics

Only get this feeling when I’m touching you
Can’t tell if you give a fuck about it
Got so much love for you
I can’t tell if this the wrong time to bring this up but
I really miss the way your body feel
Your bestfriend told me I was the one that’s messing up
I know I like to play I guess I’m doing too much
Yeah I’ll be back soon
How the fuck do I make these songs
It’s all because of you
I’m taking these shots right to the face
So don’t get mad if I just pick up my phone tonight
And Ima do what it takes whatever makes me feel right
Wake up drunk, pissed as fuck
Like what the fuck is my life
Yeah I think it’s time
Like maybe if we touch a little, I’ll be fine

Like hold on, wait
I can’t tell if you’re serious bae
I’m on my way
Cuz you’ve been distant, not calling me lately
I’m feeling real sick to my stomach
Everyone walks when I’m running
I’m doing my best and it’s nothing
Somebody tell me why
This shit just keeps on happening to me
I wanna (fucking die)
Don’t fucking say that
I got that devil on my shoulder screaming
You better get payback
I’m about to get with all your friends
And do you dirty like you did to me
Wake me up when this shit ends
I don’t wanna pretend no more

This shit ain’t fun for a nigga like me
I almost slipped into the streets
All these bitches slimy
Ain’t nobody healing me
Nobody doing shit for free
I need to get these feelings off cuz you know that I

doing 2 much (p. typhoon)

good grief

do or die (feat. carolesdaughter)

cheap liquor

li.sten.to/stillalive
feat. @lyrahhs @kuriositylol
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

before you ask, yes it is a spongebob reference in the chorus
(self produced)

lyrics:
Waterfall
From my heart
My heart

Listen up, I do not give no fucks
I'm at the brink of myself, this life it feels like it's hell
And I can't love myself, I hope my dreams will tell
I know that I'll make it big, if you just stay with me through the pain

Waterfall, tears a sweater from my heart
Fuck this world it feels so different, yeah I hate that I'm alone
Packed my bags, a paid vacation yeah but when can I come home
Fuck this music shit I'm gone, left the old me in this song

Waterfall, tears a sweater from my heart
Fuck this world it feels so different, yeah I hate that I'm alone
Packed my bags, a paid vacation yeah but when can I come home
Fuck this music shit I'm gone, left the old me in this song

And I can't seem to tell the truth, It hurts inside to say to you
You're perfect in your heart, and I am not but can you stay with me
This ain't love, I know it's not, I wish we'd knew right from the start
So I didn't need to tell you that I was stupid so consistently

And I (and I)
And I (and I)
Hope you can catch a break (catch a break)
I know (I know)
I know
It's all my fault, all my mistake

I don't know what road to take
I'm so sick of the games you play
But I still want you and I hate it
I hate it, god I hate it

And I'm so done with your bullshit you're a nuisance
I'm so stupid always losing
Like oh my god I'm annoying my own poison
Your a serpent, I'm a burden, woah

Waterfall, tears a sweater from my heart
Fuck this world it feels so different, yeah I hate that I'm alone
Packed my bags, a paid vacation yeah but when can I come home
Fuck this music shit I'm gone, left the old me in this song

Waterfall, tears a sweater from my heart
Fuck this world it feels so different, yeah I hate that I'm alone
Packed my bags, a paid vacation yeah but when can I come home
Fuck this music shit I'm gone, left the old me in this song

still alive

waterfall (feat. kuriosity & lyrah)

other platforms

waterfall (w/ kuriosity & lyrah) [heyrick]

minnesota is a place that exists

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

prod me shoutout splice


https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sandpaper




Think I'm Malcolm In The Middle With The Juice :3

SANDPAPER

say what u mean

prod: @anem0s
Mix & Master: Musa
Cover Art by Brandon Graser

see you insides 👁️

Lyrics

Chorus:
Go waste your time
Enjoy yourself 
Don’t get me wrong 
See you insides
I say you will
Open your eyes
You did me wrong 
adore you still
Keep that in mind 
Baby I lie
You know the deal
One thousand eyes 

—
Verse:

Am I vicious 
I couldn’t tell you no,
Talkin about it till I bit my tongue 
I swear that I’m kidding 
Baby I hate it how you’re just no fun 

But i think that I kinda like it when you cut me off 
Attention so undivided, kinda feels so wrong 
I don’t know where to hide, I think I might get lost 
I could see it was wrong
I can see it  
—-
Bridge:
Memorizing, perfect timing
And you look half dead half the time
Wanna drain you, replicate you 
Like machines do, perfect design

insides (prod.anem0s)

fall at the same time

BABYBOY

In this silence
I sit here and think
When will the day come
When will I be unique

What can I do
To make things happen
Do I let them believe
Or do I fake a happy

I want the best
That life has to offer
I want the best
That life has to offer

In the silence
I dream of the greatest
Affecting the world
Injecting the latest

This love is for the world
This love is for you
This love is for the night
This love is not blue

I find that I still care
I find that I still love
I find that I can believe
I find that I can rise above

The fire
The ashes
The rubble
The torn
The destroyed
The damaged
The devastation
The burn

I want the best
That life has to offer
I want the best
That life has to offer

In the silence
I dream of the greatest
Affecting the world
Injecting the latest

This love is for the world
This love is for you
This love is for the night
This love is not blue

I find that I still care
I find that I still love
I find that I can believe
I find that I can rise above

fall at the same time

aldn

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