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Lyrics

Novana no nirvana
Blowing up, feel like osama
I might need to chill, I might trigger someone trauma
I swear that this shit is way too easy, feel like gunna

I'ma loner, I'ma lost cause, I'ma mess
Wanna hold her, baby can you call me again?
I'ma soldier, y'all don't even know that's what I meant
Like a boulder, I'ma go through anything that's in

My path, on a road of being what I know
I can, learning to let go of all the things I can't
Keep in my control, like a buddhist
I don't wanna feel like I'ma lose it

I ain't have shit, all I had was music
Ain't a tactic, no you cannot do this
Think I'm magic, abra cadabra
I ain't ever lose her, I ain't ever have her

How can you lose what you ain't ever had?

How do you all of fucking that?
Making all these different genres, still ain't sounding bad
I don't really even wanna, I feel like it calls me
Put myself into this shit so much, I think I lost me

That's why I need it, it let me hold on
When I feel like shit, when I do not wanna go on
When I feel like this, no single thought inside my head
I'm in the abyss, I'm not alive, not dead

I've always existed, this is just the body I'm in now
Time's no longer ticking, I'm in bliss, I know there's only now

I don't know why it took me so long
To know why me no like people
Most not alive and most rather cry
Than get off they're ass and stop all the lies

I do not like that, I gotta keep on
Taking my life back till I can't keep on
With every breath in my body I will
Do, be, feel anything that I will

dosvana. | Produced by monoxide

[Prod. Northeast Lights]

MIXED BY FRVR&ALWYS:
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

MONSTER! [Prod. Northeast Lights]

emo fruits - https://soundcloud.com/emofruits
ART - https://www.instagram.com/sry2disturb/
Lyrics //
HEARTBREAK INTAKE WTF JUST HAPPENED 
HARD TIMES I ESCAPED LEFT ME LONELY RAPPING 
CANT FIX ME IM BETTEROFF DAMAGED 
DESPERATE AND YOUNG MY CHOICES LEFT ME PANICKED 

IM THE EDGE 
HOPING IT WILL BREAK MY LEGS 
SO I FEEL THE PAIN INSTEAD OF AN INSTANTANEUOS DEATH

HEARTBREAK INTAKE WTF JUST HAPPENED 
HARD TIMES I ESCAPED LEFT ME LONELY RAPPING 
CANT FIX ME IM BETTEROFF DAMAGED 
DESPERATE AND YOUNG MY CHOICES LEFT ME PANICKED 

HEARTBREAK INTAKE WTF JUST HAPPENED 
HARD TIMES I ESCAPED LEFT ME LONELY RAPPING 
CANT FIX ME IM BETTEROFF DAMAGED 
DESPERATE AND YOUNG MY CHOICES LEFT ME PANICKED

Heartbreak Intake ft. Emo Fruits (prod.Rapid)

One of my best songs yet. I really hope you enjoy it. 
lil so sad loves you <3

Trade A Raven For A Dove (Prod. LovLok)

Long days, Long nights.

De trick - No Ties (Prod. HXRXKILLER)

No Ties (Prod. HXRXKILLER)

i’ve been running late
no i’m never on time
stuck inside my bed
with these thoughts on my mind
every single day it’s the same old routine
sleep past my alarms
then do nothing all day
saw you last week
i don’t think you knew that i still miss you
i’m wishing that you knew that
times have changed
but it all still feels the same way
lay awake at night
wishing everything would go away

i wish it all would go away
most nights i’m not feeling okay
you told me that i’ve changed now
you’re the one changed
cause i am
still the same way
i ain’t ever changed
i just miss the way we’d talk about everything
still the same way
i ain’t ever changed
i just miss the way we’d talk about everything
you went far away
now i’m not okay
now i’m laying in my bed
thinking bout those days

wish it all would go away

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Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCVj24MJaGwohHDmmbfQ6Frw

Lyrics
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I don't give a fuck
That's what she said
I guess you're right
It's all in my head

But now I'm outta luck
Lying in bed again
And I'm thinking that 
I'm better off dead

I don't give a fuck
That's what she said
I guess you're right
It's all in my head

But now I'm outta luck
Lying in bed again
And I'm thinking that 
I'm better off dead

I don't give a fuck
Now she say I'm lying
Girl a couple seconds ago you wished I was dying

She like blaming me for everything while crying
Why the fuck you hating me?
I'm the only one trying

Pull up in all black just like all my whips
They see my style and they fuck with my drip
My girl got some cider I'm taking a sip
I don't want lip, I just want lips

Smoking a bit and I'm taking a trip
The lads at the party start bumping my hits
They knew me back when I was just a kid
They ain't fuck with that but they fucking with this

I don't give a fuck
That's what she said
I guess you're right
It's all in my head

But now I'm outta luck
Lying in bed again
And I'm thinking that 
I'm better off dead

I don't give a fuck
That's what she said
I guess you're right
It's all in my head

But now I'm outta luck
Lying in bed again
And I'm thinking that 
I'm better off dead

I don't give a fuck
Now she say I'm lying
Girl a couple seconds ago you wished I was dying

She like blaming me for everything while crying
Why the fuck you hating me?
I'm the only one trying

Pull up in all black just like all my whips
They see my style and they fuck with my drip
My girl got some cider I'm taking a sip
I don't want lip, I just want lips

Smoking a bit and I'm taking a trip
The lads at the party start bumping my hits
They knew me back when I was just a kid
They ain't fuck with that but they fucking with this

IDGAF [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

Visual: https://youtu.be/GPKZ9nyH2lM

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I catch a girl I can't let her go
Everyone I every cared for is gone, if you don't wanna stay then let me know
Why does everybody like to waste my time?  If you don't think you are then where're you now?
While I sit alone in my bed and cry, I can't even get high to escape my down

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I say that so many times, ain't shit else to say
Even when I'm happy, I don't really get to feel it, been not so long, I don't really like the feeling
My brain is so messed up, my hardware fried, I got a virus
So much weight I can't get up, if there's any kind of help please help me find it

I been searching for so long for somewhere that I belong
I'm an orphan to my own thoughts
I get so lost but I know where I'll end up
Dead in a box all covered up, my life's a mess, I fucked it up

Where do I go when I don't know where to go? (x4)

Peaceful in Hell, when I'm not I feel so cold
I'm off the rails and back on the same road
Not doing well but this is what I chose
Laugh at my pain, my life is all a joke

Been starved of love for so damn long so when I get it now, I just let it go
Everyone I ever cared for is gone, you don't really wanna stay, I already know
Why does everybody like to waste my time? I got tired of it all, I don't go out now
I just sit alone in my bed and cry, why should I get high when I'll just come down?

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, ain't shit else to say
Never really happy if I think I am, It'll go away
My brain is so messed up, I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? I already tried it

I'm not alright, I'm not okay, I don't really got anything else to say
Never really happy, if I think I am, I just felt a little nice, it'll go away
My brain is so messed up, tried to download love but I got a virus
Everyday the same why should I get up? Ain't shit gonna change, I already tried it

spotify.

virus. | Produced by IOF

Lyrics.

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

[verse]
I can't even sleep
'Cause I'm busy crying
I can't even think
Thoughts are intensifying
You were the one who I loved
Since when I've met you and now
You're gone, so far away 
My phone misses your name
I can't fall in love no more
I guess nobody else has what I'm looking for

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

She Doesn't Care About Me [prod. dead spyro]

Music video link: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=18cjnRsgHvA

NEVER (ft. Yates XV & Killsadist) [prod. Malloy x Yeezo] *music video in description*

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Thank you for listening, it means the world to me.

No Ties (Prod. HXRXKILLER)

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