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[Lo$tBoy]

Yea, I never could do what u said
Still got your face stuck in my head
No satisfaction from the blood I blead
So my reaction was to run instead 
Cut ties with all my friends
Buried in a tomb within my head
Always alone & already dead
But I answered the phone when you called again  

Said, "Don't know who you think I am."
She say, "Whatever it is, it ain't a man."
"Well damn." Told her "That shit hurts."
She laughed, said " Good, I hope you burn."
So I did, yea
But I can't forget her
Tried so hard
Deleted all the pictures
Missing parts
Used up in my attempts to fix her
Pieces of my heart
Witch, she never returned
Fuck 

What u said never made much sense:
"Live life without a consequence."
Nah, don't know what the fuck u meant
Must be nice living life without regrets
Walk a mile in these shoes
You'd run out of breath
You talkin vile
I'm elusively dating Death
Spittin bile & exclusively chasing checks
It's just my style
I'm six-sided cause
Satan made Hex

Yea, I never could do what u said
Still got your face stuck in my head
No satisfaction from the blood I blead
So my reaction was to run instead 
Cut ties with all my friends
Buried in a tomb within my head
Always alone & already dead
But I answered the phone when you called again
(Said)

[Jo the Immortal] 

Sitting in the dark picking at my scars
Chips in my armor
Cracks in my heart
Torrent of emotions came out like a flood
All the chems in my brain got me fucked up
Hoping i might drown in my dream and wake up
Funny how the first thought 
Gotta be dark
Chiefin on a big blunt of the purple stuff
No more time looking back on how my time spent 

Yeah I always did everything you said
When I was broke you left me on read
Won't sacrifice myself anymore
Took back the shards of my life instead 
Cut ties with all my friends
Buried in a tomb within my head
Always alone and already dead
Call blocked dont hit me up again

What U Said

What U Said (feat. Jo the Immortal)(prod. by splashgvng)

Feel my forehead burning, growing devil horns
Feel my stomach churning, gonna take some more
Yea I love the drugs, I'm caught up in the storm
Now I don't know anything anymore
Four drinks I'm gonna pour
I'm going to the store
Been growing wings to soar

Lo$tBoy, I got some lore
First I lost my core
Then got washed ashore
As she walked away
Bashfully begged to stay
I told her she can't
Just stood there in the sand
Smiled & waved my hand
Pain was on another level
Shameless for another Devil
Scores never getting settled
Ouroboros on my schedule

I'm just kind of a fiend these days
Sightless, broken, stuck in a daze
Whole life been a unlucky phase
Then I go back again
Stuck in my ways
Yea, yea I've been chasing the pain
Mixed with pleasure, it's all the same
I know it's all a twisted game
Duck the fame
Duck the fame

Feel my forehead burning, growing devil horns
Feel my stomach churning, gonna take some more
Yea I love the drugs, I'm caught up in the storm
Now I don't know anything anymore
Four drinks I'm gonna pour
I'm going to the store
Been growing wings to soar

Ain't nobody listening
So I got no shits to give
If I see you up in my crib
I'ma fucking pop you like you were a Mr. Pibb
I been sailing a broken ship
Yea, but I do not give a shit
That's why I'm getting way too lit
Yea, that's why I'm getting way too lit
Way too lit
Way too lit...

Devil Horns

Devil Horns (prod. by willdowdsy x itsjohnnyvio)

All you do is take
Leave my bones to break
Oh for heavens sake
Just burn me in the flames

Pulled up faded, late to the function
Spilled my guts on the 101 junction
Fucked up, done
Unable to function
Leave me, love
My heart is busted
All you've ever done is take
If I go on these bones will break
Leave me alone, for heaven's sake
Got too close
Burned up in the flames

You never thought I would amount to something
Worked my hands off, you sat on yours,  did nothing
You just fucked off, thought I would do everything
But now that your gone I feel like I am nothing
Couldn't take that shit anymore
Walked away after slamming the door
Fell face-down on the floor, asking
"What do I go through all this for?
Been clutching at my sores
She clipped my wings as I started to soar
Hit the ground
But she came back for more
Ran away, hit the road
Then I hopped in the Porche &

Pulled up faded, late to the function
Spilled my guts on the 101 junction
Fucked up, done
Unable to function
Leave me, love
My heart is busted
All you've ever done is take
If I go on these bones will break
Leave me alone, for heaven's sake
Got too close
Burned up in the flames

Guess I'm an everlasting prick
But I ain't made of plastic, bitch
Guess what? Ya boi been hitting licks
From where you left him in that ditch
Been climbing up without a pick
Crawling out with my fingertips
From my view, it's an endless pit
Just lost my grip
Swerved my whip &

Pulled up faded, late to the function
Spilled my guts on the 101 junction
Fucked up, done
Unable to function
Leave me, love
My heart is busted
All you've ever done is take
If I go on these bones will break
Leave me alone, for heaven's sake
Got too close
Burned up in the flames

I'm broken
Don't know who to trust
Torn open stitch from where she cut
This bleeding wound
It just won't shut
I know I'm fucked
I'm out of luck

All you did was take
You just left my bones to break
Oh for heavens sake
I'm burning in the flames

Leave Me, Love (prod. by GAXILLIC)

Ayo what's good? It's Light
Just pulled up to the show
Getting lit tonight
Maybe outta my mind
Still I'm outta sight
Finna unwind
Feel the wind
Free, I take flight
Evil grin, evil twin
But I still shine bright
In my sins, sipping gin
Cause my soul ain't right
Spinning out, no friends
Still the best blessed blight
Splitting through your head with a lyrical knife 

Peeled out in the Subi
I'm going up
You fuckboys act like you knew me
Showing up all the opps who said I couldn't do it
Think I'm starting to lose it
Should probably slow my movement
I'm cruising & drugs is what I'm choosing
My screws continue to loosen

Chemicals, chemicals
Abusing them in general
Generally, I'm out my mental
Earth & Sea
I'm elemental
Yea, my life is just a rental
Really on another level
Really, Yung Luci the devil
Hex underground, grab a shovel 
Yea, I'm on the attack
You fuckboys front cause I got what you lack
Fucking done cutting all you other humans slack
Hang your heads on my wall like a motherfucking plaque
Matte black
Light sharp like a motherfucking tac
Light shark-bite you in the motherfucking neck
Light not right in his motherfucking head
I'm up like.. what? 
Where do I even begin?

Lightbearer

Lightbearer [Re-Mixed & Mastered] (prod. by c0der)

I never quit so I'll never relapse
Brain in a vat
Acidic synapses are gonna collapse
Adrenaline stat!
Been setting syntax
So you never come back in
Steadfast, but relapsing regrets
I'm outmatched, an outcast
Me still fight back & outlast me demons
I'll even rematch & if they come back
Repeat it  

I'm afraid of myself
Cause I can't slow down
Never been afraid of hell
Feel the flames compound
Storm drains in my head
Sacrificing secrets
I think I see the reaper
This time tomorrow I'll be-

Moving right through me
You look right through me
The moonlight consumes me
A new Light, you'll soon see
Hold tight, I'm losing
My mind, is skewing
All kinds, been using
White lines, and choosing
The bad times, over the good ones
I may be sad, still gonna have fun
Crashed my whip, now I'm on the run
Making tracks nonstop
I hope I see the sun
Don't need anyone
I know, me the one
Gimme a couple months
We'll see whose coming up
I thought I needed you
Oh how dumb I was
The fuck did I see in you?
Forgot how numb I was

I'm afraid of myself
Cause I can't slow down
Never been afraid of hell
Feel the flames compound
Storm drains in my head
Sacrificing secrets
I think I see the reaper
This time tomorrow I'll be dead

This Time Tomorrow I'll Be Dead (prod. by ilyswitch x slayingibis)

& You heard me wrong
Thinking I still care I don't but 
You still hit my phone up
I you know you're gone 
From my memory you changed up 
I don't wanna make up 
I don't wanna break up
G33 it stay tucked

If your girl was with me
You know that she just fucked 
She was on hands and her knees and she did suck
Got her doing backflips 
And you know she did sum 
You know she did some...
That she'd only do for me
Rolling up a backwoods baby 
And she smoke that tree
Says that you don't treat her right 
And that's why she want me
And she said you couldn’t fight 
So I don't gotta worry 
Gotta worry

When I think about
How I wanna go home
Never wanna be alone
Woah, hold on, me evil
Just playing that role
I let the Demon's take my soul & roast it until it is golden
Now I'm running from my mind
Racing facing the lines
Mentally fucked
I'm a waste, me a blight
Being blind my crime, no I am not fine
But I think it's time I put in the work
Now my homies thinking I'm a jerk
Wish it didn't hurt
I'm off a double
Often troubled
Balling triples, all-in

& I think I just wanna be alone
Pouring up, rolling up
Showing love to Death, I flirt
I'm kind of insane, a little absurd
Why cry & eat pain?
When I can spit it all up on this verse
I curse my words
Because it's words that cursed me first
My lips un-pursed
I hit the dirt
In finite thirst
I'm in my worst timeline reversed, I-
I'm way too high
I touch the sky
While my friends kick back and wonder why

Hold On, Me Evil (feat. AndyWYA) (prod. by gxree)

Soulstain (Freestyle) (prod. by Morin)
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Why'd you tell me you love me, turn around and abuse me?
Why'd you tell me you love me, turn around and abuse me?
Why'd she have to use me?
Why'd you have to choose me?
It's you I'm losing
Just fuckin used me
I used to chill a jacuzzi

Now I'm popping a seal
Tryna prove that I'm real
But really, nothing is real
I'll hide all my pain & hide all my sorrow
Gotta keep it concealed
My friends think I just sit here and fucking whine
I didn't even do a fucking crime
I'm not gonna do time
Tan jacket so I can cope
You'll have to come find me down the slopes
& I'll be packed-up, I'll be racked-up
Load my guns, I got the gats up
If you run up on me, then I am attacking
Run up on me, then I will attack ya
This is the story about how I became a mage
Long ago, I was stuck-up in a cage
Someone taught me how to change my mind-state
It took so long... But now I'm here, great

What the fuck...
What the fuck?
I'm fucking iced like a hockey puck
Once you open that door all the Demons come running
Demons come gunning for your soul
Bitch, I'm in hell
Bitch, I'm in hell
Bitch, I'm cutting up myself
Cause my soul is on the shelf
I ran out of drugs on my shelf & I'm so sick of hating myself
Backed the shotgun, I'm blasting and bucking
Slaughtering all these Demons and Vampires
Call me Buffy
My nose is stuffy
Away, I got the bread fucking stacking & I'm gunning today
I found a fucking hot bitch, and I'm fucking today
I'm out of luck today
I never had-
Never had luck anyway
I think I'm losing my fucking mind
I don't think I will get stuck in time
I think I will keep going till I fly off a fucking cliff
I'm putting it all in, bet all my chips

My mind starts to spin
The room starts to spin
I got an evil grin
Tomorrow I'll be fucked
Tomorrow I'll be stuck in a dark hole
Out of luck
Can end up in a psyche ward
I'll probably end up in a psyche ward
My mind light as a feather
But my life is something I should fight for

Soulstain (Freestyle)

Always Alone (prod. by The Ushanka Boy)
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Always alone, where did they go?
Got six sides, I shouldn't show
Can't atone, I'm never home
Lo$tBoy, I ran away from home
Burning dome, I'm way too stoned
Burnt up tome, always alone
Been so sorrow-filled and broken
I'm so sorry for the words I've spoken 

Morphing into someone I never wanted to be
Morphine in my blood, memories repeat
Hoping that someday I can pick up the pieces
Speaking words & spitting venom for no reason 
Overheating, overstimulated every season
Overestimate the simulation, got no feeling
Sobering sensation, no more seething
Nowhere left, no air left, no more breathing 
No one left, bereft emotions
Nobody left, rejected notions
One body left, I'm hexed by potions
Been having trouble accepting I'm a loner
I feel trapped back in a corner
Broke my machine, I'm out of order
Bringing disaster, after disorder
Die, then come back, all in that order

Think I've really gone and fucked shit up this time
Slowly falling apart
Demons pouring out of my mind
Empty inside & out
Exhumed my prime
Simple sins
I'm about to entomb my pride 
Born to win, but self-sabotage is my curse
Born again, still recognize I am the worst
Tore open my heart, letting my soul burst
Here's to hoping this art can quench my thirst 

Always alone, where they go?
Got six sides, I shouldn't show
Can't atone, I'm never home
Lo$tBoy, I ran away from home
Burning dome, I'm way too stoned
Burnt up tome, always alone
Been so sorrow-filled and broken
I'm so sorry for the words I've spoken

Always Alone

Sharpening the blade
Inking, marking up the page
Tripping, gripping on my chain
By the bay, Land of Waves
Hitting targets in the rain
Ain't no need to take aim
Angel risen from the flames
Technique is insane
I'm a
Black mage
I'm the
Sixth Sage
Pierced up
Like Pain
I got
No shame
I'm killing it
No debate
I made it to the next day
But this situation grave
I don't know what else to say
The P I push is almighty
I burn the kush fire-style
Leaf in the woods, try & find me
But make sure your papers filed
Cause next time you try to fight me
Will be the last time you smile
Hex slice you up by the bayou
Will's been missing for a while
Accept it, I've gone wild
Expect the reaper to find you
Got Death sealed-up in my mindfeild
So any day I will fight you
So this dismay within Light proves
Someday, that this may inspire you
To rewire your brain &
Ingrain all them illusions inside you 

Psycho-active, but attractive
Psychedelics, dropping acid
Psycho actively attacking
Psyched-up philanthropic passives
Silent, in the shadows
Holding back hatred from my Nine-Tails
I'm violent, to the gallows
Thought I sent you to the shallows
Valley of the endless sorrow
Let's meet there this time tomorrow
Already dead, I'm fucking hollow
Fuck, I got stuck-up in a semblance
Hexagon-seal me up in this sentence
Armor still rusted-up with the tetanus
Too far gone, still get my vengeance
This guy got the kunai
This ego going to die
Split open his third-eye
Hoping to open your eyes & take y'all by surprise
Throw words & cut through lies
Chakras aligned, soul oversized
Pockets lined with lore forgot
Rotten in time

Kunai

Kunai (prod. by moonlean)

I was left, out cold on my own
A heart-shaped box was my one home
Friends all left me 
All alone
Solemnly standing
Bones to stone

Crumbling to nothing, into dust
Stumbling to something I don't trust
Tumbling the locks because I must
Force open these walls that I put up
Moments of broken trust
Implements of hope & lust
In due time, give way to rust
Get way too high to not get stuck
I won't get stuck
I won't get stuck
This time I won't get stuck

Still I'm left out cold on my own
That heart-shaped box is not my home
So long, friends
Left me alone
Solemnly standing
Bones to stone
Sift the sands for my lost tome
Lift your hands, but don't atone
For those lost souls, whose hunger grows
For things they were not meant to know

Please try not to get blinded by that which Light can never see
Easy to find hard times spread across the past & memories
Repeatedly unwinding is not very hard in the least
I prod, & pry, & fight
Apply the pressure
Never ease it
Incite the blight
Excite the Light
I'm up all night
I never sleep
Can't lose my sight
Will reach new heights
This world a tapestry to weave
Ambitious right?
Come test your might then see if you incite the beast
But be warned, or be scorned for all your failures or be set to feast
You'll be set to feast

Lo$tBoy got left cold and alone
That heart-shaped box was never his home
He lost his friends 
Where did they go?
Solemnly standing
Bones to stone
Let me take back those words I spoke
I'll lift my hands, and sing a tone
For you lost souls all left alone
Solemnly standing
Bones to stone

Bones To Stone (prod. by ilyswitch x slayingibis)

~ Death Of Neutral Existence ~
By: Lo$tBoy (prod. moonlean)
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When my brain booms off the shrooms
I may consume rain drops descending from a blood moon
I'll never stop casting spells
Hex curse you after his doom
The magic-marks on my sliced palms glow with a red hue
Got desynchronized, left half-alive on the floor of my room
Now my chemically-baptized half-life feels like it's gonna end soon 
I reprised my mind
I was reborn anew
If I'm outside the lines
Snort em', get high X2
Rep triple threes 
Can someone sign me?
Beside the Devil, you can't find me
You can catch me rhyming
Best believe my worth, try me
Blinding.. too many drugs inside me, I'm flying
Demon wings behind me
Above, I got a black halo & Angels crying because I can't be saved
But Lo$tBoy gonna carve his name into history
As he travels along the road to nowhere he paved

I'm done, get over it
Don't try to stop me
I'ma go against the grain
LB sundering the sun, then eclipsing it
Elliptical orbit trapped in typical destitution
Hex lay rest to all his restitutions
No role models, or tutors
Me never had tuition
But tolerating exclusion gifted old soul intuition & these abstract versus from the under-ground
I felt my sins compound inside my chest & enshroud me
Demons surround me 
I've become what Hell fears, I'm Light
I'm like a chandelier, too high & fucking bright
Gladly blinding every fuckboy, on sight
My inner-vision crystal-clear
I peer at shadow's casting off a distant, but traumatic past
This life I live will never last
I'm soon to be a jar of ash
This music is my final task
The clock been ticking fucking fast
My body made of candle wax
So crank the heat up to the max
Yung Luci melting in a casket
Finally escaping pain that's seemingly everlasting

Death Of Neutral Existence

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