dope shit, upload them lyrics somewhere tho :D

prod. by eeryskies.

One step forward, two steps back
I’m too tired to just relax
Slow step in the fire, it’s burning my back
Watching my bedroom turn into ash
Coughing my lungs out, bleeding out cash
Always been alone, always been a outcast
You would hit my phone, and I’d never hit back
Always kept quiet, I’ll always outlast
I can see the fire burning in the background, kinda wanna say something but I don’t
I just keep my mouth closed, eyes wide, everybody choking on smoke
And that’s all I got, till it take me too
Everything’s ash, and it sticks like glue
Stuck in my hair, feel it down to the roots
And the gunpowder snare hitting way too soon

One step forward, two steps back
And I'm still on track, i'm still on track
One step forward, two steps back
And I'm still on track

Can you take all my time off the clock
Trynna run it back, skim a little off the top
Everything a rerun, I’m stuck inside the box
It feel like my brain never know when it should stop
But it just shut down, crashed on the 101
Really just the basic shit ain’t no fun
I ain’t got no life plan, that was off the jump
Now I’m really swimming, waiting, pushing through the ones
Always been a zero, stayed hella divided
Stuck up on the fence, Never knowing what my side is
Even when my friends flew high, I was gliding
They escaped the sun, I burned up in the silence

One step forward, two steps back
And I'm still on track, i'm still on track
One step forward, two steps back
And I'm still on track

Stuck inside my head again, looking for a way out
Think I let the devil in, he fucking with the layout
Messing up my feng shui, tearing up the lake house
Drowned in a river bed, sleep coming in waves now
Everything a movie dog, gotta let it play out
They tell me to let it go, but they never say how
Double lock the cups and the blunts in the safe house
I think I need a way out
Check up on me, if we ain’t talk in awhile
Been feeling lonely, like back when I was child
I retrogress pretty slowly
And I step once in a while
And if its, three dots then I’m working on it
And if its, green text then I’m working on me
And if it’s, No response then I’m probably in a sprint
Running to the back of my mind

retrogress

If Only You Knew

Up North

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Past tense

Gami - Past Tense

Juneau

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Final Boss Dance/Hip hop (Sonic3 beat)

Lyrics:

 • I'm sick of all the tears I thought the wells behind my eyes would dry over the years. They said that Earth is a Paradise but I don't see it here not the one I'm on I'm living in the negative energy that I've drawn to myself want the help but I decline because my pride I came from a long line of pure deception and lies. The truth lies inside the bottle the every time I would hear it from the man that raised me his truth is now apparent. His colors are now ugly his views are misconstrued he refused to understand the dark that we go through. But I understand him sober or not fact it's a family curse just thickens the plot. They all told me to pray but I bare my fangs at God. As a teen we been at odds, struggle to find my cause. It was a slow race I steady kept my pace 
  Cuz I'm a role model a choice that I didn't make

• I don't understand why kids look up to me I lied to myself so good luck to me it's all of a facade really my spirit is weak I break down every. night the reason I try to seek. but I can't let them see. they're more important than me I'll be the hero and slay the demons that haunt in their sleep. I can't do this alone as difficult it might be tho my journey is long, would you walk it with me? Would you carry my seed? Would you promise to be by my side as long fate would allow us to be? Cuz this world needs love and it starts with ourselves but the self-hatred I have for myself is deeper than hell. but what you don't know you learn and I'm willing to change a shift is all we need for things to fall in place. it was a slow race I steady kept my pace 
•Cuz I'm a role model a choice that I didn't make.

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Internet Jesus

Track Five

Produced By @swrly

Official Music Video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEe8HRkZ_ok

Lyrics:

shawty hit me with a text said
can i come over
and watch vines with you
lil mama dont do netflix
she like six second loops
she dont do hulu
x2

(hi welcome to chillis)
belak go silly when he fuck with flows
guess im the goat
hoe need some milk
dick in her throat
go for the kill
she want my load
now im chilling with the postman oh
(mr. postman)

what up im jared
im 19 
never fucking learned how to read 
but i learned how to rap 
and nobody cares 
i got no cap 
and no rainbow hair 
i came prepared 
belak iconic 
i got the sauce 
(shavacadoo)on it 
dont be like adam 
and blow away vape clouds 
treat a hoe right 
take her to my steakhouse 
chris 
is that a weed 
im calling the police 
whats the emergency 
i might 
be stuck on repeat 
yah yah yeet 
why do i feel 
empty

Internet Jesus

Vines That Moisten My Meat

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One Night (Ft. Joaquin, Chlo, & Jaqkel)(Prod. Origami)

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25 years old, hailing from the small town music scene of Georgetown, California, Belak’s musical ethos is nothing short of groundbreaking, as he adeptly fuses the pulsating energy of hyperpop with his roots in alternative rock and rap, crafting a sound that he aptly describes as the "modern alternative."

From humble beginnings crafting beats with friends over Skype on the family desktop at just 17 years old, Belak quickly embraced the collaborative power of technology. With the advent of Discord, his creative horizons expanded exponentially, allowing him to collaborate seamlessly with artists from all corners of the globe. Among his collaborators are notable contemporaries such as Powfu, SadBoyProlific, ulovely, Re:, and screwyounick each bringing their unique flair to the musical tapestry they weave together.

Currently, Belak is based in Los Angeles at gravehouse gearing up to release his highly anticipated yellow album, a self-produced masterpiece that promises to push boundaries and redefine genre norms. Drawing inspiration from shoegaze, hyperpop, alternative, indie, EDM, and hip-hop, this album is a testament to Belak's boundless creativity and fearless exploration of sound.

Influences: brakence, quannnic, heylog, Zac Greer, Aries, and Lil Peep

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