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i WANNA LOSE

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LYRICS-

[VERSE 1]
Getting messed up of my script 
Otherwise I dunno how I’d breathe
Pop a half
And the shit don’t work
So I take a whole
Now I’m falling fast asleep
Hard for me to sleep at night
Takin pills so I can feel alright
My chest always getting tight
And it makes songs like these hard to write

[PRE-HOOK]
No way out
From my dread
I might rip off my own head
Help me now
Might be dead
Noose hangs by a single thread

[HOOK]
Can’t go on like this, no
Might end up six feet below
Poppin’ klons my brain slow
Why I’m like this, I dunno

[VERSE 2]
I’m stuck in perpetual anxiety
No way out so
I fight my sobriety

Is there a way to find some bliss
I need help
My brain needs fixed
I feel stuck
I reminisce
Haven’t felt the same way since

So addicted to the scripts I take
Heavy shakes 
Body aches
And my feelings opaque
Have a feeling that I might break
I could make
a mistake
And would never awake

Anxiety and liver crave the liquor 
Makes me wanna drink so I die quicker
Always hear my demons bicker
Every single noise is my new trigger

[PRE-HOOK]
No way out
From my dread
I might rip off my own head
Help me now
Might be dead
Noose hangs by a single thread

[HOOK]
Can’t go on like this, no
Might end up six feet below
Poppin’ klons my brain slow
Why I’m like this, I dunno

[OUTRO]
I’m stuck in perpetual anxiety
No way out so
I fight my sobriety

ANXiETY (PROD. YUNGSPOILER)

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MiXED MASTERED AND FEATURiNG @wheresaiden

LOST AGAiN (ft. @wheresaiden) PROD. YUNGSPOILER

iF i DiE (PROD. CHIKARA)

SiCK OF THiS (PROD. NOTHEND)

BPD (PROD. BENNY KAAY & CHIKARA)

LONEWOLF (convolk COVER) [PROD. WATASHIPARANOIC]

LOST AGAiN (PROD. TRUNKS X 93FEETOFSMOKE)

i FUCKED UP (convolk COVER) [PROD. WATASHi PARANOiC]

LYRICS:

I don’t get high like I used to
Kicked the old drugs
But I want em'
I feel used too
I don’t get high like I used to
But I can’t ever put the smoke down
I refuse to
I don’t get high like I used to
If I find a feeling
Imma catch it
Like it’s Mewtwo
I don’t get high like I used to
I gotta feel numb
It’s not like I choose to

Face a 3.5
Tryna catch a buzz
I’m waiting
Pothead
It got me off the pills
So why you hating
Always tokin'
Putting smoke inside my lungs
Choking from the heat
Bitter taste on my tongue

Ay!
I’m tryna reach a new low
Make it brutal
I needa feel something
Since the highs grew dull
Cause

I don’t get high like I used to
Kicked the old drugs
But I want em
I feel used too
I don’t get high like I used to
But I can’t ever put the smoke down
I refuse to
I don’t get high like I used to
If I find a feeling
Imma catch it
Like it’s Mewtwo
I don’t get high like I used to
I gotta feel numb
It’s not like I choose to

I don't get high like I used to

I don't get high like I used to

I don't get high like I used to

I don't get high like I used to

Ay!

I’m tryna reach a new low
Make it brutal
I needa feel something
Since the highs grew dull
I’m tryna reach a new low
Make it brutal
I needa feel something
Since the highs grew dull
I’m tryna reach a new low
Make it brutal
I needa feel something
Since the highs grew dull
I’m tryna reach a new low
Make it brutal
I needa feel something
Since the highs grew dull
Cause

USED TO(O) [PROD. YUNGSPOiLER]

TENACiOUS (PROD. YUNGSPOiLER)

SKiTZO!! (PROD. AREY)

CHESTER B. (PROD. NOTHEND)

ALL PLATS SOON

LYRICS:

[HOOK]
Don’t know why
My life’s steady declining
Shit piles on
But at least I’m trying
Paranoid
Everybody hears me sighin
Crying
You gon get me lying

Why do good feelings
Always go away?
Try to chase the high
But it’s not the same
Can’t move on
Things never go my way
Shoulda passed on
But they don’t know my name

[VERSE]
Yet!
Already passed on a deal
I had to reset
I got off of the drink n pills
And had to sell weed
To get some checks
Since you forget
I’m still next up
And now I’m back
So it’s all threats
Everybody in this city
Talking, making no sense

Prolly won’t be nothing
If I keep my head down
So I’m gonna talk my shit
And make sure I’m fuckin’ loud
Yeah, I’m gettin more tatted
To stand out from the crowd
When I first came around
None of y’all fuck with my sound

Now I try to talk
But I choke up
Acid reflux
Imma throw up
I need advice
On how to show love
Since I saw the light
All I’ve felt is numb

Stuttering when I talk I’m dumb
When I weened off the meds
I was sure I was gone
This taking too long
Come n shoot dead
So I can see my mom

I hope you know that
What I say is really real
Wish I died from the seizure
I had after I flushed the pills
Ever since
I question if I even feel
What’s the deal
I can’t stop and process
So I can never fully heal

[HOOK]
Don’t know why
My life’s steady declining
Shit piles on
But at least I’m trying
Paranoid
Everybody hears me sighin
Crying
You gon get me lying

Why do good feelings
Always go away?
Try to chase the high
But it’s not the same
Can’t move on
Things never go my way
Shoulda passed on
But they don’t know my name

[VERSE]
I mean what I say
This ain’t no fake shit
Something wrong with my brain
I’m never okay
I should save it
My words have too much weight
So I package up and label it
Know I say too much
And I fuckin hate it

Yeah I was a junkie
But I’m clean now
Took me a little over a year
to ween down
Alcohol shakes
Withdrawal aches
Demonic thoughts I faced
I still do,
I wish that shit was more laced

[HOOK]
Don’t know why
My life’s steady declining
Shit piles on
But at least I’m trying
Paranoid
Everybody hears me sighin
Crying
You gon get me lying

Why do good feelings
Always go away?
Try to chase the high
But it’s not the same
Can’t move on
Things never go my way
Shoulda passed on
But they don’t know my name

DECLiNE (PROD. YUNGSPOiLER)

PESSiMiST (PROD. YUNGSPOiLER)

WORSE THAN A BiTCH (PROD. YUNGSPOiLER & RJPASiN)

COVER ART: 
@beesqo on X

LYRICS:

You can’t tell me this country isn’t fucked
When I work 40 plus hours a week
And I can’t afford a damn prescription
Now imma unmedicated mental case
I could go off any second
Boutta say fuck it
Cause I’m itching


Boutta make it
Bang bang
Like Luigi
Hit you with this bullet seed
Your story goin fini
They’ll say I’m insane
When they put me on the tv
Y'all got me fucked up
You in the ground for being greedy

Boutta make it
Bang bang
Like Luigi
Hit you with this bullet seed
Your story goin fini
They’ll say I’m insane
When they put me on the tv
Y'all got me fucked up
You in the ground for being greedy

Boutta make it
Bang bang
Like Luigi
Hit you with this bullet seed
Your story goin fini
They’ll say I’m insane
When they put me on the tv
Y'all got me fucked up
You in the ground for being greedy


Ever since the sciatica pain
Everything’s changed
I’m boutta pop a vein
Before I leave all these walls stained
Sky’s falling
It’s about time for a new reign
Gods calling
When you’re in the flames
You’re gonna wish you prayed
Reality is
Pain is only managed
I’ve always been sick
Thank you, I'm cured
Now I've turned into a cynic
It’s the pipeline
Shoving pills down your throat
Next thing you know
You’re homeless and you're strung out on dope

Can’t afford the SSRI's
The rents too high
Nerve damage 
Suffer in silence
N wanna die

Can’t afford the SSRI's
The rents too high
Nerve damage 
Suffer in silence
N wanna die

Boutta make it
Bang bang
Like Luigi
Hit you with this bullet seed
Your story goin fini
They’ll say I’m insane
When they put me on the tv
Y'all got me fucked up
You in the ground for being greedy

Boutta make it
Bang bang
Like Luigi
Hit you with this bullet seed
Your story goin fini
They’ll say I’m insane
When they put me on the tv
Y'all got me fucked up
You in the ground for being greedy

Boutta make it
Bang bang
Like Luigi
Hit you with this bullet seed
Your story goin fini
They’ll say I’m insane
When they put me on the tv
Y'all got me fucked up
You in the ground for being greedy

LUiGi MANGiONE (PROD. SiEM SPARK & RJ PASiN)

CONTROL ME (PROD. YUNGSPOiLER & MiCHAELXWARREN)

THE ONE (PROD. YUNGSPOiLER)

WHAT'S iT GONNA TAKE?!? (PROD. YUNGSPOiLER)

HYPOCRiTE (PROD. MiCHAELXWARREN)

SKiP TOWN (PROD. AREY)

RELEASING ALL PLATS MAY ?TH

LYRICS:

They keep telling me 
it’s all in my head
But it’s not
I’m so done with all your bullshit
It’s time for me to really find myself
I dunno why it’s so hard for me to commit

So like Mag Park
I’m back on my bullshit
Packed my bags I’m out this bitch
Whole town knows
Imma degenerate
I gotta run
I’m just so done being trapped up in my
Mind
I’m being shunned
Drowning in my thoughts
I needa
Hide

Yea!
I’m afraid I’m gon fall down
I’m not gonna lie to you
Imminent failure now
It shows a different side to you
Sure they spreadin the word around town
So what am I to you?
I can’t take much more of being down
Maybe a relapse will do! (Ay!)

I gotta run
I’m just so done
Being trapped up in my
Mind!
I’m being shunned
Drowning in my thoughts I needa
Hide! (x2)

They keep telling me 
it’s all in my head
But it’s not
I’m
So done with all your bullshit
It’s time for me to really find myself
I
Dunno why it’s so hard for me to commit

Down in Clifton 
Was the first place we had a kiss 
and I thought we would have kids one day
But everything’s just so different 
You went missing 
And 911s not listening 
Back to the kitchen
Gotta do your dirty dishes

It’s been hot as hell (I died)
Please don’t wish me well (I’m fine)
You the one that broke (the ties)
Every single little (lie)
It was all a waste of (time)
You don’t know the tears I (cried)
You can’t look me in my (eye)
But it’s alright 

And I know you’ll never go
Go
And your voice is all I know 
Know 
But

They keep telling me 
it’s all in my head
But it’s not
I’m so done with all your bullshit
It’s time for me to really find myself
I dunno why it’s so hard for me to commit (x2)

ALL iN MY HEAD (FT. JusTree) [PROD. CHiKARA]

HOW DOES iT FEEL?!? (PROD. SiEMSPARK)

Freestyled, mixed, and mastered 4/4/25

LYRICS:
Ion know what to do anymore
I'm just really tryna feel okay (feel okay)
Ion care what you think anymore
I'm not tryna have you fuck up my day (fuck up my day)
I was feeling down too long
Now that I'm out
Don't give a fuck what you say
So it's fuck ya feelings
All they do wit me is play
I got stress to the ceiling
Don't have time for your mayday

Panic!
Slow down!
Unload a clip in the ceiling
I'mma make sure the whole building
Know what I'm feelin'
I'm manic
Won't chill out
I'm stressed and I'm a heathen
Honestly I'm really lucky I'm still breathin'
Alcohol and klonopin
Had me stuck in a stupor
All it did was make me was a piss drunk loser
Had to say fuck all a that
Memories feel like bloopers
Wavy vision
Fucked up
Can't manuever

Ion know what to do anymore
I'm just really tryna feel okay
Ion care what you think anymore
I'm not tryna have you fuck up my day

Ion know what to do anymore
I'm just really tryna feel okay (feel okay)
Ion care what you think anymore
I'm not tryna have you fuck up my day (fuck up my day)
I was feeling down too long
Now that I'm out
Don't give a fuck what you say
So it's fuck ya feelings
All they do wit me is play
I got stress to the ceiling
Don't have time for your mayday

@heyimmanic

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