i really cant thank you all enough for everything you've done.
the love, support, nice comments, everything. you have no idea
how much it truly means to me, but trust me when i say; it keeps me alive.

empty, yeah yeah
this life is
getting boring
kinda old
sold my soul for a bowl
never know
when im in the spotlight
so i hope and go
when im hitting two million a month
i hope yo bitchass knows
that you aint contribute to my growth, baby
kiss my road <3
done shit
kiss my road,
mwah.
baby ur mind got froze, time broke
all the words u regular sorta got bold
i would try to help u but u paved ur own road like,
bitch, you did this urself
hooked on some weed 
and some nic just to cope 
with the fact that its always ur fault, man,
i wish that i wasn't ur fault
i wish that it wasn't ur fault
ill sing till my vows turn to all
ill stay till i die, and sit upon my throne to say "i did it all"
yeah, and i hope one day
i could say i came from nothing
just to be okay for me
all for me
itll be beautiful
i wont ever wanna die again
no worries
ion got a penny in my bank account
but i know that itll all balance out
its all in faith
well i got god on my side
maybe not him, but someone will do
someone, anyone, someone,
well i got me on my side
and i got lean and ill be alright yeah
- - - - - -
this life is
getting boring
kinda old
sold my soul for a bowl
never know
when im in the spotlight
so i hope and go
when im hitting two million a month
i hope yo bitchass knows
that you aint contribute to my growth, baby
kiss my road <3
done shit
kiss my road,
mwah.
baby ur mind got froze, time broke
all the words u regular sorta got bold
i would try to help u but u paved ur own road like,
bitch, woops, its on ur hands
hooked on some weed 
and some nic just to cope 
with the fact that its always ur fault, man,
i wish that i wasn't ur fault
wash my hair every month
suffer all alone, in my bed, one on one
these complications are purely mental
maybe physical, but i can get over it :( 
itll be beautiful..
i wont ever wanna die again..
no worries
ion got a penny in my bank account
but i know that itll all balance out.

time broke (farber)

whats my name? (Julian Ceasar)

Scam Likely (blue Heron Rd) prod paul

s/o my buddy @brecken
lyrics
power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i gave it up but its stressing me out
u in her dms but im in her house
said she in love with the way that i shout
its the way that i sound
just bring me back to the ground
i got heavy eyes
i dont call nowhere home
but im comfy inside of her thighs

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i wish that u could kno how every night u make me feel
i dont buckle up when im in my whip but i steer
yea u make me fear
was it ever real or was it all just a lie
but i cant take it anymore
is there any surprise
i was down on the floor
n u looked me in my eyes
u said its all gonna be fine
i said i hope its alright
i guess ill stay here tonight
i guess its one more delight
its okay if u dont want me back
just kno that ill be here forever
its okay if u stab me in my back
baby girl ur messing with my temper

power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

calling my bluff w/ brecken (cløud x heyrick)

Produced/mixed/mastered by me c:

Artwork by my amazing, incredible and hella swag friendo gloomygvrl666 !!!: https://x.com/gloomygvrl666

Spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/track/2BAAdLwkfehgDMarHgBQka?si=841a4a0a43ed4fe0

Can't breathe, I'll die
I'm running out of veins
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
You know it's not the same
I'm going home again
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
I need to cry
I'll do it in the rain
Don't need you guys
to ever see my pain
you don't treat me the same
so, I'm going home again
don't need your lies
I'm on my own again

I don't get that knowledge, man
it's something that I'll work to complete
I wish i could wear the shoes on your feet
To see all that you think, all the ways that you do
there's some things I don't understand
and neither do you

Tell 'em all that I'm gonna burn in hell
Tranny with that people hair, I wear it well
black nails, bust downs, bitch, you just don't get it now
anything you shoot at me
I'll turn it 'round and shoot you down

My name's Alexis and I got your back
I wanna make another fuckin' track
Put it into Ableton and make the fucker slap
and if you wanna go a second round
we'll make 'em back-to-back

Can't breathe, I'll die
I'm running out of veins
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
You know it's not the same
I'm going home again
Don't need you guys
I'm on my own again
I need to cry
I'll do it in the rain
Don't need you guys
to ever see my pain
you don't treat me the same
so, I'm going home again
don't need your lies
I'm on my own again

ON MY OWN AGAIN!

I PITY THE FOOL (FUCKINGSEAN)

prod. @whos-that-clown & @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
Wake up late i always seem to miss ur texts
Things are going haywire lets recollect
Youve made up your mind im talking i aint finished yet
Sometimes i wonder if my opinions matter in your head

Oh shit, its starting, and i aint ready
Im on it  i planned it, only halfway steady
I thought about in my head but only confidence could send me
A confrontation from this front could something deadly

Feels like ive ran this route bout a million times
So i dont understand how we havent aligned 
Stars might be bending, im done here defending
And baby what's the saying, love is blind

starting to feel like do you even know me
Weve been tossing all of our habits, i still love you wholly
Well holy ghost, i love her the most, shes my shining diamond i wont ever let her go
Ive been diving thru the rough, looking up but not enough
And when push comes to shove, i guess we’ll test our love
Tryna find the confidence to get up and see the light of day
Summer turns to october that sun is gone away

Wake up late i always seem to miss ur texts
Things are going haywire lets recollect
Youve made up your mind im talking i aint finished yet
Sometimes i wonder if my opinions matter in your head

Oh shit, its starting, and i aint ready
Im on it  i planned it, only halfway steady
I thought about in my head but only confidence could send me
A confrontation from this front could something deadly

Feels like ive ran this route bout a million times
So i dont understand how we havent aligned 
Stars might be bending, im done here defending
And baby what's the saying, love is blind


love is blind [prod. the sound clown x yunny goldz]

Circles

@blxty @wstdyth

*henny* 

yeah I'm with blxty 
this (n)ine not mickey
 I don't skate but I might pull up in some dickies
 your girl all up on us 
she just want a pic b
 I'm feeling a lil crazy everybody in here tipsy
yeah I'm crazy
 going psycho
 they all want her when we out don't mind though 
yeah I'm crazy
 going psycho 
they all want her we don't mind though
we might pull up with the heat like a toaster 
his new shawty rocking tommy gotta ghost her
 when we see her out we just act like we don't know her
 when we see her out we act like we don't know her

*blxty*

 she's movin fast
 I'm movin slow 
I get the bag then I gtg
 locked n I'm stuck tear me apart 
sharpshooter on the roof hear the radio
 go o o
 I don't wanna talk will you please just give me time 
got me going like 
go o o
 I don't wanna talk will you please just give me time

*henny*

 yeah I'm with blxty 
this (n)ine not mickey
 I don't skate but I might pull up in some dickies
 your girl all up on us 
she just want a pic b
 I'm feeling a lil crazy everybody in here tipsy

*wstdyth*

 I saw your girl at the party
 tattoos on my body 
I don’t pick up when she call me 
like a jack in the box we popping out into the lobby 
n she singing my songs 
feel like I'm livin through a proxy
 rolling up some ganja
 devil wearing prada 
ask me if I’m coming over, girl I wanna 
sad in the summer, I feel like I’m lana 
baby I know I’m the boss, premadonna

henny & wstdyth - tipsy (feat. blxty)

Frozen In Time w/ hidingthehurt, animalgraves, The North Shore & residential.

(If we don’t last,
Are you gone forever, Gone forever?
If we don’t last)

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good with that)

I’m kinda used to it, I used to think about it all the time,
How I’m not good for this, now I count up all the fucking times I said I’m over it.
And now its over and,
Every time you call my name, my heart it sinks a bit.

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good at that)

if we lasted (prod. sorrow bringer)

She/Her 🏳️‍⚧️
Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

i'm still here, forever manzeron

ON MY OWN AGAIN!

HeyLee Manzeron