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Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

Lyrics:

(SCAR$)
(Verse 1)
Do you remember last fall?
Cause I don't
Remember anything at all
Anythin'
Anythin' but your last fucking call

Waking me up in the middle of the night
Screaming at the top of your lungs that you wanna fucking die
And I'm
Gonna buy
A gun for you to say one more final goodbye
Not a single angel would ever cry

(Robstar)
(chorus)
Do you remember last fall
Cause I don't
I don't remember a single thing at all
I'd hope
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I'd hope
I hope

But I don't mind if you waste my time
Up at 2 am with some other guy
You text that you miss me but that's a lie
I kinda liked how you'd twist that knife

(Robstar & SCAR$)
Do you remember last fall
Cause I don't
I don't remember a single thing at all
I'd hope
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I'd hope
I hope

(SCAR$)
(Verse 2)
Used to hope that you would miss me, but not at this time
You and all my flaws seemed to intertwine
Now the only one you kiss is a bottle of wine
So you're callin' up my line, but I shrug and decline

(Bridge)
And as my world was fallin' to pieces
You gave me
No reasons
To stay
So that I would walk away

(Robstar)
(chorus)
Do you remember last fall
Cause I don't
I don't remember a single thing at all
I'd hope
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I'd hope
I hope

But I don't mind if you waste my time
Up at 2 am with some other guy
You text that you miss me but that's a lie
I kinda liked how you'd twist that knife

(Robstar)
Do you remember last fall
Cause I don't
I don't remember a single thing at all
I'd hope
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I'd hope
I hope

(SCAR$)
(Outro)
Do you remember last fall
I don't remember a single thing at all
To disappear
It's the last thing I recall
I hope

Last Fall

Last Fall (ft. Robstar)

Produced by 'Metlast x Luffy'
Engineered & recorded by 'Xorochi'
Photo from @lil_liar

~lyrics~
Ay
Few beans in my jeans
Got through security
Packet lookin' all creased
Yea
White powder
An a few keys
Lock the door
Can't no-body see
I'm in a daze
But I still take like three
It's in my eyes
You can see I'm lookin' deceased
She said Xorochi why ain't you never pleased

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Yeah we all up
Wasted at the function
Took my last breath
'Fore we glided through the junction
What we do best
Yeah you know that that's consumption
Flawed to my bones
From my own creation
Black ripped jeans
With the Iphone buzzing
20 missed calls
Cos I can't even touch it
I been too nervous
I been steady bluffing
This is my regret
But I can't change nothing

Every single night
I tell a different lie
Like every single night
I live a different life
Gas up in my lungs
Got the bloodshot eyes
I'm just tryna' make the distance
That's why I get high
Different stages
Different places
Different drugs
Surround by the same faces
It's all the same
When you gone through all the hatred
Disappointment in myself
But shit I made it

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Pull up to the party
Cocaine right now
Dreams in my eyesight
You can come an find out
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Now everybody switched but I'll be fine

Spotify & Apple

COCAINE RIGHT NOW! (prod. metlast x luffy)

BANE OF EXISTENCE (prod. Young Fam)

lyrics

I left the old me hanging by the neck
Light a candle rest in peace
They spoke like they know best when disgused by the hate it blends so easily
I don't wanna break when they gone bend
Everytime I'm bouta give I land both feet
The pressure just dont end when I need your help please rescue me
Not that long ago
I was just a kid
Putting every single song I wrote in writting from a pen
Passionate but people loved to clown me
Often hate was all around me
But somehow I held it down to get to where I am
I'm fuckin starin at this man in the mirror but lookin back
Is just a shell of my former self
I wonder where I'm at in places I hadn't imagined
Swear I miss that iridescent place I no longer can get to that I built inside my head
But, as a kid, knew I had me somethin different
Watched and listen as my idols dropping dead from drug addiction
But within me is the same exact passion they once were gifted
Never knew how this shit would play out
I wanted fame and all, the money in the world that I could harbor
Everyone to show me love everywhere that I walked
And disregarding all the things that could ever go wrong
Of sitting there on the alter
Watching as we drift farther apart

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I was a kid
I just wanted to blow up like fuck it
Now adays I just want someone who can understand
I was bullied and beat on for nothing
Same people show me love now and I don't understand
I was fouled an outcast from the crowd
And now they catch me around act like we were always friends,
Save the smiles and how you beens when I'm out
You'll never catch me around
But if I was still a kid, I'd, love to see this moment finally come foreal
Tons of people deemed me nothin but a loserboy
Who keep on askin if I want to cheef a blunt or maybe want a feature
Whats the deal with all the universal struggles, what is real
Fake deep with me
In an effort just to say they got to speak to me
Tell some people that we friends
It ain't easily, something you could fucking get
You play teams I see, I swear its like it never ends so
Back then the girls would only fuck with you if you were popular in school
If not then who the fuck are you and
Same bitches see me poppin up in tunes
Recommended on spotify now they in love with you
It's, comical, theses days inside my room
Clichés that seem fake really ain't, it's all the truth
This life is malleable, taking flights to altitudes
They don't want to see you reach, when you land they out for you
I been keepin somethin on me when I notice they be closer
Cuz the pain never stop and the drugs don't go
I see the fake in the smiles in all the girls that hit my phone
I been afraid of the cops so I keep my head low from it
I'm in love losing everyone I knew
I been a awake, been a problem from the drugs I could do
I find the space and the stars when I lay in the yard
Crying praying to god that one day I'll fucking move from it

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I Was A Kid

LEMME SEE IT (prod Crizzy White)

RUN EM DOWN (prod by Sorrowbringer)

LYRICS:

You wanna come and tell me that you’re different, no
You couldn't understand your delusional,
I take a knife straight to the gut again
I wish I could just be normal, man

You wanna come and tell me that you get me, no
Your vapid appetite consumes your soul
Waking up again to feel disgusted
The one I hate’s myself again

With eyes shut and everything's frozen
Your tongue stumbles up as you burn in motion
Everyone’s still and just stops and stares
Shows no one will help you as no one will care

Gravity stalls as I float up gently
Please just stop cus you know I'm empty
Feeling this pressure inside of my head
My skull it cracks as I burden the share

Cus I know, this misery comes in waves
Sink a bit lower as I try to betray
A painting of emotions on fire decayed
Living in the back of a car we changed

Hold up, I need a break
From the, tears raining pain
And then you dissect me, it's all the same
Living in a world where the mind’s a maze

Wearing that necklace around your neck
Yeah isn't it a noose that's carving debt
Spending all the money you have 
On frivolous things that didn't amount to anything

I tried to be someone that just cared
But there was only so much that I could bear
It's like I was living in a house 
Where the wires were blown and the fire just started

Somedays I think I didn't make it out alive
My skin’s still charred and burning up inside
They’re breaking through the walls of my room
They're getting closer and they'll consume

Everything I've dreamt to be
As anxiety boils inside me
See depression lives here yeah and he's messed up
I'm gonna crack his skull to leave

You wanna come and tell me that you’re different, no
You couldn't understand your delusional,
I take a knife straight to the gut again
I wish I could just be normal, man

You wanna come and tell me that you get me, no
Your vapid appetite consumes your soul
Waking up again to feel disgusted
The one I hate’s myself again

The Call

'07 BRADY CLUTCH PROD BY NEWVAIN2

all instruments + production + mixing and mastering - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)

artwork by SCAR$

Lyrics:

I got these thoughts inside, they’re sitting in me
There’s certain things that you just could never be
You say you can relate, but I disagree
There’s certain things in life you could never be
You say you’re suffering, and I wanna see
I wanna see you crumble out from your greed
I wanna see the earth shattered and torn
I’ve seen the chemicals are straight through my core

Better devils you know
Than the ones that you don’t
You live your life and I’m in Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

You say you’re suffering, and I wanna see
I wanna see you crumble out from your greed
I wanna see the earth shattered and torn
I’ve seen the chemicals are straight through my core
Better devils you know
Than the ones that you don’t
You live your life and I’m in Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

You think you know me?
But you don’t

Twist the knife into my back
Tell me everythings alright
But you don’t know anything
Well, not the way that you think you do
Things are never “black and white”
You can’t fit me in this broken space
You think you know me? I don’t think you do
I’m stuck here swimming in the Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
I’m stuck at sea, the only person on this boat alone
I feel it in my veins, I feel it in my face
I wish somebody out there could possibly relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
I’m sitting, stuck at sea, and trailing on this boat alone
I’m so alone, I feel it close
‘Cause death's embrace is what i feel the most

You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

Terminal Blue

Whole Heart (Prod.xenshel)

Prod by YANN
Mixed & mastered by crizzy white
Cover art, written, recorded by Goyard Sad Boi
—————————-

Lyrics

Ditch the body
Had to peal out the parking lot
Hmmm you talking shit 
hear you body drop
Hmmm
Dodge Durango n its matte black
Hmmm
Know some man’ll peel your wig back
Late night with the devil ya I just fw bro
Tried the meds grave Robbin all I really know
Didn’t know, didnt cope, loot the body yo
Take the jaw, take the tooth, take his fucking soul

Feel like Dahmer I just shouldn’t fucking be alone
Take a lot of people from there final resting homers
Ion eat the body I just really want the bones
Double cup full of that potion Mr Jim jones 
Masked up, Michael Myers, gosha body bag
13, Halloween, goyard toe tag
On a murder spree where all the rappers at
Goyard coming different, bet yall just sick of that

Why you lyin dude
Cut em from the head to the mf thighs dude in
Gravekeeper why’d you think I’d ever wanna spare you
You don’t wanna die no one gonna fucking hear you
Hide ya n you friend where the motherfucking deer do

1-2 yard man’s coming for you
3-4 better lock your door
5-6 better hide real quick
7-8 hide your body out of state 

Lately all the body’s that I got are starting to piss me off
Had to shut the voices off
 mix lean with a molotov 
Baby I don’t want your heart 
I kinda wanna chew it off
Young denis rader 
Taking flicks with a Louis scarf 

Hop on murderpedia 
Find my name next to bob berdella
Dead bItch dancing on my balls
She a ghoulish Cinderella
Diamonds aren’t forever 
As I stab her with my new umbrella 
Rolling in Volkswagen 
How quick is the brand new Jetta

Imma crash it 
Make it fucking tragic
No one fucking misses you 
When your just fucking average 
sad little freak show
Homicidal lunatic
Imma dump you body where that dumb as fuck titanic is

i know a ghoul in plainfield prod by YANN

Mr grave man in a 04 impala
2 bad bitches wanna come fuck me proper
Throw em in a basement in a tiny ass locker 
Ion really care about them trash ass choppers

30.06 hunt em down with the long range
7.62 put a moose in a big grave
Riding through the city with killas with no names
Skee town legend give corpses a new game

Matte black hearse with the suicide doors
Louis v rug blood splatted on the floor
It’s a crime scene, wouldn’t dare come alone
Young ed gain make a couch with ya bones

Babygirl I love ya, you don’t know who I am
Looking at the camera n wave to ya fam
It’s a red room, ain’t no use making plans
John Doe drop a hundred just to see one of your glands

Leonard lake babygirl let’s shoot a movie
Your my m lady, can’t treat ya like a groupie
Got a vat of acid, see what happens to your boobies
Here comes the sirens man they might as well just shoot me

Police coming better show uquick
Gotta scalp the head then fucking dip
Leather overalls yo shout out Rick 
Making hella graves my favorite gig

THE HOUSE THAT GOYARD BUILT PROD BY SPHYNX

three_months_straight_5909fe6c-0dc0-4e42-964b-97c72e4a7678.mp3

@allthingstk

https://open.spotify.com/album/7nL1br5LZRti3fq3YMXaZs

Sadgasm ft. Cab'Ral ( Episode 1 Season 1 )

Fantasy Girl (Prod. Discent)

🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️
lovespelledbackwards @iamcjcarter
🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️
prod. sketchmyname & vaegud @sketchmyname @vaegud
🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌

Lyrics:
Frvr:
Im living in a starless sky
Gave up on everything i
Mind trippin in an endless night 
Gave up on seeing you i

Lost hope, grew cold, became alone
Im thinkin that i might die alone 
Got dope lil hoe, i gotta go
Lately i cant even cry no mo

Lovespelledbackwards:
gave up on a sober life
i let the drugs consume me, why
did i end up like this
i can’t fight it
no i won’t fight it

open ur eyes
look at the damage you’ve done
take a look around
& see the person you’ve become

Frvr:
Im living in a starless sky
Gave up on everything i
Mind trippin in an endless night 
Gave up on seeing you i

Lost hope, grew cold, became alone
Im thinkin that i might die alone 
Got dope lil hoe, i gotta go
Lately i cant even cry no mo

🌌🖤 STARLESS SKY! 🖤🌌  ft. lovespelledbackwards [prod. Sketchmyname & Vaegud]

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Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

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