@okapplejuice
lyrics:
i wont miss u like the way i did before
what u did to me is fucking unacceptable 
ion feel no love from chemicals
took this trauma as a momento
and i still feel like youd apologize if u rlly meant it
do u still regret it?
it dont fucking matter bc u still said it
now the sun is setting
over the horizon ur the last thing on my mind
i no longer want to die
first time in forever that i wanna stay a-
-live
i no longer want to die
yea i wanna stay alive
-live
i no longer want to die
yea i wanna stay alive
it feel like a weight
has been lifted off my shoulders
(shoulders)
if i run away
i wish that i had been bolder
(to do it sooner than i did)
ion want no kids bc of u
(no no no)
and i still wont if u wanted to
(no no  no)
remember i was 6 years old u fucking r*ped me
thank u mom for all those thoughts i cant erase them
thank u dad for all the times that u would beat me,
yell in my face, i was a kid u didnt need me
its the reason i cant fucking talk to other humans
terrified theyd scream at me 
just the way that u did
anxious to come out my room
ion even do shit
cant explain myself
everything i say is excuses
still got these scars today 
but im far away
u cant follow me ill fly
mia bitch im offline
first time in a minute that ive ever felt a-
-live
i no longer want to die
yea i wanna stay alive
-live
i no longer want to die
yea i wanna stay alive

ALIVE [CRYSTAL ASH]

AMAZING [CRYSTAL ASH]

NINETEEN [CRYSTAL ASH]

CONVERSATE w/ skawt [prod. Oddwin]

WALK THE PRANK + kardia26 + Payden McKnight [CRYSTAL ASH]

PAST TENSE + xofilo + JThousand [CRYSTAL ASH]

Anymore (me)

DO THE MOST + Crystal Ash [Crystal Ash]

empress w xofilo n psych

HEROIN (Trynacommunicate)

Es ist viertel nach 3 und du hörst diesen Song und dann merkst du, dass es eben noch halb 1 war.

Allein

ALIVE [CRYSTAL ASH]

skawt

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