@okapplejuice
lyrics:
i wont miss u like the way i did before
what u did to me is fucking unacceptable 
ion feel no love from chemicals
took this trauma as a momento
and i still feel like youd apologize if u rlly meant it
do u still regret it?
it dont fucking matter bc u still said it
now the sun is setting
over the horizon ur the last thing on my mind
i no longer want to die
first time in forever that i wanna stay a-
-live
i no longer want to die
yea i wanna stay alive
-live
i no longer want to die
yea i wanna stay alive
it feel like a weight
has been lifted off my shoulders
(shoulders)
if i run away
i wish that i had been bolder
(to do it sooner than i did)
ion want no kids bc of u
(no no no)
and i still wont if u wanted to
(no no  no)
remember i was 6 years old u fucking r*ped me
thank u mom for all those thoughts i cant erase them
thank u dad for all the times that u would beat me,
yell in my face, i was a kid u didnt need me
its the reason i cant fucking talk to other humans
terrified theyd scream at me 
just the way that u did
anxious to come out my room
ion even do shit
cant explain myself
everything i say is excuses
still got these scars today 
but im far away
u cant follow me ill fly
mia bitch im offline
first time in a minute that ive ever felt a-
-live
i no longer want to die
yea i wanna stay alive
-live
i no longer want to die
yea i wanna stay alive

ALIVE [CRYSTAL ASH]

HEATHEN + 905emerald + lunacy [CRYSTAL ASH]

ANIMAL + Stella Highland  [CRYSTAL ASH]

AMAZING [CRYSTAL ASH]

NINETEEN [CRYSTAL ASH]

CAN'T TELL ME NOTHING + WhoIsJordan + Crystal Ash [CRYSTAL ASH]

CONVERSATE w/ skawt [prod. Oddwin]

WALK THE PRANK + kardia26 + Payden McKnight [CRYSTAL ASH]

PAST TENSE + xofilo + JThousand [CRYSTAL ASH]

they don’t want me to go and stack my bank roll 
i pop from three angles called that shit triangle 
￼Why I don’t wanna be that bitch who always agro 
wow they be watching me got me on every channel 
x2

White ones the blue ones they always gon flash
￼bitches they switched up because I got bag
￼I ask that bitch whatchu do with all that?
￼I shoot today know we do shit like that.
￼What I Finna do with all this cash?
￼Ride around the block smoking ass I got pack
￼Ride around the block I got Macs and they blast
￼my wrist been so bright the opps be knowing where I’m at

￼they don’t want me to go and stack my bank roll 
i pop from three angles called that shit triangle 
Why I don’t wanna be that bitch who always agro 
wow they be watching me got me on every channel 
x2

￼Flex wrist get fried bitch
Diamonds what I like bitch 
￼Wonder why they wanna talk about me because I’m priceless
￼Got a brand new whip it’s automatic that shit driverless
￼VVS I got them diamonds on me on my whiter wrist
￼Big glick water on my wrist you think I caught a Fish
wonder why I’m not so broke like you? it’s cause I’m not a bitch 
￼Hundred million all inside the vault I got the guapper in
￼Bankroll bank roll a motherfucking livin it

they don’t want me to go and stack my bank roll 
i pop from three angles called that shit triangle 
Why I don’t wanna be that bitch who always agro 
wow they be watching me got me on every channel 
x2￼

prod xandro

"EAS"

DO THE MOST + Crystal Ash [Crystal Ash]

WALK THE PRANK + kardia26 + Payden McKnight [CRYSTAL ASH]

skawt

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