this song cuts deep like a @makemeapromise

@mental
@pyu

[coldspades]
say you love me but i feel like a nobody
i cant trust cause it always takes a toll on me
if you need to then baby you can hold on me
stole my heart feel your love it takes control of me
x2

it took me way too long to realize that i want you
please dont tell me that you hate me no its not true
i made mistakes that i wish i could just undo
always catch you when you fall you know i got you
i know that i messed up im sorry
its my fault put the blame all on me
just wanna tell you but thats not me
ill be there just stay here dont worry

[mental]
just stay here and wait, love i messed up
these thoughts in my head got me fed up
i tried to be calm but im stressed out
each step that i take's a confession
each step that i take leads me farther away
so maybe its best if neither of us change
got lost in the place where the both of us lay
cant ask you to stay im still way too afraid

spotify

trust ft. mental (meta)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ziayy5wtGWxyMArKc9ZpO?si=de0aa4bdb68944a5

prod: @trustt

whats there to say?
everything u do always goes ur way
make more mistakes
but ur still gonna go lie to my face
i cant explain 
idk how much more i could just take
i get taste of bitter 
feel like my tongue filled with glitter

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

know u cant forgive me
been ignoring all my sins
been at the point where u dont need me 
but i still try to make it in
unlike the others, i can fix it
dont wanna go thru this again
it been so hard cuz idk when ur gonna
let go of that thread

i been told u
idrk if i should risk it for u
ive been losing patience dk if i know u
tell me if i bore u 
tell me if i swore too, never leave u by ur side

(i feel bitter) 
(oh no theres not a winner)
(ik im not a quitter)
(feel like my tongue filled with glitter) x2

i feel bitter
oh no theres not a winner
oh no im not a quitter
feel like my tongue filled with glitter x2

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

glitter

glitter (trustt)

ft(@mental)
prod(@rjpasin + @prodnomu)

[nomu]
Ya ya
I got all of it
Long as i have u I got all of it <3
Ya ya
heaven sent
Everytime u leave Its like im sad again
(2x)

[mental]
Bb everytime u leave im stuck
And my heart been broke so long i thnk im giving up
Ya im bleeding out
Bbygirl i need ur love
If u hate me then tell me 
Now i cant sleep enough
If u hate me then tell me 
Cuz i cant be without u
If u love me then kiss me 
Cuz i cant be without u
I jus wana be around u
If u love me tell me baby i will never doubt u

But im thinking i should get awayyy
Fall in love when i see ur face
If im really the one u hate
Tell me why i cant be erased
T-tell me why, lmk, make me sick
Everynight goin thru all ur shit
U kno that it makes me sick
Dont have a heart
i traded it for a kiss

[nomu]
Ya ya
I got all of it
Long as i have u I got all of it <3
Ya ya
heaven sent
Everytime u leave Its like im sad again
(2x)


I was feeling down
Now im feeling up
When u came into my life
U gave me all ur luv
Now u hav my heart
I cant get enough !
Cuz u talked to me when
I had no one left 2 trust
yuhh
Im jus making music for da hell of it
When i write these songs i feel da sentiment
I dont want dis shit to ever end again
Tell me that u luv me i love tellin it

all of it

all of it (+mental)

so sick of you.. 
(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)

featuring @whereisnomu <3
produced by me
art by https://www.instagram.com/union_farmta <3
join the dynasty server!!! discord.gg/qx92XMnzu9
 
lyrics
act like you're nothing without me
it's too late for sorrys
don't talk when you call me
it seems like you didn't want me
don't be surprised when it all falls down now
don't got no time 
do me wrong? ima call out
i got no time to stall now

i know what you want
it ain't tryna talk
you got me unlocked
out here looking for a problem
tell me why we fought
couldn't fix it up 
girl it's gone
i been waiting out here too long
there's just no way that i can solve em

i'm not something you should look for
got you wasting all your time
you tell me that you hate me
must not know that there's a line
i see the way you moving 
looks like you don't even try
part of you stuck in mind
just don't ask where i reside

i'm not playing right
push me to side now
if i'm not ur type
i'll tell u that it's fine
i just say that outta spite
you just tryna hoe me
don't act like u know me
you want it to all fall down

i know i know 
i shouldn't talk about this right now
but on the low
i know you'll prolly eat my heart out
i'm in the snow
my hands are numb 
and i can't feel
it's pathetic but it's real
don't think i'm ever getting past that

@whereisnomu
t’s been a minute since u talked 2 me at all
i can see right thru your eyes u wanna take me down & fall
cuz i know you got a problem but that’s something you should solve 
so don’t come here with that bullshit til you get that shit on lock
i tried to tell u once
i tried to tell u twice 
and after that your probably dead i’ll leave you right behind
you’ll see me from the the front
i’ll stab you from behind
do me a favor and just get out of my fucking sight

i'm not something you should look for
got you wasting all your time
you tell me that you hate me
must not know that there's a line
i see the way you moving 
looks like you don't even try
part of you stuck in mind
just don't ask where i reside

out now on spotify <3

reside w/ nomu #dynasty

ft. @cld prod @makemeapromise 

i go, wherever u want to
follow, ur holding my heart real close
i follow u where u go
i'll protect U till im old
i love when u wear my clothes
my wallets too full can't fold
im killing ts pavelow
i follow u where U go

how did i find U w/ CLD prod surgeon

demo ... there is a finished version somewhere out there

u painted me a picture and i watched the colors fade
oh love liar
u were the only thing i wanted then u made the skies turn gray
oh love liar

im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face
im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face

wounds deep and raw
they dont believe what i saw
thought i was pure im wrong
tainted with many flaws
a burning ache remains
a constant haunting trace
in reverie im lost in an unfamiliar place

love liar

tysm for still listening to my music university has made it really hard to make anything even though I want to make more
w/ @o2solus
//
lyrics:

(me)
Reminiscing in my head
Of things you used to say
Yeah everything you said
I just dont know why you would tell me so many lies
It makes it so hard to look in your eyes
Instead i try to look ahead
Im trying not to cry
When you say you want me dead
I dont got anything left
Anything left

And i dont know why you went behind my back once again
I just feel like i dont know what else you want me to do
I just dont know what i even mean to you
I tried too hard to make it right, i cant no more
Its just too much for me and i cant move on
Ive been thinking too much, i cant get through it all

(o2solus)
What u say, it means nothing,
I don't want to let u go yet, but I know I have to now, cuz I don't know, what I mean to u,
I've lost control,
So I won't see the end, of it all
Of it all
so I won't see the end, of it all
Of it all
Of it all
I don't want to leave

(me)
Reminiscing in my head
Of things you used to say
Yeah everything you said
I just dont know why you would tell me so many lies
It makes it so hard to look in your eyes
Instead i try to look ahead
Im trying not to cry
When you say you want me dead
I dont got anything left
Anything left

And i dont know why you went behind my back once again
I just feel like i dont know what else you want me to do
I just dont know what i even mean to you
I tried too hard to make it right, i cant no more
Its just too much for me and i cant move on
Ive been thinking too much, i cant get through it all

overwhelmed

overwhelmed + o2solus (me)

@victxrw
@ogpichu
@bazington
@sensuku

[arid]
i dont even think that we were done
i dont wanna feel it in my lungs
u dont even care im like "so what"
every word every note that u sung

i know u do it all for me
i dont wanna look at u hear ur apology
yea every other time it was hard for me to know
i dont wanna see u on this road
i swear i seen u a thousand times
left me in the cold i wonder why
all of this decay inside our lives
i dont wanna push it to the side

[victxrw]
i think i jus fall in love 2 fast
i just wnna feel what we used 2 have
i dnt think i have what it takes 2 last
so maybe u can show me different

ill listen... (ill listen, listen, listen, listen...)
cuz the distance doesnt change a thing ill fix it
i still think that the love is existing
does that make me crazy for wishing

(i dont care if u think tht im crazy, i only long for u.
i hope u dont forget abt me as long i sing all of these songs for u.)

[pichu]
if we go on like this
i dont think i wanna be with u anymore
noway im gonna fight this
theyll come back to me when i score
i was on the floor bleeding my eyes out everybody watching me
i pray to a lord i dont believe in yes im pleading for my saviour

apology w/ victxrw + pichu [baz + sensuku]

ty @jonsve @victxrw <3
finally new music yayyy
also thank you guys sm for 1k ❤️

me:
you know js what u mean to me
n when ur not around i cannot fall asleep
i cant function when ur not around
m- me and u 2gethr swear our souls are bound
yea i flatline 
for the last time
time and time again i would give u my all
time and time again swear im taking the fall
(me n u 2gether swear our souls are bound)
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

@jonsve
this can't resolve anymore
you just walk out of the door, the door, the door
and after turns to before
and i keep coming back for more, for more

baby can you hear my heartbeat, so fast?
i can feel our hearts meet, again
i've been hurting from a heartbleed, so bad
don't you give up on me, again and again
do you think you'll ever call me, right back
relapse into my arms please, so sad
play right into the cards please, i can't 
cause i never draw the hearts i need, again and again

@victxrw
ill do it over again
everything you said is going straight to my head
can we still be friends
tell me that well never end
well never end
just feel alive thats what they always say
and ill be fine aslong as ur okay
i dont feel safe i wanna run away
i dont feel safe can u hold me in ur arms
its all surreal
i need more than medicine js to heal
i need u to love me how u did
like way back when
like way back then
never never thought i'd be
never thought i'd be
so weak so
so weakkk
and im begging 
begging you please
leave me beee

me again
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

ty for listening!!

need u +jons & victxrw (yandere)

original by R5 This was one of my fav songs ever when i was little
produced by Me

lyrics
u said what u said
when words are knives its hard not to forget
but something in my head wouldn't reset
cant give up on us yet no woah
wo o oah
ur love was so real
it pulled me in just like a magnetic field
id let u go but somethings taking the wheel
yeah its taking the wheel oh woah

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(x2)

i should be making a break
up all night thinking im planning my escape
but this insomnia aint going away
and now im back at ur place / oh no!
wo o oah

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(got my heart made up on u)

look what u did what u did what ur doing to me
u got me searching for the words like a silent movie
i cant breathe i cant see ur so out of control
but baby honestly my hands are up im letting go

(got my heart made up on u)

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(x2)

my mind says no
heart made up on u
up on u
up on u

heart made up on you (cover)

2024 is turning into the year of self-sabotage...
(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)(╥ˬ╥)

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(  •‿• )つ  —̳͟͞͞ 🌷         —̳̳͟͟͞͞͞͞🌷 +
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｜　 _つ      +  —̳̳͟͟͞͞͞͞🌷       —̳͟͞͞🌷˚
`し´
🌷🌸🌷🌷🌷🌸🌷🌷

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
i try not to trip up
tell me how you feel
chasing what i can't have 
just wishing it was real
my friends they going out more
im stuck here tryna heal
guess i was hoping you would notice
losing focus lately
i think i talk alot
my brothers doing numbers
so we brag alot
you think that it's pathetic
but its all i got
yea i can't do nothing else
can't focus on my health
i just wanna be something :/

hit me up 
want a feature?
you get nothing
i feel like a tool everybody's tryna use
i fall apart
and i watch em they say nothing
but they would care if i had pulled some better views -,-

im scared of people
i just don't know what to say now
i hate my face
i hate the mirrors in my room..
my family doesn't think this shit is gonna work now
and at the moment i don't think i'll make it too :/

finally found somebody
im so scared i'll mess it up now
i know it's embarrassing 
i know you know it too
hope you know i care
that's probably why i'm over top now
i'm not tryna lose someone i barely got to know

i love all my fans 
i know my people got my back now
i get so embarrassed 
when you see me out the loop
if i held it in
i know i'd prolly fucking fall out
if i told somebody just know 
that it would be you </3

i try not to trip up
tell me how you feel
chasing what i can't have 
just wishing it was real
my friends they going out more
im stuck here tryna heal
guess i was hoping you would notice
losing focus lately
i think i talk alot
my brothers doing numbers
so we brag alot
you think that it's pathetic
but its all i got
yea i can't do nothing else
can't focus on my health
i just wanna be something :/

hit me up 
want a feature?
you get nothing
i feel like a tool everybody's tryna use
i fall apart
and i watch em they say nothing
but they would care if i had pulled some better views -,-

how did i find U w/ CLD prod surgeon

heyychico

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