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inhibition

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faceless w/ rit

lost the keys to the cemetery
cutting down thorns
cutting my losses
down to the place you met me
gritting my teeth and clenching my fists for what im bout to bury
its all the weight you carry
its all the weight you carry

what i got to do to not run out of time 
when i drift unconscious and can taste the sky
all my senses gearing up for flight yeah
all my senses gearing up for flight

lost the keys to the cemetery now its square one
i dont wanna carry on
aspiration long gone
always trying to find peace in the things that feel wrong to me
in the things that feel wrong to me

take a couple months out for my senses 
try and lead astray anything that you mention
heads in the cloud im locked in
pensive
got a different definition of what heaven is
cause everyone got their own run and i dont ever wanna get caught up in difference
lost the keys to the cemetery

carry

benji: 

i feel the gap that makes light of our difference
forms a path that always praises crushing spirits
im breathing fumes
solvent abuse
white spirit
none of u can see behind my eyes im distant


rit:

back on my shit and im living a life
we can all tell u living a lie
i feel like capo i sit and i cry
gone off the map i get up and i fly 
going outside
remember the nights where i wanted to die 
took a lil breathe and then i realize
i could never tell fell frm the minute that I saw u
pain it starts to swell it gives me hell and yet u saw thru
life feels like a bell and it keeps ringing like a sawtooth
feet straight on the ground i found a trapdoor i can fall thru
always had these problems but they all new

fumes w/ rit

Benji:

Wait up! (!!!)
Feel my human body laying next to me
Toeing lines between the void and ecstasy
"Come a little closer" don't know what you mean
Don't know what you mean 

Dig through the pile of bones that I left on the counter
It's clear you've got the advantage 
I just wanna say what I want without lighting the fire
But its an arson, I planned it
And it just rides out, you just ignore what's got you questioning your mind now
Cut your current goal and make decisions only switching on a dime now
I think it's light out
I got a grave to dig in the morning, get the shovels and the knives out!!!

Yaz:

Your bones they rattle 
You’re so gone 
Say that we’re enemies
so fun!

Open your heart to me… no literally!
Let me see your lungs in the flesh 
I’ll take your veins out and this flame 
Tie them up and make a bracelet 
Better! Wear them like a necklace 

Boy pick up when I call
Beads and pearls are my call
ur blood and tears on the wall
boy I’m still running you crawl

Keep me under your skin!
Breathe me out, let me in!
Now I’m in your head now I’ve been 
Stuck in there for a min

body w/ yazida

i gotta find a way
coz ur my everything
im too inside my head it happens every single day
its not a problem if it wasnt for my memory
but i make considerations coz it is for me
yeh i fall asleep 
n dream of distancing
im so sorry i just find comfort in secrecy
yeh its common news they know im on ur frequency
when i eat up every single lie u feedin me 
*blegh*

PUSH BACK
YEA I KINDA WANNA SEE THIS TURN INTO A BLOODBATH YEAH I WANT IT LIKE THAT
ITS A STICKY SITUATION WHEN U RUN IT ALL BACK AND YOU FIND URSELF DODGING RED FLAGS
I CANT TAKE IT AS FACT
WHEN THEY GET ALL UP INSIDE YOUR HEAD AND ALL YOU WANNA DO IS ATTACK
IM GETTING SUPERSTITIOUS STEPPING ON CRACKS
IN THE PAVEMENT COMING THRU THE STREET 
I WANT IT LIKE THAT

tell myself i always been a lil bitch made
one drop of the ball and i had a bad day
tell me all ur secrets imma take em to the grave <3
tell me all ur secrets imma take em to the grave <3
livin in my head rent free
guess ive been played 
not aboutta pop off w the things i cant say
tell me all ur secrets imma take em to the grave <3
tell me all ur secrets imma take em to the grave <3

i got apologies for things i havent done theres something wrong w me
work ur magic
get a stand in
then youre fucking done w me
its stunning me,..
im quite impressed with
the lengths u take to putting obstacles in front of me

im running outta breath yah my lungs r giving up on me
choking on the air its feelin thick what have u done to me
im off the deep end
im floatin in a submarine
im ready to resurface with no unexpected tragedy

PUSH BACK 
YEA I KINDA WANNA SEE THIS TURN INTO A blOODBATH YEH I WANNIT LIKE THAT
I DUNNO MYSELF I CANT HOLD TO REALITY 
IM CLUELESS
NO AWARENESS
ALWAYS STEPPING IN TRAPS
AND ALL I CAN REALLY DO IS LAUGH
I GOT NO DEFENCES
NEVER PLANNED IT
NOONE GOT MY BACK
IM GETTIN SUPERSTITIOS STEPPING ON CRACKS


IN THE PVAEMENT COMIN THRU THE STS 

I WANT IT LIKE THAT!!!!

bloodbath

melodrama w/ dk shawtyy

rot 13 armada

https://youtu.be/BbBVQO4B0p8

armada w/ farella

wha
dont get what im asking
put together everything
im feeling kinda startled
pour gas on the carpet 
eyes on me 
its overwhelming
point and shoot the target

kick down the door and shut down the party
all the worst decisions always feeling so harmless
dont know where my heart went
take my hand and take each other out
ill take my chances

you got a sense of what people deserve
i plant my rocks in the dirt
hear voices cry from the earth
you know the tables have turned 
when you just get what you want
and im not better than that
squeeze it for all that its worth
i know when im around
people who get off on shame 
too busy looking through graves 
dont have the time to relate
fuck you
embalm my own body 
take myself to the morgue and shut in where i cant hear

force of nature 
youre gonna wanna sedate me 
know you hate my guts
spill them all out on the table
wasnt born was created
from remains and the waste
no supervision or safety
ill take a kick to the face at four thirty am in the morning
up from the adrenaline i hear the shadows stalking
me to the end of the city till the dawn hits
NOTHING IN MY STOMACH 
IM STILL FEELING FUCKING NAUSEOUS

decisions that i knew werent right for me
turn around 
bare teeth
and come back to bite me
drop through the ceiling with the perfect timing
tear down the room 
and bring a start to violence
and im stuck where i cant breathe
claustrophobic walls are closing in out in the darkness
dont know where my heart went 
take my hand and take each other out ill take my chances

told you that i burnt it long ago 
the fuck you searching for
ashes on the floor
why wont you let it go
didnt know it was a problem 
im so fallen 
feel the tension getting stronger
didnt want it to all end like that
feel my skin burn through as the lightning flash

take notes 
this is how you strip a carcass 
no im not the snake
i bit the apple in the garden

garden

oh my love oh my love oh my love i think ive done bad 
broke my spirit because i never should have done that
pull me to pieces itll be the last time
so far its been a fucking carcrash

the scene out here feels like a painting 
the paint is flaking
the cracks are showing 
just sit alone 
anticipation
too many times i rack my brain and get more fucking questions
i wanna shut it down and give myself whats for the taking
oh my god
the winters feeling so cold
im riding solo
shaking under rainfall
i think id hate you but you didnt know
and theres so much more to be unveiled but i think this is my 
last one

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I THINK I MIGHT SNAP
BREAK MY NECK ROUND TWICE AND GIVE ME WHIPLASH
DONT WANT TO FIGHT IT ANYMORE AND I DONT LIKE THAT
IM STUCK HERE BUILDING MY BRIDGES

OH MY LOVE OH MY LOVE OH MY LOVE I THINK IVE DONE BAD
BROKE MY SPIRIT COZ I NEVER SHOULD HAVE DONE THAT
PULL ME TO PEICES ITLL BE THE LAST TIME 
SO FAR ITS BEEN A FUCKING CARCRASH

WOAH YEA
ITS FEELING FATAL 
IM WATCHING CEILING FANS AND PAINT DRY AS THE TIME GOES BY
SOMETIMES I ACT UP AND I DONT KNOW WHY
IM LOSING HARD
ILL FLIP THE TABLE
WOAH YEEAH 
I GET UNSTABLE
IM WATCHING LIVES GO ON AND MILESTONES AS I FALL BEHIND
SO OUT OF MIND ILL PUT IT OUT OF SIGHT
SO FAR ITS BEEN A FUCKING CARCRASH

do you miss me?
do you really miss me?
couldnt take it if youd still want to be with me
are you listening?
hope youre out there listening
im alone walking through halls of broken mirrors

and im on time on my life
where ive got nothing to hide
ill put the six on the five 
and watch the acid rain
plasticize from the sky
im running circles with fire
im on the winning team's side
i know you cant relate

oh my god
the winters feeling so cold
im riding solo
shaking under rainfall
i think id hate you but you didnt know
and theres so much more to be unveiled but i think this is my 
last one

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I THINK I MIGHT SNAP
BREAK MY NECK ROUND TWICE AND GIVE ME WHIPLASH
DONT WANT TO FIGHT IT ANYMORE AND I DONT LIKE THAT
IM STUCK HERE BUILDING MY BRIDGES

OH MY LOVE OH MY LOVE OH MY LOVE I THINK IVE DONE BAD
BROKE MY SPIRIT COZ I NEVER SHOULD HAVE DONE THAT
PULL ME TO PEICES ITLL BE THE LAST TIME 
SO FAR ITS BEEN A FUCKING CARCRASH

WOAH YEA
ITS FEELING FATAL 
IM WATCHING CEILING FANS AND PAINT DRY AS THE TIME GOES BY
SOMETIMES I ACT UP AND I DONT KNOW WHY
IM LOSING HARD
ILL FLIP THE TABLE
WOAH YEEAH 
I GET UNSTABLE
IM WATCHING LIVES GO ON AND MILESTONES AS I FALL BEHIND
SO OUT OF MIND ILL PUT IT OUT OF SIGHT
SO FAR ITS BEEN A FUCKING CARCRASH

carcrash

dagger in my back
ppl circling around me chant the
same words
the rain comes in 
the clouds turn black
take a stab in the dark
and ill take it all back get it 
scrapped
the rain comes in 
the clouds turn
black

black rain
black rain in my ashtray
black rain
black rain in my ashtray
black rain
black rain in my ashtray 
black snow
black ice on the highway
black fur
black coat on my body 
so cold
no heart 
you cant hold me
bad dream 
yea i feel like im falling 
feel like im falling 
feel like im falling

feel like im falling 
spaced out recognising everybody in the hallway
but i dont know them
i dont recall it
thousand yard stare
the walls are morphing
and i dont even know where im at, i miss fighting the boredom
creeping up anticipation 
making m nauseous
i lay my head on the ground and i hear sounds but no talking
so i open up the door to whoever starts knocking

black rain
black rain in my ashtray
black rain
black rain in my ashtray
black rain
black rain in my ashtray 
black snow
black ice on the highway
black fur
black coat on my body 
so cold
no heart 
you cant hold me
bad dream 
yea i feel like im falling 
feel like im falling 
feel like im falling

i said hi from the underworld after it was said and done
you got a spell on me you make me wanna see it out
i think ive said enough
i think ive shown my love
i think i got too many places that i get around
flying on the highs of the curve before i sink down
i dont need a shrink
i just need some time to think now
bad day
yeah im used to setbacks
i can tell its fake love
because i never felt that 

black rain
black rain in my ashtray
black rain
black rain in my ashtray
black rain
black rain in my ashtray 
black snow
black ice on the highway
black fur
black coat on my body 
so cold
no heart 
you cant hold me
bad dream 
yea i feel like im falling 
feel like im falling 
feel like im falling

black rain
black rain
black rain 
black rain in my ashtray
black rain
black rain
black rain 
black rain in my ashtray

blackrain

bluetooth w/ rit

headless w/ farella

emerge w/ farella

frail [organ tapes - di qiu]

sodus [olus - soda]

yazida - freak

hi hello havent seen you in a while now

hi [yazida - freak!]

robitussin [corbin - ctrl alt del]

alien w/ farella [modern day laboratories]

myers [gud ++ juno r13 - begotten]

oklou harddance [oklou - fall]

sour diesel w/ kojo [kastrācija - OG KUSH (SMOKE THAT B)]

sludge w/ lightwurrkk

prod:
@anem0s 
@silasroe

modern tape (2/9)

salem w/ anem0s ++ silas roe

junkyard w/ 808leelo

1. sludge w/ @lightwurrkk
2. salem w/ @anem0s ++ @silasroe
3. junkyard w/ @808leelo-808leelo
4. paradise w/ @freddieskinz
5. lawless w/ @pppppawel
6. stunted w/ @prodbynox ++ @metisxx
7. faceless w/ @rit_hk
8. sober w/ @olus440 ++ @lightwurrkk
9. end. w/ @rit_hk

MODERN TAPE

original by @ushko2000
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NHcJujqWPw

Ушко - ANGEL_150 [DJ MALLGOTH FLIP]

1 - machine code w/ @tgwog
2 - unreal
3 - dog on floor w/ tgwog
4 - your arms w/ tgwog

wretchh - unreal

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