i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

prod. wixxy & lesheff

Wake up upset 
You’re not here it’s sad
I guess I’m attached 
I GUESS IM ATTACHED 

(2x)
I AM IN DISTRESS 
GOD I AM A MESS 
I MIGHT BE OBSESSED
CUZ I NEED YOUR FACE
(2x)
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, YOURE GONE

vails:

Did I make a mistake?
For giving you my heart
Will you cut it open? 
Bleed it out 
Everytime I give In
Everythime that you sin
Everytime, everytime
I forgive it all 
Everytime I give In
Everythime that you sin
Everytime everytime
I forgive it all

(2x)
I AM IN DISTRESS 
GOD I AM A MESS 
I MIGHT BE OBSESSED
CUZ I NEED YOUR FACE
(2x)
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, EVERY TIME 
EVERY TIME, YOURE GONE

every time (feat. vails)

prod @jolst
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is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

that wasn't all I could handle
been through the rut than more than just a handful
had my friends to call 
and to stand through the storm I was that blew me out just like a candle 
I can tell u all the things that I hate
I can tell u all the things that weigh
well im past that now
I don't feel that hate
im happy now need to realise it 

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

I had to get high
so that I could waste time
watch my life pass by
I don't know what I was thinking
certainly knew yeah what I was mixing yeah
that was a bad time of my life
thinking back I wish I could go back in time
tell myself that everything will be alright
alright alright alright

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

talking in the mirror

[hook]
could it be more than everything i wanted 
conversations with myself have never felt so haunted
deep anxiety know you could relate
i havent slept i havent eaten
 ive been losing the weight
stuck inside tracing my thoughts 
call that my deep composure
smoking more and more has ruined me 
im such a loner
get nostalgic when i think about my needed closure
its common practice 
with the trauma cause its never over

[verse]
and its not healthy its not right
all the feelings kept inside
i lay awake at night and cry
my god im turning 25
have i wasted 
wasted all my time 
im pacing back and forth with day splits
wonder why im anxious
medicated issues 
its been so hard just to face it
can you be honest when you say it
youre still the reason i dont say shit
and it could never be my favorite 
mirrors in my room to remind me 
what it came with
im my own problem and ive faced it
facing the issue i dont say shit

25 (toyema)

Tell me why my songs nonprofit 
They’ll talk shit about my sound but they’ll still jock it 
If you mock it then you gotta stop it 
Me and deadends just dropped another project 

And I’m still sitting all alone 
Paychecks on my phone 
New York is still cold 
But this blunt warms my bones 

Bitch I am over you 
My girl does stuff that you could never do 

Natalie
taught me to breathe 
Myself is free
Cause myself is peace 

Imagining
a better me 
Is new to me 
But its worth it now 

Fuck Snapchat, come kiss me thru the speaker phone 
Black flat cap 
I got gold on my pinkie tho 
Racks on racks 
New York is still freezing cold 
I’ll text back when this feeling starts to get old 

Fuck Snapchat, come kiss me thru the speakerphone 
Black flat cap 
I got gold on my pinkie tho 
Racks on racks 
New York is still freezing cold 
I’ll text back when this feeling starts to get old

New York (prod.tothegood)

uh hello again

Lyrics

We should talk when it’s over
I just can’t in this headspace
I cover up mistakes
To keep out of harm's way
I can’t with the judgement
Is there ever a good day?

How is everything okay?
Cause I’m fucking broken
My anxiety’s got me
It’s hands on my neck
It’s forcing words that I’m choking
But I guess I should say it
And I guess you should know it
Oh well
What's it like dragging me to hell?
I hope someday I’ll break my spell

Nothing hurts me anymore
I barely recognize me
The eyes that reflect
I don’t ever feel remind me of me

Hope my soul is with the trees
And has finally found peace
Pack a bowl full of leaves
Just to rip it til I green

Fuck the party, make a scene
Never sober, never clean
Honestly don’t even care
To get on track cause nothing seems

Any more than make believe
Anymore than just a dream
Soon I’ll wake up
And I’ll take up
My own burden in my wings

uncanny valley (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics ⬇️ 

eyes on the barrel of rifles that are aiming at me just for fun
never know why they think its so delightful 
to make me wanna run
its not one on one
yea they start to gang up on me as a stunt
but thats not enough i do what i want
and ima keep doing it until im gone

yea u cant be lookin for me
hand up but i wont stay to freeze
angels gon take ahold of me
dangerous but my hands stull clean

in a limousine i blacked out like the tint that on the window
got no memories of anything that happened on the dark roads
i was all alone how was it i woke up in a cemetery 
i dont know i guess that ill hope that they remember me

i dont need a therapist
rather talk about it on my own
its theraputic when i tell em i dont wanna go
ill stay at home and practice all the things i wanna grow
then ill lay low until i master something i can show

and you could mean that or you couldn’t 
yea this could be a rat trap you could be a villain 
And i cnanot have that 
i guess ill be wishin
wishin for the right one 
one day ill be given
one day ill be chillin
staring at the ceilin
ill wait until my heart drop
wait until i feel it
whyd u have to steal it
i just want a second to myself to feel completed
But now im only greivin

lie for

ZERO RITUAL - BURN THE SILENCE - STUDIO MASTER - 2025

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

🎧 Track Title: Abyssal Fade

Darkness rises as the last seconds slip through your grasp. Torn from reality limb by limb, this track throws you headfirst into a collapsing world—where light is hunted, time is stolen, and every heartbeat echoes through the void. Abyssal Fade merges brutal industrial metal with glitch-warped electronics and cinematic solos, capturing the final moments of a soul lost in the fade.

🔥 Genre: Industrial Metal / Glitch Rock / Cinematic Alt-Electronic
⚔️ Style: Atmospheric riffs, glitch synths, violin and harmonica solos, layered vocal screams
🎭 Tone: Haunting, tragic, chaotic
⚡ Tempo: Mid-slow burn (120–130 BPM)

🔻 Sink into the void. Fade like you were never real.
💬 DM for collabs, usage, or remix permission.
🎙️ Drop a 🕳️ if it pulled you under.

⚡ Follow for more music from the edge of existence:

🎥 YouTube → https://youtube.com/@justaloneai
🎵 TikTok → https://www.tiktok.com/@subtoo_realmkingx

Stream it. Feel time break. Let the dark speak your name.

📝 Lyrics (for the lost, the fading, and the unbroken):

[Intro - Instrumental Build]
(Heavy ambient distortion + haunting synth pads, slow build-up with tribal drums and reversed effects)

[Verse 1]
Tear limb from limb, dark is rising,  
Hands grab me and I'm pulled within.  
A world that ends almost every day,  
I’m barely holding on in this decay.  
I live like a bandit stealing time,  
Each breath falls further out of line.

[Pre-Chorus]
The edge is calling louder now,  
I face the dark, I don’t know how.  
Still I run though shadows twist—  
Fade again into the abyss.

[Chorus]
Where there’s life there is a river,  
Where there’s light, there lies the dark.  
I keep fading, cold and clever,  
Chasing time that leaves no mark.  
Where there’s pain there is a spark,  
And I am lost inside this arc.

[Guitar Solo – Screeching bends, chaotic dive bombs, dark ambient transition]

[Verse 2]
Torn and frayed, my soul is thinning,  
Hope decays while dark is winning.  
I reach for light but grasp at air,  
Suffocating in despair.  
The abyss sings, a twisted hymn,  
I dance the line at every limb.

[Pre-Chorus]
The edge is calling louder now,  
I face the dark, I don’t know how.  
Still I run though shadows twist—  
Fade again into the abyss.

[Chorus]
Where there’s life there is a river,  
Where there’s light, there lies the dark.  
I keep fading, cold and clever,  
Chasing time that leaves no mark.  
Where there’s pain there is a spark,  
And I am lost inside this arc.

[Synth Solo – Glitchy, drowning, pulse-flickering leads layered with sub-bass]

[Verse 3]
Cursed with time, a ghost that lingers,  
Truth slips right through my fingers.  
Buried deep inside the gray,  
Is a part of me I can't betray.  
The echoes scream but I don’t turn,  
I let the emptiness burn.

[Pre-Chorus]
The edge is calling louder now,  
I face the dark, I don’t know how.  
Still I run though shadows twist—  
Fade again into the abyss.

[Chorus]
Where there’s life there is a river,  
Where there’s light, there lies the dark.  
I keep fading, cold and clever,  
Chasing time that leaves no mark.  
Where there’s pain there is a spark,  
And I am lost inside this arc.

[Bridge – Violin Solo + Harmonica distortion layered with echo FX]
(Melancholy violin over ambient glitch, slowly overtaken by harmonica wails and heartbeat pulse)

[Final Chorus – Bigger drums, layered vocals, guitar harmonies]
Where there’s life there is a river,  
Where there’s light, there lies the dark.  
I keep fading, cold and clever,  
Chasing time that leaves no mark.  
Where there’s pain there is a spark,  
And I am lost inside this arc.

[Outro – Fade-Out]
(Soft synth echo + glitching heartbeat + reversed ambient guitar tail)


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