he!!o pu!is

ada saja yg dpt mencarut
ketentaraman yg senang dihasut
dari sunyi yg berembun sejuk
smpai kemalam yg tersungguh kejam

ada saja yg dapat mencarut
ketentaraman yg senang dihasut
dari jalan yg (pernah) kita lalui
sampai kemalam pernah kita selami

hasut

Dalam gelap ku tenteram
hingga sadar menyelumbungi
penglihatan yg bertapis
adakah duni sebegini fana

ku tak ingin ada disini
tak ku mengerti mengapa yg terjadi, jadi

menghayati sekeliling
yg hanya mampu membawa sunyi
mencari teman untuk berbelah bagi
hati yg ingin merasa dicintai

oh, ku tak ingin ada disini
tak ku mengerti mengapa yg terjadi, jadi

ingin

aku yang masih mencari cari tenang
seluruh raga ku yg kian tak bermaya
turut hatiku yang semakin mengeras
semua pelita yg kan pasti terlelap

ku yg hanya mampu mencuri ceria
walau sesaat kadang tak ku percaya
bercuaca kan suram kenyataan duniaku
pada malam sunyi ku cari lagi suria

suram

kegelapan merangkumi semua
juga jiwa yang semakin nyata
melalui mata yang ku ada
dari laguku berdendang duka

gelap

I forgot I wrote this song back in 2020. Man was fr self loathing back then but worry not, I’m working on it - to love myself more. Bless y’all

Lyrics;
Wish i could, turn back time
for I let myself turn dark
now it’s just way to rough
i can’t feel anything

all I do is hurt my friends
and everyone that’s close to me
I wanna be like all the other
but wth, cant seem to 

to be kind, to feel love
all the things that I can’t
let me please just dissapear
for my body for the better

while i crave for a soul
i’m well aware i don’t deserve
another mess wont be yours
i’ll turn to dust you won’t miss

A Mess You Won’t Miss (2020)

Halamana

ke alam berkilau kilauan

please be mine (molly burch cover)

salah satu usaha yang terlalu banyak tunggakan sampai menjadi sia sia.

Boi Kesian

Strange Love

Love, Stay Away

Last Session

First Session

Clandestine

This is the first draft of Beachbabe. I first played in on my acoustic and immediately recorded this once i had the chord and the first verse set, and wrote the rest while recording. It was meant to be a guideline, never to be released. This was back in May 2018.

I've made multiple attempts to record an "official" recording of Beachbabe but was never happy with the outcome. It did not feel the same as the draft. I would find myself listening to the draft a lot then and recently too after i found this song again. Anyway... yeah i forgot whats the point of all this. 

I love going to this beach and i used to almost always go every week. The beach is pretty far from where i live, but i'd still go after work or uni just to clear my head before i head home. I needed that long drive. Ok so since i like to go the beach kan, my lonely ass who likes spend most of his time alone pun angan angan kan bedangan. So yeaaaaa

Beachbabe (Draft)

24 & masih bermimpi, jauh dari realiti, jiwa kelam, dunia suram, apa kan jadi .. suara hambar, lagu pun sama...

dont take me seriously

Hfeez

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