different typa wayy

emotional disaster with
https://soundcloud.com/justinparks1 & https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

Out On All Platforms :)

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emotional disaster w/ jstnprks (prod. by recycleBin)

he said it, i'm too damaged

w/ @scapexgoat


i'm trying my best 
i swear i am 
tryna show you i need you 
i wanna hold your hand 
i've been hurt so fucking badly i forget who i am 
this was never part of the plan 
so can you promise you won't run from me 
cause i'm so scared i'm fucking shaking
it gets hard to breathe
n i'm not used to someone wanting me 
god, it feels so fucking comforting

so pour me a drink
and i'll sing you to sleep 
n he said it
i'm too damaged 
bleed through the bandages
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him
n just to go sleep
have to be off fucking sedatives
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him

[scapegoat] 
i was in the backseat 
looking at my phone
why you never text me
i feel so alone
i just wanted you to stay 
tell me when the fuck you're coming back
i know i'm so bad
hate to see you like that
tell me why the fuck it hurts so bad
i wish i could save you but i know i can't
how the fuck can i help you,
i can't help myself

bleed through the bandages (w/ scapegoat)

prod. caspr
engineered by skrwd
mixed and mastered by Patrick Gardner

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I just wanna talk about it but you don't hit my phone up
I got too much in my system, fucking throwing up
I've been working every night, just have to count it up
Tell you I miss you, but you don't wanna speak much
I feel so lost when you're not here
I can't fucking sleep when you're not near
I swear I care, but we don't even talk and it's not fair
I've been losing my mind and I'm holding onto you
Trying to figure out a way to give it back to you
Overthinking every word I ever say to you
I'm trying my best, don't know what else to do
I'm so scared you'll leave me here, I worry so much you'll disappear
I just wanna talk about it, you don't wanna talk about it

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I haven't seen you in weeks, you're not too far from the city
You tremble when you speak and I know it's on me partially
Talk to me softly, tell me that you want me
Laying in my bed, yeah, longing for your heartbeat
When I'm with you it's not so bad but every time you leave, I just get so sad
You're the only one that knows me like that so I'm so scared that you won't come back
You're the roof over my head, eyes got me focused
Every time I inhale your scent, I'm in heaven
You're the one I'm flexin, not even a question
Tell me what's on your mind, maybe it'll kill the tension
We'll be alright, only a matter of time
Even from far away, you're the color of my sky

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

swear w/ skele (prod. caves)

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31zQPeXzSBzl5DxmkZdopX
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvXQl0WEsjI

Artist:
@lilskeleskrrt

Produced by
@afterlife66

Lyrics:
say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

i keep getting worse
i know it's not what you want
to see me cold in a hearse
but i keep
losing my fucking mind
i'm off the sedatives
lay down, head cold
now where my medicine

i don't even really want to talk about it
i feel it now
i probably shouldn't keep on deciding
that i need you around
i don't even really want to think about it
i'm breaking up
probably shouldn't keep on pretending
that you'll just stick around

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

bought me flowers
but does it really matter
i know you'll be gone in an hour
we can never have a happy after
it's drilled into my head, love disaster

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

skele - i know i'm not what you want

i fell in love and fell apart again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/afterlife66

(after everything, the last thing i thought i'd hear was i love you
but, i guess it never mattered to you like it did to me,
i'm sorry)

i'm the worst 
and god i know that
cause by now i realize
the reason it all ends bad
cause i keep breaking 
and you couldn't take it 
so i just lay down in my bed
and dream we made it

and there's so much more that i had planned
and now i sit alone with shakey hands
disregard all the blood i bled,
i wish that you were here instead
i thought that you'd be here to hold me
i remember all the words you told me 
you'd never leave like this 
i couldn't prepare for all the things i'd miss

the medicine, my lungs turned black
eight letters i won't hear back 
couple pills, i can't relax
it's so fun when shit gets bad

the medicine, my lungs turned black
eight letters i won't hear back 
couple pills, i can't relax
it's so fun when shit gets bad

medicine, my lungs turned black
i know you're not too sad
left a knife in my back 
i ruined everything we had 

i'd run away before you don't want to
if i get close i know that i'll hurt you 
run away before you don't want to 
if i get close i know that i'll
hurt you 

okay, alright 
i like when i feel numb,
i don't know what to feel like
okay, alright 
i'll fool myself into every pretty lie

i don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again
i don't know if i'm okay enough 
so i keep taking medicine 
to give my head a rest 
but what did i expect
(what did i expect)

and someday soon
your eyes will light up the whole damn room 
when you mention someone else
like they did,
when i was your everything 

i fell in love and fell apart again 
i can't keep taking medicine 
to give my head a rest 
but what did i expect

medicine, pt. 2 (prod. afterlife)

new merch @ 93feetofsmoke.com
Prod mix master @93feetofsmoke
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLTPhG9fRFY

lyrics:
bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

face it 
doomed to run it up 
inside a basement
wasted 
wasting all the time
I'm getting wasted
x2

think it's caught up with my body
it's all of the medicine
all of the medicine now

light that boy up
thomas and edison
if u miss me
u should know it gets worse
I can't fix everything
some people hurt
never knew me
ain't no weight 
in your words
and its two for the feature
and three for the verse

bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

too much going down deep
too much and its taking over
I tend to bite my tongue
until my stars align together

I’ve been outside (vid in desc)

So what if I leave you 
Still stuck in my head cause I need you
I hated the sequel I wonder if I didn’t call would I see you
So whyd she go and lie to me
I keep my head down I’m running from what’s inside of me 
And I can love you but honestly my anxiety 
I’m cutting wrists to avoid that there’s nothing of me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
Leave me in the bottom of a hole
Staring down a barrel with my soul at stake
I wanna fade away
I wanna die today
I tried yesterday

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

So, Go (prod. jolst)

vocals by @supachefm & @lilskeleskrrt
mix & master by @polearm

goner, loser w/ skele

imma go smoke

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

spotify

books

prod mix master @93feetofsmoke  

vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwSdqms2kW8

I'm tryina go viral
say she like my style
i dont fck w ppl
they not worth my while
spot em out like beagle
run it up like miles
run it up like EBT
used to need a card 
now i need a dam piece
gold leaf on my hip
and make it 3peat
bich im weezy f baby
back in '03
she got boots wit the fur
apple bottom jeans
from the window to the wall
i see everything

i see everything
i dont speak on it much
but i hear everything
i dont think bout it much
but i feel everything
uh
uh
i feel everything

i feel everything
give me something anything
fill this hole inside my heart
boy i need anything
i'll take anything
plz give me something anything
I've tried everything
give me something anything

i dont hang w ppl like i used to
i dont like the ppl that i used to bby
and i aint taking bullsht like i used to
so i don't hang w ppl like i used to bby

gold leaf on my hip
and make it 3peat
bich im weezy f baby
back in '03
she got boots wit the fur
apple bottom jeans
from the window to the wall
i see everything

i see everything
i dont speak on it much
but i hear everything
i dont think bout it much
but i feel everything
uh
uh
i feel everything......

i see everything (vid in desc)

video: https://youtu.be/aS7szkqgc9A

ft. @cxldface
prod @user-856514666 (yungspoiler) & @kingtheta
mix master @93feetofsmoke

https://open.spotify.com/track/2GpoaysGvytMNs7XlK5tWN?si=21b6ae605cf34688

lyrics:

tryina air it out
like a droptop 'cedes
E-380
young tom brady
why u always
tryina play me?
sign a 360
& hit a 180
so its fck u
pay me!
x2

I don't wanna dig it up
even if i could
I dont wanna be alone
but i prolly should
i cant smoke the pain away
i still try to everyday
if i spelled it out
this shit wont drop
it'd be a throw away

so i don't fuck w/ nobody
and no1 fwm
so i don't fuck w/ nobody
and no1 fwm

tryina air it out
like a droptop 'cedes
E-380
young tom brady
why u always
tryina play me?
sign a 360
& hit a 180
so its fck u
pay me!
x2

cxldface:

Wait he said he don’t really fuck with nobody I feel the same
Yeah diamonds on my pinky ring,
Shawty gon’ look one way,
Like where we go (oh, oh, oh,)
And yeah my neck cold (oh woah)
And your messages on read I guess this how we’ll do that 

Give me it all,
Let me fall,
Life is like a gun yeah,
We’ll shoot them all, (alright)
Give me it all,
Let me fall,
Life is like a gun wait,
We’ll shoot them all, (alright)

Girl I hope you sleep tight,
And maybe some day i’ll feel right
Going after that green light 
Glitzy pop em’ that beam right (wait)
Gucci shopping I feel right,
Matte black I’m rolling’ up in that big body,
I’m starting to feel crazy something don’t feel right

93:

tryina air it out
like a droptop 'cedes
E-380
young tom brady
why u always
tryina play me?
sign a 360
& hit a 180
so its fck u
pay me!

so i dont fw nobody 
and no1 fwm
so i dont fw nobody 
and no1 fwm

droptop 'cedes ft. cxldface (vid in desc)

wake up shakes from your name
on my phone screen
i never thought i would see that again
i thought i was fine without you here 
but i 
feel,
it now,
i fear

so just tell me what you want 
i'll fucking give you it all
bleed all over the pavement 
i'll pin myself to the wall
you know just how to get through me
i fucking hate how you do it
just the same as you knew me,
i'm all alone
you can see it

i don't ever wanna feel that hurt again
but it doesn't feel the same 
without you in my bed
i'll tell you anything you wanna hear i,
wanna go right back to the start

i'm feeling it now, mr. krabs

i hate myself. 

original artwork by @astrosux

Prod. Heydium

Mix/Master - Me duh.

i hate myself [+heydium]

numb4 w skele (splashgvng)

lyrics:

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

I made a pact with my well-being 
But I couldn’t keep me from loving u still
The eyes of creation are all seeing 
And if they see me then I’m going to hell
Still what they pour Henny for
We all so blasted I don’t think we need no more
I feel I need a breather quick
My emotions don’t match with this mixed up gin 
Keep going 
I eat that cake then I perform
U cannot smoke this a me blunt
I roll backwoods until I go tree form
Bite on my lip till it comes off
Use me however to get off
Call me whatever u see fit
But after just pick up my pieces

And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

guardin:
yeah she's sucking me dry
not in the way that i'd probably like
i was afraid to commit to her patterns
living vicariously through her life
oh
feeling like i
wasn't enough to encompass your eyes
blistering welts like a page off of thrasher
half of the shit that i do isn't wise
torch where those feelings reside
kiss on my neck as i'm gripping your thighs
love isn't cheap when it's riddled with answers
i fall asleep always questioning why
cords tangled up like a dancer
timberwood lake house just south of dubai
you make my heartbeat grow faster
palpitation till it bursts through the sky
pierce through my skin till it's all bone dry
listen to my heart beat out as I die

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

friday nite fun ft guardin (twentytwo)

BoyWithUke - Toxic (slowed,reverb)

shoutout @prod-oc for doing the bass for me <3 
thanks for listening <3 first solo song in forever 

// chorus
i don’t want to let go
but the feeling in my chest says no
and when the colors in my eyes won’t show
i hope you’ll see I’m better as bones

// verse
i don’t want to talk about it
cause every day is a blur in my head
when i look at you you’re perfect
but don’t look at me i’m worthless
and i don’t even try to hide it
you can see on it on the surface
everyone will say i’m heartless
i just wish that they could see

that it hurts for me to breathe
and it hurts for me to feel
and it hurts for me to walk on this earth everyday
and i can’t keep on pretending
keep lying
there’s no meaning
when my life comes to an end
i swear i’ll be okay

bones

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

different typa wayy

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