Hey king how do i play this on the guitar

my heart goes 🥰🥰 right when fredo starts singing 

expect a few versions of this one lol. written in 2019.

FUCK YOU (ME)

what's the point of telling the truth anymore
when there are people waiting for you to fall to the floor
i keep my thoughts to myself like a nice young man
but understand it’s only cuz i think you’d hate me again
where’s the fun in trying your best all the time
looks like it’s easier to let things flow and not force the rhyme
at least not all the time

i guess this is life (is this life?) (this life?)
GOD I'M ALIVE
and i will take it upon myself to decide what is wrong from right
i'll do what i like (what i like) (i like)
THIS IS MY LIFE
and it goes like

i wake up and i’m real pissed off
my head goes
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
i smoke a bit and try not to cough
my lungs go
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i think to myself
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i say to myself
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

i made a list of all the things i should do tomorrow
instead of sleeping in
i’m shedding off this skin
and letting go of who i once was
someday i swear i’ll beat the system
and break every rule till i’m numb
i’m learning to run
away from the signs that say “RUN”
 
i guess this is life (is this life?)
AHHHH AHHHH
and i will take it upon myself to decide what is wrong from right
i'll do what i like (what i like) (i like)
THIS IS MY LIFE
and it goes like

i wake up and i’m real pissed off
(i wake up and i’m real pissed off)
my head goes
(my head goes)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
i smoke a bit and try not to cough
(i smoke a bit and try not to cough)
my lungs go
(my lungs go)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i think to myself
(how many times in a day do i think to myself)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i say to myself
(how many times in a day do i say to myself)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU(ME) [very old acoustic demo]

Swimming Pool (The Front Bottoms Acoustic Cover)

RAPTURE SCHOOL

Annabelle

hey mike, come back home plz thank you

if being young is easy why the hell does it feel so damn hard?
growing up being told that looking back is the best part
don't want to lose my friends, nights that never end
writing letters that i'll probably never send
cuz i read them
when i'm lonely at night

and everybody around me is leaving too
some are already gone, lucky it's only a few
i never said goodbye to one of my best friends
hey mike, i miss you man
playing horrible songs in my backyard
gettin high for the first time between two cars
sneaking out to drive around
and enjoy the peace

so what's the point
to try your best
if everything goes black to white
and i am nothing like the rest
where's the love
cuz i've heard the hate
does anything matter anymore
or is it too late

preparation for the things you can't seem to prepare for
such a waste of time, but it's only going to happen more
telling me i'm wrong, knew it all along
so i'll let it all out in these fucking songs
part of me is preserved
the best of me is preserved

and if i can't slow time i'll enjoy today
not stressing too hard bout my GPA
cuz in a couple of months
we all know it won't matter anyways
doing things that i shouldn't just because i can
when you're under 18 who's to tell you what you cannot
do
it's something new

so what's the point
to try your best
if everything goes black to white
and i am nothing like the rest
where's the love
cuz i've heard the hate
does anything matter anymore
or is it too late

cuz lately i've
been feeling pretty good about myself
and lately i
don't fight my parents when they try to help
it's been a long 17 years
be on my own in less than one year
but i'm so scared
expecting me to know who i am

so what's the point
to try your best
if everything goes black to white
and i am nothing like the rest
where's the love
cuz i've heard the hate
does anything matter anymore
or is it too late

hey mike, i miss you man

hey mike, i miss you man (backyard version)

WOOOO FULL BAND SHIT LET'S GO! get ready for a whole lot of this coming soon ;)

also fuck Mariano's that place sucked to work at. eat a dick Jean.

i've been 
watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

it's 4am and i'm supposed to be at work at 10
but i fucking hate my job
so i'll sleep in and hope they fire me
because i'm no quitter
i've got a paper due on Tuesday that i haven't even started
who really cares about the end result
if i didn't try
cuz it's all bullshit

it's getting colder outside these days
and i've been

watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

in the end we're all the same
just empty smiles with forgettable names
your excuses don't mean anything to me

my family thinks i have potential but i use it all on
things that shouldn't matter (but to me they really matter)
cuz they take my mind
off of the future
i tell myself that if i can't pay for my college
i'll just run away and sleep inside a van until i figure out
who i am
because i don't know who i am

but i'm running out of time
and i've been

watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

so so long to everything that i love
so long to everyone that i love
so so long to everything that i love
so long to everyone that i love

i'm
watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

Ghost of Mariano's

music video!

Disco Inc. - Ghost Of Mariano's (acoustic demo)

seasonal depression is kicking my ass, so here's some music
cover photo taken by corey "deko" gilbert

lyrics:
laying up at night 
no concept of myself 
i'm lost inside my head 
you're lost inside, as well 

i'm breathing in fresh air 
on my grandparents' front porch 
while you're laying in the grass 
or you're staring at the floor 

and anxious like i am 
i'm panicking again 
'cause i'm losing touch with all 
the people i call friends 

you're losing in a staring contest 
with whatever's in your mirror 
you are me and i am you 
but we're not one and i'm inferior 

i'm three beers past five too many 
i'm two bowls past too high 
i'm one forehead kiss away 
from falling asleep when i realize 

that my whole life is up in the air 
my heart is out on a tightrope 
and my mind is so unaware 
that the safety net was cut a long time ago 

so why should i remember 
when good times come around 
if the deafening silence of anxiety 
will drown out the prettiest sounds 

at the bottom of a riverbed 
my nightmares are coming on 
they feel like my favorite song 
if i didn't know the words whenever it came on

winter

download <3

a conversation about identity

if i'm being honest
i don't know where to begin
cuz i keep setting my alarm then hit snooze and sleep in
i signed up for the gym and went twice cuz i'm so lazy that i'd rather pay the monthly fee then cancel it entirely

i feel like a loser
when i talk to my friends
because they all have seemed to come to terms with reaching the end
and i don't want to go to college but it looks like i will
cuz in the years to come i'll have to find a way to pay bills

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

things are gettin heavy
and i feel so confused
cuz every time i think i'm comfortable i end up bruised
i've got a million different choices and there's no way to tell
whether the one i make today will send me up or to hell 

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

i'm a piece of garbage
and i've learned to accept
that there are things about myself that will stay permanent
no matter how much i pretend that i am in control
there'll always be another side to me that i'll never know
there'll always be another side to me that i'll never know
there'll always be another side to me that will take control

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

the feelings you will feel the summer before going to college (demo)

two more singles off of my debut album "Very Cool Music for Very Cool People", coming out August 17th!

any worze demo i whipped up just right now

i.am.orange.

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