Songs for my death day

its kinda fucking messed up
that im forced
into getting a job
and then to work

for the rest of my life
and then i retire
when ive already been used up

i dont want to fucking work
i just want to stay in my own bedroom

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

i really dont want to
stay in school
cuz i cant concentrate on who 
is even teaching the bullshit they're feeding me
to make me a tool

and i'd rather not be a robot
typing stuff onto a little box
coz thats exactly what i already am
and im fucking dumb to make that my career plan

i dont want to fucking work
but i want some fucking cash in my hand

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

WORKSHY

I hate change

Don't want a job or friends
Don't care about objects
Don't need a future wife
Don't care for shit in life

I don't care 

Don't need cars or money 
My room I'll never leave
Cuz we're all just physics
Played out in cosmic death

bored

LET'S START OVER AGAIN - Belowground reupload

search
for something to make you whole
but nothing ever will
jump deeper into the hole
find your will

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

a year's gone by, and i'm still the same
my eyes burn red, the light eats away

find
the moment which feels right
make sure you hold on tight
jump deeper into a hole
you cant climb

open
your eyes and ignore the light
radiating in
a body submerged in water
can you swim?

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

don't wanna break the mold
the story's getting old

The Mold

something's been keeping me up
i thought that i could do better
but i'm not
... i get so cold in the night

you were there to bring me down
i would have stayed home if i knew you were out
well you looked quite nice
but i noticed your smile didn't make it to your eyes

i want it all
i'll raise, if you call
two hearts, black six
then a little switch in my head goes click


i get high
when i'm low
i get by 
i make do

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
i hope 


this world is so nice, it's a beautiful place
if i need a reason, i think of your face
but lately i've been kinda fine
i can go for days 

i never got far with your friends
i find it very hard to relate to them 
they say you're wasting your time          
if you feel that way
maybe don't waste mine

i want it all
your court, my ball
i'll shoot my shot
if i don't get it in there again... so what


i get high
when i'm low
i get by
i make do

will it fade
i don't know
any day
would be cool

i get high 
when i'm low
i get by
without you 

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
i hope 


i get high 
when i'm low
i can't lie
it gets old 

will it fade
i don't know
but i'll be okay
... i hope

I Get High (When I'm Low)

leavemedown

Break you apart
By the string through my heart
You take a hit, crack your rib
Recall me back
So when you run away again
Just know i never left

It's never over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i’d felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor

When you said that we couldn’t be
Any thing, any more
While you bleed on your sleeve
Of where your heart rests assured
That i'm far enough away
To nеver hurt you again
Don't worry, this time it's true

It's nеver over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i'd felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor
I told you that i’m okay
How the fuck could i be okay?
I just didn’t want to upset you
Reasons i still don't get
Guess i can forget
Because you’ve forgotten too

Again! (crustsox cover)

1965

despite everything it's still you!

Brightside part 2 (prod. peril‬)

sinking into my bed
thoughts of a frontal lobe laced with lead
it's felt like hell
and honestly i've haven't been the same since 2012

help me tell myself that im the same
or maybe say that im better off changed
but i feel like im living in a game
forced to play the same way every day

and whenever i look back and try to remember
it all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yeah
cause honestly i haven't been the same since that year
i dont even know if this is real and i fear

that we're already dead

feasting on purgatorial breakfast
they all break fast
doomed to an eternal prison
in the form of breathing and living

help me tell myself that im the same
or maybe say that im better off changed
but i feel like im living in chains
a matrix where i lay in dismay 

and whenever i look back and try to remember
it all comes down to the year the world was supposed to end, yeah
and honestly i haven't been the same since that year
i dont even know if this is real and i fear myself

the world ended in 2012

VERSE 1
i dont try, i dont cry
spend my days locked inside
waste away as time flies by
i wait the day when i will die

i hate my life but i say im fine
but im nothing new im just like
these other dudes living in strife
im nothing new, same old design

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

VERSE 2
i make songs, shitty songs
shitty guitar with fake drums
shitty bass (played with a pick)
shitty lyrics made by scum

im not one to interact
cuz i cant talk i just panic attack
and i thought that i was complex
but im just like everyone else

BRIDGE
put my fist through the wall
im nothing new, nothing at all
i never write i never call
im nothing new, nothing at all
i cant talk to girls, i get ignored
i'm nothing new, nothing at all

CHORUS
i'm nothing at all

Femur Breaker

Please stop asking questions 
Of what I’m doing with my life
I hate to say depression 
But lately I just want die

Leave me alone 
I want to be six feet below 

Please don’t check up on me 
I’m not doing well at all
I’m going fucking crazy 
Splat my brains against the wall

Leave me alone 
I want be six feet below

Suicide Song

[Slater's Verse]
Lately I'm dead
I can't stop feelings of dread
Lately I'm done
I can't have no fun
Lately life sucks
It's a cliche, now guess what
Lately life's fun
I'm done, all done

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

I don't know where I went wrong
And I don't know where I belong
In my head with all my songs
In my head alone all along

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
A party for one, so let me be
Pity party, you give me plays
I write songs and I'll be okay

Pity party, just for me
A party for onе, so let me be
Pity party, just for mе
Just let me be, just fucking let me be

[Owen's Verse]
My music is stupid
Pumping out stereo putrid
Confused and lost
I got fame but at what cost
I lost my friends and I lost myself
And all for what, she's still on the shelf
Goddamn this business is so lame
I'm going fucking insane

[Chorus]
Pity party, just for me
Pity party, can't you see
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you

Pity party, can't you see
Pity party, just for me
You make me feel like a loser
Why am I such a fucking loser to you



Written by UhOhSlater and Owen Adamcik

Pity Party ft. Owen Adamcik

I exist. I love electric guitars more than my life. If I don’t end myself, I might upload something in the distant future but idk music theory.

Again! (crustsox cover)

arin

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