these beginning chords are so hypnotizing

"left home to give a peace of mind to my folks yet I’m stuck inside.
figured I made a solid plan, though it didn’t work! Quick I need a place to hide.
sick in quarters, diagnosis given.
meant to break u down and build u back again.
yes we’ve been broken so they send us home, yes we been broken but we’re not alone feeling silent
is it over, red rover? 2x

shout out to @mossgardenn , thank u for feedback :)!"

released on: 9 May 2021

is it over?

old title: goturback2022.14.02

released on: 14 February 2022

goturback

cinnamon breath

Stems are available @ https://evangeline.info

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

[ SOC ]

--

I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

It could be sth in my psyche 
That makes me think that nobody likes me
A lovely room to myself, if they left and I couldn’t tell

I couldn’t tell you.
in my worst moments, I was a selfish stupid person
No I dont need truth, I got myself now,
I am so see thru, do u know how I feel now??

Is that what I really wanted all this time,
 I swear I knew the truth, still I can’t get close to you

It could be sth in my psyche 
That makes me think that nobody likes me
A lovely room to myself, if they left then I couldn’t tell

Pick on putting it down 
plead on, suddenly buffering out
Fluff of lightnings south
Seeking sense, god help me now
Pas iptonodinjo ipa cheno nodingu ay
Gude sennon omlam blyo sol

im beginning to lose all my senses of the meaning
all im missing, i could need it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it
all my senses of the meaning
all im missing, i could need it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it
just tell me if you can’t care care about it or you dont

Psyche

letting this one go for now

[Verse 1]
I can see it in your eyes
We’re falling half asleep
It’s time to rest your weary head
It’s time to stop the bleed

[Pre-Chorus]
This couldn’t be
This couldn’t be
This couldn’t be

[Chorus]
This couldn’t be
What you dreamed of
I’m sure this isn’t it

And it’s alright
There’s always tomorrow
To try again
To try again

im sure this isn't it

lyrics:
can’t even open an e-mail
can’t even string along the thoughts I
leave too far behind my compass
leave too far behind the dumpster in the back

cause you know
I just sit here
pulling gumballs out my hair
pulling gumballs off the chair
and I’ve never felt worse
I’ve never felt worse
I’ve never felt worse

do what you wanna
i know you're waiting here for me 
on the other side of this

I fall to pieces in your
frozen grip
I fall to pieces in your
frozen grip

do what you wanna
i know you're waiting here for me 
on the other side of this

do what you wanna
i know you're waiting here for me 
on the other side of this

Compass

better days

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

Magic

@underscores

part of @artbyform's "All Nighter, Volume One", with album proceeds funding the important work of https://www.mermaidsuk.org.uk/ to support trans youth and their families in the uk.



what do i wanna look like when i go outside?
when will i finally wanna go outside?
why does it feel so wrong when i’m outside?
then what do i gotta do to go outside?

must be these walls

save your words
till i figure this out
save your breath
i’m still so lost

must be these walls

who do i wanna be when i go outside?
who am i gonna be when i go outside?

and maybe someday you’ll feel like you can go outside c:
master by @jupelife

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