super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

lost song prod by this girl right here

I think I’ll stay inside for the night
Don’t take it personal, don’t wanna make you cry out of spite
i’ve always had to lie to survive
and i’m really sick of putting all my time to the side
This shit is lethal 
Backhanded compliments eating me inside
Ain’t no comparisons the only thing im drawing is a knife
Talk about shit that’ll haunt me for my life
Taking pills that made me really think he wanted me to die
Always feel like I’m losing time
Shake my brain out everyday until the words fall out in line
Put my face inside my hoodie I look awful when I cry
There’s no way that my friends wouldn’t judge the faucet that I hide

why try
all I wanna do is hide
stay inside
picture one day in the future when i might
get out 
My whole life I can’t stop wearing my disguise
head down
cause i hate it when you look me in the eyes 

left out every day i’m alive
stressed out playing through e-every outcome in my mind
like when you took me out the other night 
you don’t even say goodbye before you catch another flight

peacehealth

saturn

3am track

prod. and vox @hiddencontact

additional help and vox @aichakushi

Prayers (hidden contact + aichakushi)

n0hope (LLC)

Airplane Window

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Goob picked up a guitar from a garage sale! He was so happy! He played a melodious tune to celebrate his new guitar! Afterwards when he put it away he realized there was a tag on it, Curious, it read Owen Falkner 04/06/05, return to Greg Millengier by 07/28/05. The return box was unchecked. Goob didn't worry about it too much as he now owns it.

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