a song about having to confront something that has terrified me for years

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snakes in the grass im treading on
worrying ill be bitten soon
hope im not the one you're betting on
dont expect me to finish soon

i want to see a star
i want to see it all
these eyes are so frightening, the open pit widening
these walls are my arms, here to catch me when i fall
i want to see a star
i want to see it all

its been a while how you been
didnt think wed meet again
thought id see you at the end
and that's there we would begin
something new has come to light
burning, smoldering with life
deep inside its come to rise
its putting up a fight
i just wanna take a minute
have i started have i finished
god i hope i dont forget this again, again
well you got just what you wanted
all despite how much i fought it
am i just something forgotten again, again, again

i want to see a star
i want to see it all
these eyes are so frightening, the open pit widening
these walls are my arms, here to catch me when i fall
i want to see a star
i want to see it all

i want to see a star
i want to see it all
(inhale)

these walls are my arms
these walls are my arms

i am light
i am god extended
i feel fear
comfort me please

THESE WALLS, ARE MY, AAAAAAAAARMS

these walls are my arms

TALKING 2 MYSELF (w/ kxly06✰)

catching my breath

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