My friends go to therapist for legal drugs
They've never felt enough
They go to the same cafes and restaurants
With no love
And so am I
But I only live in my room
Try so hard and make it home
CUZ I've never been able to have one

When I met you, I started to discuss
Is it a waste of time? 
I can't define 
And with the all the warnings signs
 you can be mine

Cuz in my own home, there's nothing left to be crashed
So if you want to turn it to ash
Go head whatever makes you satisfied
I CAN live a lie
And love it
Maybe even try to believe it

Look at this shattered glass
And kids who scared to take a step 
They lack trust
Even when you assure there's nothing left
You always ask why
I can't be barefoot on the grass 
Now I'm ready to do it and jump
If that's what they mean by "love"

Is it waste of time?
I can't define
If it's a warning sign

CUZ in my own home, there's nothing left to be crashed
So if you want to turn it to ash
Go head whatever makes you satisfied

Tell me you love me
And I'll do
Even if it's
Not true 

We had a better days together
Fit for the winter and summer
Me and who
Me and this pair of shoes

Tossed you in the dust
Left you there to rust
I'm incapable of
Buying new ones

You brought me your heels, six inches high
Can't put them on, so tight
You said "they gave me blisters"
Something I can't buy

We're on our last leg
There's no other shot to take
I'm married too
This pair of shoes

Tossed you in the dust
Left you there to rust
I'm incapable of
Buying new one

You brought me your heels, six inches high
Can't put them on, not my size
You said "they gave me blisters"
Something I can't buy
I'd rather die
To think you even have a single wart
Does it ever hurt?

Just bought this new trainers
My feet still can't fit in
Still can't
But I'm still standing out
I'm still standing out
Watching anxious crowd
Whilst singing on a ledge
And I was so right about keeping it

Cause it had never been tight
It always kept me high
It's my aesthetic
Something you can't buy

Shabby shoes

Tryna be happy in the morning
Putting a hair tie
Grabbing some coffee to drink
Make sure Everything's alright
And it was
Until you came
That's when I knew I can't be that girl for a whole day

I love to see them embrace
What I hate
But for me I'll always say

If there's something I hate I'll always hide it
My rested face my rested body
You tried to save it with that sorry
I tried to stay
Cause I never thought about me

There's some advice that I wouldn't take it
I know you think I'm easily offended
Spiritually we're separated

If the food tastes bad
I'll blame my mouth
Probably my teeth are unbrushed
Oh I said it again
I needed to be shushed
Cuz when they all came
I can't be that girl for a whole day

I love to see her embrace
What I hate
But for me I'll say

If there's something I hate
I'll always hide it
My rested face my rested body
Try to save me please hurry

A real smiling photo with a family
Crop top and low rise jeans
You asked to fill your curiosity
It wasn't me

That girl

Sometimes when you walk slowly you might fall
You might get more stress the more you squeeze the ball
You Lose it all
Even while you're standing tall

Oh my, my, my, my lord
I swear I've avoided
What they call wrong

You might fail
Even when you try
You might not believe
All those lies
And be in the same room nod your head
Saving those why's

Oh my, my, my, my logic
I'm truly sorry for what I did
I know the things that I said
Weren't the same in my head
I know you're asking yourself
Why am I useless

Oh my, my, my, my lord
They say someone like me shouldn't keep you on their tongue

But I like the idea of
Power
Something stronger
Even a king needs a saviour
In the middle of the 

The middle of a battle

You're the taste of coffee after brushing teeth 
You're a golden colour of rusted wheel
You're a pretty moment of an expaired memory 


I'm tried of looking at your pictures and feel like this
But I can't act like you were nothing 
But I swear I will
I will 

I'll find a way to forget , I'll find a way to start
I can't comprehend, no one can make the stars 
Levitating in my heart 
The way you do

YOU'RE a piece of hair that flew into my plate
It's easy to get it away
But I can't enjoy the supper the same

I'm tired of looking at your eyes like a test
But I can't act like it's not a bliss
But I swear I....

I'll find a way to forget, I'll find a way to start
I can't comprehend, why no one could make the stars
Levitating in my heart
The way you do

It's the perfect us, and the shittest place
It's my 5 meals and your empty plate
It's that "I can't see you"
Unless it's my last hey 

I will

I'm miss zero
Never been someone's hero
I give them my best reaction
They hate my same action
And end up confused
I'll always make them cool
While I'm just a stupid fool
Everything's better than solitude

You can't feel pretty unless I'm the ugliest person alive
You start to feel low when I reach somthing high
I'll stay in the tunnel for you to see only light

I'm retarded, I can't understand your jokes
It was just a comment you wrote
Under a shit post
You're not racist nor a homophobe
I'm short tempered, can't stand your jokes
It's not hatred, you do it when you're bored


Hey miss ten
Did you find a better friend?
It's all the same now and then
Did you even notice?
Or was it all just dramatic
Were the photos only an aesthetic?

You can't feel pretty unless I'm the ugliest person alive
You start to feel low when I reach somthing high
I'll stay in the tunnel for you to see only light

I'm retarded, I can't understand your jokes
It was just a comment you wrote
Under a shit post
You're not racist nor a homophobe
I'm short tempered, can't stand your jokes
It's not hatred, you do it when you're bored

I wish there was a reason
I know for you it's scheming
I was scared of communicating
And I was scared of watching you leaving
Do I miss us?
Or I miss the part
The part

I'm retarded, I can't understand your jokes
It was just a comment you wrote
Under a shit post
You're not racist nor a homophobe
I'm short tempered, can't stand your jokes
It's not hatred, you do it when you're bored


10/10

No one will know us
Unless one of us dies
We wrote a whole book
Were you blind?
I damaged my vocal chords
Were you hard of hearing? Or just didn't care enough
About our skinny town

I feel delusional, I made a whole movie
My only source of happiness
Can't leave it behind me

There's no way to go
I'm tired of being alone
Saying I hate you but I need you though
Watching you worshipping their thorns
We spent a lifetime preaching heroes
But aren't we ones?

We will notice
When one of us cry
He says it's just some watery eyes
Just like make-up can be fixed with one whip
Little did he know it'll never be enough
In our skinny town

I feel delusional, I shared all my songs
Turns out it's only mesmerising
When I hear them alone

There's no way to go
I'm tired of being alone
Saying I hate you but I need you though
Watching you worshipping their thorns
We spent a lifetime preaching heroes
But aren't we ones?

All the little things resulted who I am
They say don't show up unless you're a man
I'll never be a man
I wanna be enough
For this town
Even if it's just some songs I write

Did you lose your vision
Or just overlooked
Our skinny town 

Skinny town

I took a step as a start
We sat on the mountain and you saw a spark
Pointed and said "star"
Turns out it's just a planet
That won't fit us

Hey Mr astrologist
All I wanted was a dinner on the moon wearing my favourite dress
Was it real hard
Yes I guess

It was just an adrenaline spike
It wasn't love
You kissed her
Worried about the public eye
But wasn't when you put me in the sky

Hey Mr astrologist
I know that she was almost perfect
She took the taste of your lips
And just wanted to rush in

You were the accidental dream in my nightmare
Woke up frightened and thought you'd be there
But all saw is

But I'd rather die
Than ask why
I'd rather die
Than ask why
Let me overthink all night
About the planet we mistook as a star
And should I take another start

Hey Mr astrologist
All I wanted was a dinner on the moon wearing my favourite dress
Was it real hard
Yes 

Astrologist

Lick me like a statue
Play me like a guitar
I've got nothing to lose
In this half December

I'll play that song whenever I look at your pictures
I'll do all the childish things that won't be remembered

It's insane
How everything correlates with one another
When I close my eyes I see us together
But you'll never think
Even when you blink
 
Lick me like a statue
I'll grab my uke
I'll play a part of a song that we both love
Will you ever be amused?

Meet me as a stranger
Then recognise my face
Kiss me slowly
And don't let go of me

I'll always runaway from you
Then I'll have the nerve to think that you want me to
Stay

It's insane
How everything correlates with one another
When I close my eyes I see us together
But you'll never think
Even when you blink

Maybe I always look for the least
You said you're careless but I disagree
You're only an apathist when it comes to
Me

It's insane
How everything correlates
But it's only in my brain 

Apathist

I'll never wear this dress
Unless you clean off its perfume
It stuck like a glue
But you can do it if you want me to
Got out tonight

I'm nauseous
I can't stand the smell
You're walking like a model
I'm sending you to hell

I will not wear this dress
Unless you clean off its perfume
I still smell it
Even from my room

I'm nauseous
I can feel every single droplet
If I go tonight
I know I'll vomit

Clean it twice it won't matter
I'm an African elephant

I'm glued to the thought of
You 

Dress

My name is hidey
I write my own songs and I play the ukulele 

Hidey

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