Me in a schol lunch room when i was little

og song - https://soundcloud.com/ch2rms/suffering

og beat made by @vampiremutual but it was remade by @prodelxnce

Lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick i ain’t gonna make it
I’mma pass out i can not take it 
And I’m the worst im gonna fall out 
She said that she hate, yeah she hate me, i'm all down
Monotone my voice yeah my voice she hate it
Constant suffering I ain't gonna make it
They asking charms are you alright
No i'm not crying in my songs every single night 
Ranting up to you cus I trust that you'll answer right 
I just need some help, yeah some guiding light
She don’t like me anymore I guess it’s out of spite 
Imma try Imma try damn Imma make it right 
Complaining yeah to you like I’m about to cry 
I just want somebody to tell me that I’ll be alright 
I need a hug, I need a hand yeah I’m reaching out 
I’m so sad I can’t take it I can’t take this route 
Pleading to myself like omg this simple bliss 
I just want somebody to tell me I’ll be missed 
I just wanna hug and feel the warmth inside your heart 
Everytime I look at you yeah I feel the spark
All my lyrics I write em down yeah its simple art 
We be acting out in a play but I don’t know my part 
She wanna tell me about her life she sayin “where do I start?”
I don’t know what to do i’m crumbling apart 
I’m the worst, I’m the one that sucks, I’m the one that is bad 
I’m the one that causing yeah commotion yeah to make you sad 
I don’t know how to apologize so I just say my bad 
Gaslight myself to believe I ain’t really sad 
I’m the worst, throwing up I can’t take it back
What's the point of talking to me bro we make each other mad 
Yeah I see it yeah at all cost 
Need to give my therapist a tip cus I’m too gone 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false
Do you know how it feels to pity yeah yourself 
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself

so much 2 lose if ur happy (elxnce + sydney)

hold my hand when i die when i lay
hold my hand when i cry say my name
hold my hand when i die when i lay
hold my hand when i cry say my name
hold my hand when i die when i lay
hold my hand when i cry say my name

hey baby, lets go die today
i've been feeling lonely and my mind is not okay
cannot cut my wrist but ill find a way
cannot kill myself but ill find a way
and you lead me on, you led me astray
had to make a song to get out all my pain
Russian roulette got all my range
but i empty out all six inside my brain
hold my hand when i die when i lay
hold my hand when i cry say my name
play with me like a game
but i can do it to you we're the same
and i was always born this way
never made this way
they asked me what i did today
i cut my wrist today
or maybe yesterday
i feel so numb today
ive been on my pills for seven days
suicide next to my ashtray
suicide next to my ashtray
suicide next to my ashtray
suicide next to my ashtray

hey baby, lets go die today
i've been feeling lonely and my mind is not okay
cannot cut my wrist but ill find a way
cannot kill myself but ill find a way
hey baby, lets go die today
i've been feeling lonely and my mind is not okay
cannot cut my wrist but ill find a way
cannot kill myself but ill find a way

whatever happens to me, just know I love u all.

Whatever Happens, Happens. (Prod Sydney)

a song 2 think to while debating on killing urself (sydney + elxnce)

booted up + emotionals ( Sg37)

kuru - focus ft. carna007 + feardorian + zion (p. kuru + kyuro) **calvin exclusive**

with @chapter
got a new mic in the middle of the verse just ignore that

Thx for everything it means more thanu guys will ever know :)

cop it all ft chapter (jxyy2k + lj)

produced and mastered by gloom @emptyroom
cover art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/13299761393444275/

lyrics:
move back this magic sword will cut ur lights out
this pretty princess wanna fuck me in her nightgown
u cant fuck with me or gloom because we're spell bound
keep ur voice down team sheathe going up now

why do u hate me im not crazy
spend a week inside my dungeon for my safety
my soul is flaming i feel amazing
i check out and spend an hour in a daydream
why do u blame me i think ur crazy
spend a week inside my dungeon for my safety
my soul is flaming i feel amazing
i check out and spend an hour in a daydream

im in a daydream this doesnt feel real
a violent castle u talk down u get ur blood spilled
a set of armor for a king so i dont need heals
ill send the hounds to rip u up cause thats a free meal

i dont like u think i despise u
wish i had powers like a god so i could smite u
take my sword out of the sheathe so i could slice u
u gotta do it on ur own i cant give u clues
im in the manor counting money like a tycoon
spin ur head typhoon u dont look okay
she look pretty at the ball the theme was masquerade
i live my life in the light i live in center stage

why do u hate me im not crazy
spend a week inside my dungeon for my safety
my soul is flaming i feel amazing
i check out and spend an hour in a daydream
why do u blame me i think ur crazy
spend a week inside my dungeon for my safety
my soul is flaming i feel amazing
i check out and spend an hour in a daydream

day dream (gloom) #shth

ch2rms - did U wrongg [prod. heroz & soma]

EP SOON :)

rlly going thru it i jus need the fuckin racks ＼(≧▽≦)／
they tend to switch up on me bro i can't fw dat
miss ur love even tho we didn't run it back 
downers with the uppers hope i do not have a heart attack (っ˘ω˘ς )

i got patches on my dickies pants 
miss when u would ride on me do a lil dance ＼(￣▽￣)／
wanna kiss u need some romance
chillin w/ my only lover that's the ghetty green (｡♥‿♥｡)

mixing random drugs up i feel like a fein (＠＾◡＾)
bitch i was smoking phat since a lil teen
bitch i've been smoking phat off amphetamines
hope i do not fall like a byzantine \(★ω★)/

hate all the emotions that run thru my head
u said i was valid after what i said
wish i kept my feelings 2 myself 
i've been real embarrassed it feels like hell \_( ◉ 3 ◉ )_/¯

its feels like shit
guess i can check ur name off the list
i'm burning squares my rooms got some mist Uo･ｪ･oU
when i close my eyes i imagine that we kiss (o･ω･o)

rlly going thru it i jus need the fuckin racks ＼(≧▽≦)／
they tend to switch up on me bro i can't fw dat
miss ur love even tho we didn't run it back 
downers with the uppers hope i do not have a heart attack (っ˘ω˘ς )

i got patches on my dickies pants 
miss when u would ride on me do a lil dance ＼(￣▽￣)／
wanna kiss u need some romance
chillin w/ my only lover that's the ghetty green (｡♥‿♥｡)

heart attack (mercyyy)

everything done by me
third track featuring @kiryano

3. College Bound Ft. Kiryano

날 사랑해주면 안될까
내 머릿 속 싫은데
날 사랑해주면 안될까
내 일상은 너무 복잡하네

알았다 이건 쉬어가는 노래
노력하는 모습 보여 
근데 너는 방금 뭐래
아- 아- 난 내 음악에 색칠해 
나의 컴퓨터 화면 겁나게 튠으로 chill 해

from down
ur r.i.p
그럼 내가 원한대로
니가 원한 답을 해소
나는 주지 않아 그대로
사람보단 사람이
사람보단 이사람

그런 비유 없는말이
말입니까 이말이야!

가르치는 어른이 싫어
내가 너무 한일을 한량이 싫어
내가 하는 짓도 모르고 다 싫어
네가 오늘 하지말라고 했잖아
왜 이위에 올라타 
결국엔 이거를 또 골랐다
맨날 어디에 올릴까
나는 어디에 오를까
난 매일- 왜-
난 왜-
난 매일-
난 왜-

Hmmanism ✨

enough is enough (#x_x)
#2sick


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day dream (gloom) #shth

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