song is by otuka, he just deleted it so i reuploaded it 😈

Lyrics:

(I'm just procrastinating)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

Do you hear me, my dear?
I'm calling for you
I'll give up my fear, and step away from my room
Step away my safe place, my comfort is you
My heart's not in the same place when it comes to you
(When it comes to you)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

darling

otuka - darling

when i see your face here 
it's a wake up call
its like a bridge jump
then you break my fall       

its not a street race dear
when my skin crawls
i didnt want you to know at all

when u leave imma run to the bottle
these addictions have changed my life
different stories but we write the same novel
and in the end im (still) asking 

why-im scared to 
be forgotten 
what we have in common
sent me to my coffin
keep me starvin 
for the pain you've caused me 
from the pills you're droppin
you abuse so often

my hopes but we surviving
throw me a line or leave me dying
i can read your eyes i know you're lying
when you tell me how it's just bad timing

BOTTLE

last 2 minutes of anything & everything installment of the year. thanks for the big 10K followers on here, this platform is where i started, and i plan to continue doing these little one off uploads for my fellow soundcloud users. love u always and keep holding on cuz we're almost there

1. polished
2. dilemma
3. journal (worm)
4. chrome
5. trunk
6. euphoria (this should've been on one of these a long time ago)
7. probably a jo song
8. parasite (a worm outtake)

hold on, we're almost there.

first release ever, hope you like it
slowly working on improving voice and trying new stuff 
super happy to be with the deadwood fam 
thx to @enyusroom for helping on this one <3
beat by @wraithontheporch

lyrics:

gotta pull through
I always do
caught in riptide
only see blue
always left out
I am see-through
and I’m still a doormat
but it’s old news

I might just go down
feel like I’m lost in the code now
don't wanna slow down
we’re hitting the end of the road now

where do I go from here
to carry the weight is a lost cause 
where do I go from here
put everything on the line on a
new route
(where do I go from here)

whatever lies inside of me
I couldn’t make it last
back and forth
my head is set to
see the aftermath
where do I go from here
(x4)

gotta pull through
i always do
caught in riptide
only see blue
always left out
I am see-through
and I’m still a doormat
but it’s old news
(x2)

old news (wraithontheporch)

nothing i make sounds good to me, anymore
i cant keep it real
i can hop up on the track
tryna
tryna tell myself how to feel
but how do i feel
i dont feel real
i tried doin my own thing
i tried my best to heal

i know that i want you
at least i think thats how i feel
i know  that you want me too
at least i hope thats how you feel
i feel 
i feel 
im feelin sick
can you lay down me down

just put me to rest im sick
i dont know how to breathe
im tired of trying my best
when it never works out for me
its these feelings i detest
they well up in my stomach when i sleep
now i cant get no rest
this pit in my stomach sinking deep 

its a long way home for the both of us
maybe it'd be better if we make up
theres a cabin on the road we can stay the night
in my arms it just feels right
soaking in the moonlight
lovin til the daylight
keep u in the daytime
wanna call u all mine
u left me in the night time 
now im feelin frostbite
i missed u like all night
i missed u like all night

lets cut the chase
this aint no race 
so why u tryna outpace me
im runnin in place
i feel like a waste
i need u to show me whatchu see
i need a key
i need a glimpse into what i could be
its hard for me to breathe
but when you're here i do it so easily
oh  suffocate me
with ur love 
u drive me crazy
u a dub
i think just maybe
you should stay the night
stay the night
oh drunk im hazy
i confess
i missed you maybe
you address 
that you could blame me
but it feels right 
but it feels right

when i sleep

@chrnically & audiodiary
@remedysnuts @afterstoryx

last song performing sooo well thank u guys i love u
new song next week too :p

i do it all for love,,
and u betray my trust..
u go,,,, behind my back
i do it all for us,,,

u see my blood drip
girl u know our veins touch
we could never do bad 
girl u know we're one love

just see my,, body drag
im on my,, back
u feel my body twist 
so tell me,, all i missed

dont have ,,,,much more to give
u asked me,, and i did
until my body ,,quits yaaaa

i ,,,,cant keep going onn
got scars,, across my arrm
u see my battered faaaace
u know whats,,,, going on,,, ya
\
\
got my ,,,arm in a sling
i swear i dont feel a thing
so baby give me a chance,,

all4love (aether + audiodiary)

im shattered that you think of me after
you're with him and it's a fuckin disaster
i collapse from the pain of a dagger
fake it all as if we even mattered

im shattered that you think of me after
you're with him and it's a fuckin disaster
i collapse from the pain of a dagger
fake it all as if we even mattered

i'll just take my things and go
one more time just for the road 
how could you be so cold
you change your mind don't let me know

one more time just for the road 
you change your mind don't let me know

you're shattered that you think of me after
i'm with her and it's a fuckin disaster
you collapse from the pain of a dagger 
fake it all as if you even mattered

you're shattered that you think of me after
i'm with her and it's a fuckin disaster
you collapse from the pain of a dagger
fake it all as if you even mattered

shattered

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

###

ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

DOUBLE Ds

kell.

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