mid but didn't want to delete
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- silly song


lyrics:
(Cough cough) damn
I'll just leave that as the intro

I lack patience
It is demeaning
Congratulations
No longer breathing
Lost myself you thought that i was a fraud! (fraud)
Then a demon swallowed me up with his jaws (jaws)
I'm riding waves like Poseidon you know I'm an act of god
Wake up wake up
You know this is a facade (facade)
I lack patience
What is the meaning
Congratulations
I'm no longer breathing

Fuck it I'm making a buck and I'm making you dip
Fucking I'm fucking I'm fucking your bitch
Fucking I'm fucking I'm making things square
Fucking I'm fucking I gotta itch
Nicotine I'm a fiend
Looking for the lean codeine
Promethazine
I'm the honey you're the motherfuckin' bee (bee)
I gotta smoke screen on me
I'm smoking so much gas you cannot even see
Baby leave me alone baby you know that you breaking me
You sweet like nectar eyes olive green (nectarine)

You hated me
I'm loving you
I'm a fool.

I lack patience
It is demeaning
Congratulations
No longer grieving (grieving)
Lost myself you thought that i was a fraud! (fraud)
Then a demon swallowed me up with his jaws (jaws)
I'm riding waves like Poseidon you know I'm an act of god (ggggod)
Wake up wake up
You know this is a facade

fraud!

nooo hes been sampled
prod@OhMyGon!

lyrics:
(no i've been sampled)
i see the devil in my sleep
i think that maybe he might fuck with me
you think that you were the end of me
well you're right
because you were the death of me
wake up!
i want to die
not feeling right
fucked up i can't tell the time
when we gonna reunite?
see you in my dreams
baby that is me
i left you in real life
do you see what i mean?
that shit ain't right, hoe

when
you
left
i didn't know what to do

long story short
you left me in the dirt like i was a dork
i sit in my room and record and wonder what is in store
what happened to being my one and only mi amor?
and furthermore
what happened to living in a big house with a labrador
i don't really get it
i don't want to sweat it, no
i don't really get it
what you talking about me for?
you left me crying in newyork in a downpour
i like the city its pretty
but it's better when you're
around, wow
fuck it i'm making you realize i found my sound (now)
looking around
i'm on a train
running away, eastbound
but i can still hear you howling out

(noo i've been sampled)
i see the devil in my sleep
i think that maybe he might fuck with me
you think that you were the end of me
well you're right
because you were the death of me
wake up!
i want to die
not feeling right
fucked up i can't tell the time
when we gonna reunite?
see you in my dreams
baby that is me
i left you in real life
do you see what i mean?
that shit ain't right, hoe

wake up!

i always be uploading at 3am 
prod@OhMyGon!

lyrics:
depression + my DAW = my night
look out my window and wonder how you're doing
is it alright?

wait. babe, stay for the day
i don't want to fuck it up again but i may
hey. lets play what do you say?
can't we be kids again fucked up that we ain't
feel your absence like everyday
i feel it through every single one of my vertebrae
and wait, here's a hot take that a want to say
if you just fucking tried i think we would've been okay

you were like 
the planets in space
lit up life
in this dark place

and i owe you many thanks
so lets start like this
thanks for being such a piece of shit
dreams vivid as fuck so lucid
a love story that ended twisted
they tell me they like it when i start to go fast (yeah)
i think they can expect a little bit more of that (yeah)
you gave me a heart attack
a cardiac attack awhile back and honestly i'm still trying to bounce back from that

wait. babe, stay for the day
i don't want to fuck it up again but i may
hey. lets play what do you say?
can't we be kids again fucked up that we ain't
feel your absence like everyday
i feel it through every single one of my vertebrae
and wait, here's a hot take that a want to say
if you just fucking tried i think we would've been okay

wait!

fl studio is my friend 
prod@OhMyGon!

lyrics:

tweaking!

left me in the rain

absence of you

wtf
prod. by vinogradov

i would go...
it's in my heart and in my head
your love was fake and you left me for dead
so high and bold
i hear you melting down
and you said,
that i'm in your heart and i'm in your head
and you miss the smell of cologne and my cigarette
let go.... let go of your ego
and you tore me apart and left me for dead
while i'm bleeding out but i'm still obsessed
don't go.... don't go......

in my heart, i gave it thought, you inside of my head
i gotta couple of things i need to get off of my chest
look at me,
you know that i'm pissed
you know i'm stressed
i am upset
i went to the city thought about somebody pretty i shouldn't miss
i went to the city and drank all the whiskey like, oh shit
i went to the city and thought about somebody i can't kiss
(i went to the city and nearly lost my mind)
all the things you said to me,
their poison in my head
all the things you said to me,
those are things i could never forget

it's in my heart and in my head
your love was fake and you left me for dead
so high and bold
i hear you melting down
and you said,
that i'm in your heart and i'm in your head
and you miss the smell of cologne and my cigarette
let go.... let go of your ego
and you tore me apart and left me for dead (dead)
while i'm bleeding out but i'm still obsessed (obsessed)
don't go.... don't go......

in my head

i like the intro that's ab it
prod.vinogradov
sample: powerpuff girls

- this song is on soundcloud only -

berlin (soundcloud only)

hi
i wanted to post the original:)
prod.drma

BEACON (original)

prod.drma

I know it's been strange
and you've been losing sanity like every single day
you say that we'll meet at a different time
but i can recognize your face
i know i saw you in a crowd
but you just ran astray
imitate but told me to forget it all
could you tell me how one gets rid of a scar?
tell me i'm the one and keep me underneath your tongue
l-l-l-l-let my heart boil up
boil up
toil up
your hearts acidic (yeah!)
how are you so damn pretty?
you knew it
god just walked in and you blew it
god damn, i've been dreaming
god damn, i've been s-s-scheming 
i'm not h-h-human i'm a demon
i'm not human i'm a demon
put some faith inside my heart 
and use my body as a beacon
we're worlds apart
but i still saw you when i was lucid dreamin'
you say you love me
but does your heart really mean that?

i hope that you, getaway
i hope that we can get lost together in everglades
she powders her rifle
while i powder my gums
yeah i'm on the run
i-i-i-idk what i'm running from
but i know if it catches up we are done
out of love
t-t-t-thought i was someone
i've gotta change my ways
why's there a grin on your face?
*who is he?*
i'm not h-h-human i'm a demon
i'm not human i'm a demon

p-p-p-p-put some faith inside my heart 
and use my body as a beacon
would you sell your soul if i gave you false hope?
and do you still have dreams of him?
just to, do it all over again
and if you don't
well that's okay
but if you did 
then i guess we're on the same page
*boo* *evil laugh*
do you still have dreams of him?
just to do it all over again? again-again-again
*clock ticks*

BEACON (p. drma)

prod.siem spark
i can feel your heartbeat on my chest when it starts to die out...

this is good riddance
and you're all i needed
to get up-getup again.
yeah yeah yeah y-y-y-
only one inside of your guts.
i been missing you more every month.
one kiss is never enough.
roll it up, toke it up, smoking on a spliff.
stuck in a rut
i can't fix that.
why did i run?
it's a matter of fact
you're better off with your friends...

you're in my blood-bl-bl-blood
you're in my veins.
tell me why life gotta change this way?
beautiful boy with a crooked face.
staring out his window pane...
and it's raining it's pouring
yo bitch yeah she's whorin'
probably does that all night
while you're rotting in your room and wonder if she alright
feel guilty for assuming she's with another guy.
you hanging by a thread
you hanging by a thread
i'm hanging by a noose
i'm hanging by a noose
that's the difference between
that's the difference between
me and you. me and you.
sticks and stones may break my b-b-bones
but your words will hurt me way m-more
i told you i love you.
i told you i love you.
is it too soon? too soon?
well, this ain't a love song 
this ain't a love song
this is a goodbye...
this ain't a love song this ain't a love...

this is good riddance
this is the end.
and you're all i needed
to get up-getup again.
and my hearts conceded
(heartbeat)
yeah, i was tryin listen to your heartbeat then it died.
first thing i did was walk out and take my own life.
it's either that or going home and thinking about how
you're the one that's in my blood
yet, i'm the one in love...

goodriddance

the way they treat you

ifrozeup

prod. michael harrison 
song 1 of 5

i'm the deer.
you're the high impact truck.
you're...
my fear.
i only spiral with you.
early death won't stop my devotions.
they just fade it in (for you)
they just fade away (my devotions)
i'll be the deer. you be the high impact truck.
trust me, i don't want a sign that it's over
i'd rather keep going till i'm fucked.
look at me now, a fawn looking for a blunt force.
look at me now, my lungs torn up.
look at me now, i can't stand up
look at me now, i can't even socialize.
i miss looking people in their little pretty eyes.
i'm too caught up with all of the bullshit and all the pretty lies.

deer

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