Render is a very personal LP intended to harken back to my childhood, it’s very inspired by the old Soundcloud EDM scene (which is what got me so into music originally). It’s essentially a curing of my inner child, and originally I never even expected to release it. So awesome props to ‘jarodpanda’ who massively produces a portion of tracks across the album as well as on vocals. ZAXCY, who commanded a lot of creative influence on the decisions of how the album was structured/sounded to keep it interesting through out. Both amazing friends of mine; anyways, I hope you enjoy ‘render’. 

More to come 🥀

Executive Producer: ZAXCY
Featured Artists: rare, Batya Belle, redboy, iso 3G

render (w/ jarodpanda)

#sixxult # パンツ #countercore #333 #首絞めックス 
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heheh.... dont search up some of the tags around ppl...
u've been warned..

part art credit: @cclownteeth
insta: @ deadifyy

lyric +s -

diamonds skating on ice
x8

i wana run up a chek
i wanna gt up my bag
i wna chek my phne
c her with cities feel wrcked
fel liek a city of stars
dat new girl city of masks
is she better at it
dos it feel good when u-

omw, omw, omw 
up
fel like dimonds feel like shinng 2 the place up
x2
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X2

diamonds * + (* + princeamgn *) #blxxdr4yne # パンツ #countercore #3:33 #首絞めックス *

hehe.. welcome to my psychedelics ! ep-

headphones recommended experience :)))

this not a love song ~!! * + (* + haro *) w/ mspaint

time * + (* y7xnxx *)

dont like that girl anyways * + (* + icytwat *)

lyrix
-

HaH
YeAh i mIsS YoU
(hEy yUh aYe)
EmO In mY PhOnE
GeT A TiSsUe


yEaH He cRaZy yEa hE CuTe
hUh,
DeAd iF I JuSt sAy iS StAyIn uP 4 U
Oh
rUn aRoUnD A PaRk, Or pIcS InSiDe tHe bOoTh
yO
HoNeStLy iLl sTaY RoUnD LoOkIn oUt fOr u
hOe
dOnT KnOw bOuT Yo fRiEnD ThEy wEiRdO YeAh tHeY DrOoL
Oh
sAiD My mUsIc aNd nO ReAsOnS ToOk tHe dOo
nO
WhOeVeR TrY AnD To gEt mE OfF ShOuLd oNlY YoU
KnOw
iTs a gAmE, cOmMaNd n cOnQuEr- ThAt tHe tRuTh yO (cNc)

fReAkY, tOkYo lIkE RiCkY
TrUsT IsSuEs iS SiCkY
N I GoT So mAnY
BuT WiTh u gOt zErO
NoT Im nOt yO HeRo
yEs i aM ThE ViLlAiN
N Ur hEaRt iM StEaLiN
In mY CaStLe hIdDeN
Im uP
WaItIn fOr tHe dRoP
YeA YoU GoT ThE WaP
CaRtI WiTh tHe mOp
wEtTeR ThAn tHe sHoP I MaKe yOu pOp
bUtTeRfLiEs dOnT StOp
fEeL U In yO StOmAcH
OmG Im sO In lOvE

hAh
yEaH I MiSs yOu
(HeY YuH AyE)
eMo iN My pHoNe
gEt a tIsSuE

emo in my phone ! * + (* + yakka bonds *) #countercore #real

AT THE END OF THE WORLD

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whats luv??? >:3
oh
all` girls all boys here 2 shov !!
yuH.
leik an apple botom pie ima//  dove!
ay
now i jus cant get enuf .! :((
//x2/

#lov is a food
lov isa drvg XD
fk psychedlics whn i dwell in ur love
5 [foot tall, but you dnt care- im in luk
man it donot mater with yo hair when u sukk ;))!!!
big// fault ye u kno itz myy fault
kn0w im nt reliable
no ur NoT describabl..!
u r desirable /1!!
lov <3iss stilL viabel.!
pls bab so i'l cope.. :((
frictionz al my fault. O \ \ \ O

bitch >. < im druged.!
yeh
0.0 // oh bitc on drugz
bith im]]
oh bitch im

whats luv??? x3
oh
all` girls all boys here 2 shov !!
yuH.
leik an apple botom pie ima//  dove!
ay
now i jus cant get enuf .! :((
//x2/

cover art by
3t3rn4lbl155_999

WHATS LUV ? * + (* + pi'erre bourne *) #countercore #세상의끝 #ussy6

WHAT'S GOOD A VOICE IF YOU'RE DEAD * +

XANS * + w/ MSpaint

hello!!x8

yeah,
yeah the tears wont seal woah
yeah,
yeah your tears wont sift woah
yeah,
yah and there aint a thing to save you
yeah,
yeah there aint nun to save
what is up, whats up, whats up 
pull up what is up
shadow glock, and i bet u wanna die
on my cock, yea i bet u gonna cry
woah

yeah, pull some glocks i gotta see
run up bitch, shit run up me
get up fucker, wanna die
really want it on their set, no
want it on their set, woah

hello!!x8

yeah, got that tunnel funnel
yeah, woah
got to pull up tell all you
woah, got that shrimp lil jello
ugh yeah god im feelin well off
yeah, got that shit in rewind
yeah, god that shit dont be tough
yeah, and i seen him coming down
yeah, and i see it coming down

hello!! * + ( * + smokestaxkk *) #crabwalkrz #천국 같은 #fallout

bubblegum! (feat. REY GWEN) * + (prod. aloesemi)

On your set

Expect it

Drain fafnir

veils * +

crystalize * +

widow * +

might kill someone idk maybe * + ( * + ft. nxcro *)

Drift feat. y7xnxx

inside ft. wonder & mol$

pretend * + #الحب الزائف # מְנוּמנָם

love letter (fuck you) ft. tukar

ily all!! HJAFJAFKAFLAEFAKFK

lyrics -

uh -uh-uhx

yeah

woah

by chance, would you love me if i ever died
one dance, after death if you go come and ride
sundance, lifes a movie watch the credits i!
i!

live in eternal night
you know that lovings right
i hope we never fight
so see my soul so bright
yeah boy it burns so bright
i die for you tonight
i die for you tonight
i die for you
by chance so by chance
now wont you have me one dance, one dance, swan dance
now that im inside your trance, your trance, your trance
now that i look your stance, slow dance- romance
oh-woah ooh-woah

by chance, would you love me if i ever died
one dance, after death if you go come and ride
sundance, lifes a movie watch the credits i
i!

i! (would you <3 me?) * + #강아지

lots of lots of songs coming soon
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she be play1n w suuiicdeee o.O
she b playinq wit sucde 
o mn oh god dam >.<
why i gota be threatend againn
she b playhig wit suicide
sh b3 play1ng with hr ownnnn leif
gt me off dat x NND PILL O.o
bt i gta get this mony for reall.!! > / / / <

i dun wanna b ur man 0f ur life !
nor i wna be ur man 4 the nite ://
fk round me, fuk agan u get knifed..
ya she took 4rom meeee, ye my <3's in the skai
bad timingggg. re-alineing
ya my wip so cold with the liting 
plzss stand upp!!! new diesigning ( O . <  )
ya my whip so bold like ligtning

suicide n chill (throwaway) #ILOVEYOU #NIGHTCORE

instagram: @deadifyy

wait till the stars are aligned, dont feel like wasting my time

do you feel alright, yeah
do you feel alright, yeah

cause now the stars are aligned, now am i wasting my time?

yeah im feeling right
am i feeling right? 

most the time blind from the rear lights
try to back up, but i hold tight
damn im sorry dad for the big fights
but these girls be fucking with me in the late nights
uh, yeah
yeah commitment is a @rare sight
too many people as it looks likely
im gone, on trees still, im gone

batya -

didn’t mean to make u nervous 
but i feel like u deserve it 
and after all this time 
you’re still blind 
trying my hardest to forgive and forget 
ur caught up in fights with my friends 
whats the time where ur at 
god knows i cant keep track 

why do i keep retreating 
try to come back but i feel it 
damn i’m sorry man for the bad times 
but u never made it up it never felt right 

and now i’m gone gone 
what u gonna sing abt in all ur songs 
u know commitment is a rare sight

stars align

Listen on Spotify

heart <3

lyrics.




[hijuu]

Be careful without your head
Thinking out loud, can't focus
When you're around I'm hopeless
Uh yeah hey
I'm hopeless
But I wanna have control over you
But your beauty just ascends multitudes
So whatever, I just listen to you
So what you wanna do
So what you wanna do
I'm hopeless
I'm hopeless

[REDBOY]
Splitting my heart
You took your piece and off with it while I'm still on the ropes
Tell me that you going out with somebody hopeless
Like I wouldn't notice
I can't split the difference
Ugh, its too easy for me to cave in
Put my mind at ease with our conversation
Relaying messages, you pessimistic
Don't test the waters baby you know what feels right
I been right sealed tight
Sippin' from my silver spoon
You look up to the moon and miss my crescent shaped eyes

[JARODPANDA]
Tell me why
You think that I would want you
Would want you
Cause you know my heart 
I know I love you 
Take me from myself 

[hijuu]

I'm hopeless
I'm hopeless

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hopeless * + jarodpanda , redboy

dream

lost ft. rare

instigator

you w/ jarodpanda

why why? ft. batya belle

Render

tired

back w/ jarodpanda ft. iso 3G

before i go w/ jarodpanda

so what? w/ jarodpanda

worry w/ jarodpanda ft. batya belle

XSTAZY. (2023)

i cant split my brain from feelings
and im losing my mind thats my problem
on top of my world its so cloudy
its all- out now

i cant split my brain from feelings (i cant split my brain)
and im losing my mind thats my problem (losing my mind)
on top of my world its so cloudy (cloudy)
its all- out now

losing my mind
cloudy
out now

i think i was wrong
but i wont ever think of you so long
it hurts my brain just thinking you'd be gone
got a drama mind, please call my line
yeah
she took her turn, and it left me burnt
we took our time, no regrets your mine
no time to sit depressed and wine
princess sunshine
and im your knight

i cant split my brain from feelings (i cant split my brain)
and im losing my mind thats my problem (losing my mind)
on top of my world its so cloudy (cloudy)
its all- out now

(i cant split my brain)
(losing my mind)
(cloudy)
(out now)

OUT NOW. w/ jarodpanda

bless >####



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