510 - ALIVE

"TOPI JERAMI - Summer Song"

Holahoop - Sorry I Quit !

CLOSEHEΛD  - Berakhir Dengan Senyuman

Billfold Sebenarnya Fana

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August 31, 2025

Surrounded by those thinking the worst of me,
Outnumbered by the ones who loved cursing me,
Satisfied when they start blaming me,
Revel in every time to start shaming me,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

I'm not perfect but I'm proud just to get by,
I'm still holding onto the guilt that it took to survive,
And It isn't your fault for all these grudges I bare,
Under all the scar tissue this person still cares,

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I've just been punished before,
Failure held over me, By those who like to keep score,
There's a storm cloud building inside
And I can't take any more!

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I still see them out there waiting for me,
Lurking for an ambush behind every tree,
Just know through all the show I'm still trying my best,
And I exist in between tolerance and forgiveness,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)



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Can't Say That I'm Sorry

LEPAS LANDAS

Domisili: Bogor
Recommended by: @hujanradio
Perkenalkan LEPAS LANDAS

Band Alternative Rock Bogor yang sepak terjangnya saat ini tidak dapat diragukan lagi. Hampir setiap minggu mereka tampil di berbagai gig yang diselenggarakan diseputar Jabodetabek, bahkan tak jarang dalam satu minggu mereka bisa main 2 kali. Lepas Landas berisikan mantan-mantan personil The Blockhead dan Need More yang meleburkan diri. Dalam panji bernama Lepas Landas mereka mencoba meredfinisikan musik pop-punk ke dalam fase yang lebih mature dan cenderung mengarah ke musik Alternative-Rock. Dilagu bertajuk "Kota Hujan" ini mereka berkolaborasi dengan berbagai vokalis dari berbagai band yang berbeda dan mencoba memfusikan musik Alternative-Rock/Nu-Metal/Hardcore/Screamo ke dalam satu track padat yang selalu memancing koor ditiap show mereka. "Kota Hujan" merupkan anthem baru pemecah pengkotakan genre bagi Generasi Y di Bogor.

LEPAS LANDAS - KOTA HUJAN

Jakarta Flames - Ilusi

Sound of Monkey - Teman Hidup

Song by: @youlamlam & @BobMelodica

Music: by: @youlamlam & @BobMelodica

Arrange by: @youlamlam & @BobMelodica

Record by: @youlamlam & @BobMelodica at @sound_of_monkey Studio

Mix & Master by: @youlamlam & @BobMelodica at @sound_of_monkey Studio 

Sound of Monkey - Teman Hidup

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Thirteen - Jakarta Story

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